Notyourflowerywriter

Hey there. I'm here to make your day bright just like your smile.✨️

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Some things I wrote during my uni report writing 🐛🍁

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Art has a life of it's own. I don't think it was ever supposed to be dictated by the world when and how an artist creates art. It's a state of flow. Like a rhythm of the river passing through the nooks and crannies, in it's utmost natural state. Cause when you try to curb the flow, the art will lose it's track and therefore cannot reach it's destination, which might have otherwise paved new ways and potential for life to thrive. Staying true to your art is what's gonna save you and the art you make.

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'When I said. "This is nice." I wanted somebody to say. "That's nice." When I asked. "Right?" I wanted somebody to answer. "Right." I guess... that was all I ever wanted.'

-Chihiro(Call me Chihiro)

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Late night talks are the best thing ever. (well that's if you're a night owl;) You just feel understood, while you're telling them the things that haunts you in the middle of the night or the stories that never got to unfold in your mind cause you were too scared to confront them. Sharing and receiving is such a powerful thing, cause I believe that it creates this space that has the potential to heal. Heal the hearts that felt unwhole, and searched for solace in million different outlets. And now you feel less lonely, cause you never knew that you needed this person to hear you as much as they wished to be heard.

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Me too Taylor me too

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You know what, trying to win their heart while you're giving away yours for free. But then, they don't even consider you someone they could tell their secrets and dreams to or share their moments of vulnerability with. Well that my friend is not friendship, it never was.

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Been tolerating zero bs from people lately, cause it gives me immense joy when I see their narcissistic self crumbling down. 🌼

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The Tale of The Princess Kaguya was such a wonderful watch. I think its one of the most artistic things my eyes ever got to witness, and not to forget the rich Japanese tale. The colour scheme in the film was enchanting, ranging from vivid green forests to fabrics pink and purple. I loved them all. 🍃🎊🎋🎏

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I was watching this vlog by one of my favourite people on the internet and they were talking about how still in this time and era being a woman is considered equivalent to being sensitive. And that we are just well overreacting. However, the statement that "it is not that deep" made by people in regard to how a woman or a person feels is so mean on their part. Like it's very selfish on their part to invalidate someone for liking something, or being the person that they are. And frankly "it is that deep". Watching some of my favourite vloggers has become my new therapy cause like they've literally brought me back to life. ☘️

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I was recently watching hannah's videos, one of my favourite youtubers everr. And these lines here touched me mostly. I just love her and her videos <3

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Some of my favourite shots from the show Normal people. It had one of the most beautiful endings, where ending felt more like a beginning of something extraordinary.

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The outside world touches against her outside skin, but not the other part of herself, inside.

-Normal people, Sally Rooney.

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Lately I've turned into what Taylor referred to as Mirrorball in her song. A mirrorball which reflects back the light (or vibe for that matter) it receives. And when you break it, it legit shatters right there on the floor, and in every mirror you see your own reflection. A mirrorball, which glistens when your light shines bright and fairly doesn't when you turn into this opaque block of melancholia. Therefore, I'm ready to "show you every version of yourself tonight".

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Mountains and orange field

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It's so important to make your own sunshine because you never know when you need it. And if you have to depend on someone or something for it, you'll forever be chasing the light that was never meant to find you.

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I would like to love you with all my heart but I've grown stingy.

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Greens and Blues

The greens and blues when combined makes the best hue. Just like the green grass on a blue beach sparkling like a strass, I can't help but admire those precious little butterflies fluttering so high that for a minute they looked like stars. The waves are in a flux, resting barely, lest they lose their rhythm and purpose. Along with the pebbles I find my place in a world where the waves of uncertainty hosts the race.

It is in the breeze, no it is in the trees where lilac flowers have bloomed, so enthralling a sight it could heal a weary knight. The branches are ever ready to hug the broken souls, and the tree trunks that have shrinked with old age are glad to offer some rest. There is love in the air, spell in the crawling vines cascading down a deserted windowpane.

Green vines could make anything come alive but only if you let them climb upon your plastic lane. Green and blue combined together makes the best hue.