ANYTHING MORE.

𝘛𝘈𝘒𝘌 𝘛𝘏𝘐𝘚 𝘉𝘈𝘋 𝘐𝘋𝘌𝘈 𝘈𝘕𝘋 𝘞𝘈𝘓𝘒 𝘛𝘏𝘐𝘚 𝘞𝘐𝘙𝘌 .

[notusedtohappy]

this is not my main blog and i only check in here sporadically atm but that doesn’t mean i’ve abandoned jim  (  i could never  )! just taking care of life in these chaotic times and of my main blogs that .

[chewbacca]

Sleeping with Other People (2015) dir. Leslye Headland

[lunasnowes]

Nice. | Diana Silvers in Booksmart (2019), dir. Olivia Wilde

[suuho]

…… caused all that wondering? it only takes a taste.

[notusedtohappy]

how often can i cry to everything changes? the limit does not exist .

[notusedtohappy]

withflour:

        it’s times like this          that  make  her  realize  just  how  much  she  likes  being  useful   -   and  having  that  little  she  can  do  be  enough  to  be  considered  so.      as  a  mother,  she’s  lulu’s  whole  world.    it’s  expected  for  her  daughter  to  trail  at  her  heels,   to  look  up  to  her  both  literally  and  figuratively.   as  a  wife,  however,  she’s  never  quite  felt  like  this  before.   nothing  she  ever  did  for  earl    (  no amount of money, no amount of sex,  )    ever  seemed  to  be  enough  to  satisfy.   it  left  her  listless,  feeling  like  a  one  trick  pony  that  wouldn’t  be  nothing  but  glue  soon  enough.   but  jim   -   jim’s  content  with  a  kiss  on  the  head  and  some  cough  medicine.   jim  makes  her  feel  needed,  but  respected  all  the  same.        “  i  learned  from  the  best  !   “     she  beams,   putting  a  hand  to  his  forehead  despite   already  knowing   his  temperature.     “  -  better  watch  out  though,  i  might  end  up  comin’  for  your  job    “

how did he ever get so lucky?   turn around this ship that he though so surely had already sunk and made its way out of his grasp just to come back and steer him into the happiest and safest life he has ever lived     ,     has ever felt?   he is fairly sure it is all jenna      -      her magic and her warmth and her resilience     ,     leaving him in awe of her and never having her leave his mind even in their time apart      -      and now here he is     ,     now here they are    ,    a little silly and domestic but so full of trust and the feeling of home that it warms every part of him     ,     even with his cold still clinging to him .   grin curls around still slightly pale     ,     damp features     ,    never not able to hide it from her .   she makes him smile so easily     ,     always could    /     always can    ,     and he’d never hide it from her .   looking up at her now    ,    grey eyes filled with a fondness only reserved for her    ,     voice light if a little raspy    ,     “    sadly i’m too bad of a baker     ,    so we couldn’t switch professions    -    it’s a shame!   ”    he plays along     ,    smile only growing wider and a hand reaching out to reach for hers .   “    you’re a total natural at this though     ,    this serious competition shouldn’t be left out of sight .”   words soft spoken    ,    mirth evident even in the air of his tone      -    oh     ,     he’d always try to make her smile .

[notusedtohappy]

withflour:

@notusedtohappy·  :  SELECTIVE CALL!

        the irony of jim getting          sick  isn’t  lost  on  her.  since  it’s  only  a  viral  thing,  jenna  finds  can  laugh  about  it  without  any  added  guilt.   now  on  her  third  day  of  looking  after  him,  she  stands  over  him  as  he  lays  in  bed,  waiting  to  read  a  thermometer  the  same  way  she  has  dozens  of  times  for  little  lulu.   a  small  giggle  escapes  her  when  he  sniffles,  and  she  wordlessly  pulls  a  tissue  from  her  pocket,  handing  it  to  him  without  prying  her  eyes  from  the  thermometer.   an  old  pro.       “  okay,  doc,  “     she  jokes.     “  -  looks  like  that  fever  of  yours  is  finally  breaking  !   must  be  all  this  five  star  care  you’re  gettin’,  huh  ?    “

that doesn’t happen often     -     him getting sick     ,     less so to the point of being bedridden .   usually    ,    he’s the one taking care of other people    ,    being a doctor and all    ,    but for the past few days it has been jenna who made sure he’d feel a little less miserable than he’d do on his own .   mostly staying in the bedroom    (    so not to pass anything to lulu !   )    and spending the majority of his days sleeping    ,     he is usually awake when jenna leaves in the morning or comes home later    ,    doing his best to not come across as stricken by this little virus than he is .   looking up at her know    ,     admittedly feeling better than he did at the beginning of this misery    ,     he can’t help but go for a small grin .   “    think so .   you know    ,    my wife is taking exceptional care of me     -    i think i have to thank her for that.   ”

[violists]

❄

[notusedtohappy]

the w.aitress closing on broadway has made me super emotional and i just love this show so , so , so endlessly much .  there are seriously no words for what it means to me  ,  what jim’s character means to me   ,   or the jenna’s story  ,  what these songs mean to me .  i am just so glad it had this long run and that we still have a few months of it in the west end   (   and that we see sara and gavin back in the roles again too!   )   and while i know i am very sporadically here atm   ,   this blog has always been such a happy and wonderful place because of this show and every day i am glad i have @withflour to write with on here and that this show brought kitty into my life .  how blessed i am .  may we all be so lucky .

[swanemma]

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February 11, 2018 (Evening)

*please do not share anywhere else*

[notusedtohappy]

underrated line: “i won’t have a conversation about how crazy this is, how bad my judgement is, how sorry i am. i would be lying.”

[notusedtohappy]

DREW FIRST AND LAST POMATTER ON BROADWAY

[stardustschild]

So I guess we’re officially forgetting everything that happened between us? Yes, we officially are.

[notusedtohappy]

withflour·:

       ‘  thank you, yeah. i’ll talk to her, ’                  she  ends  her  conversation  as  jim  enters  the  room,  hanging  the  phone  back  on  the  wall  with  a  sigh.   jenna  turns  her  head  to  look  at  him,  her  lips  still  parted  ever  so  slightly.   she’s  received  her  fair  share  of  bad  news   -   but  something  about  this  just  makes  her  look   DEJECTED,   like  it’s  something  she  can’t  fix.   a  shaky  breath  escapes  her  lips.      “  that  was  lulu’s  teacher.   apparently  she’s  gettin’  bullied  at  school.  “    a  beat.   jenna  bites  her  knuckle.   “  she  never  told  me  there  was  trouble  goin’  on.  “

SELECTIVE STARTER CALL. |    @notusedtohappy!

he watches her while she takes the call, seeing the tension in her shoulders only rising the longer it goes and it has him worried .  absolutely and definitely worried, anxiety chewing at the sides of his rib cage and at his stomach, and he knows full well that when jenna turns to him it won’t be good    -    why can’t it ever be good .  well, it has been recently with their little family, but jim also knows that neither of them is immune to whatever life could throw at them .  he moves in right away , arms around her shoulders and leaning in to gather her into an embrace .  “  that  ,  that’s news .  she never said anything about it to me either .  i mean , that’s common with kids but still . what did her teacher say?”

[notusedtohappy]

annual post to let everyone know i love @withflour with my whole heart !!!

[carlyraejcpsen]

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waitress london – may 17, 2019 lucie jones (t/r jenna), marisha wallace (becky)

[kjerleik-a]

TO THE WORLD WE DREAM ABOUT AND THE ONE WE LIVE IN NOW  /  independent, selective and private multimuse. narrated by dina.