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NAOMI NAGATA OF THE EXPANSE. PRIMARLY SHOW BASED WITH BOOK INFLUENCES + CANON COMPLIANT. WRITTEN BY SUN.
AN EXPLORATION ON THEMES OF : RECLAIMING AGENCY, MOTHERHOOD AND THE REJECTION OF THE SACRIFICING MOTHER TROPE, LIVING WITH AND HEALING FROM TRAUMA, THE FACETS AND EXPRESSION OF IDENTITY, FINDING YOUR PLACE, REJECTING VIOLENCE IN TIMES OF ADVERSITY.
WE MAKE IT ALL THIS WAY, SO FAR OUT IN THE DARKNESS. WHY COULDN'T WE HAVE BROUGHT MORE LIGHT ? an independent and low activity multimuse ft. muses from sci-fi and post apocalyptic media such as the expanse, the hundred & more.
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me after finishing reading the books that i can speedrun n.aomi's arc for verses & have her if not a leadership ish position, at least involved with a rebellion, underground etc
me not having watched y.ellowjackets yet and seeing gifsets abt 'i never even wanted to be a mother' *chara holding their baby* i love you so much' naomi core vv naomi core
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IT'S GOING TO BE OKAY
The E.xpanse 2.06 / BANNERS - It's Gonna Be Ok / The E.xpanse 5.10 / T.iamat's W.rath excerpt / The E.xpanse 5.05 / L.eviathan F.alls excerpt
naomi rotating her boys as her best friend/confidant as the years pass
been thinking a lot about anticipatory grief lately. i love you so much that i know losing you will devastate me. i haven't lost you yet but i already miss you. we still have time, but it won't be enough. i think about what i would say at your funeral, and say some of it to you now cause i need you to know how loved you are before you go. you will go where i cannot follow, but you will never really leave me. it won't make it hurt less but it is a part of healing somehow.
& .˚ the expanse prompts. ( this is an assortment from all seasons, including season six trailers, from many characters and is mostly focused on the themes of war, politics, morality, humanity & all that jazz. feel free to change pronouns if needed. )
“ a kid needs at least one person who never gives up on them, no matter what ”
“ everyone leaves unfinished business. that’s what dying is. ”
“ the sides change sometimes. what we think we’re fighting for. who we tell ourselves are the good people. but it just seems we can’t ever stop fighting war after war after war. it’s part of being human. an ugly part, but i don’t think it will ever change. ”
“ no weapon ever brings peace. ”
“ i’m never going to like what you did, but i can’t hate you for doing what you thought was right. ”
“ i think, ‘[her] father was a terrible person,’ but a lot of people have terrible parents. and then i think, ‘[she]’s clearly damaged person,’ but then, who isn’t? so i’m down to, ‘maybe [she] has a brain tumor.’ do you have a brain tumor? ”
“ hate is a burden. you don’t have to carry it with you ”
“ us and them. how many of us… how many of them ? ”
“ you’re either some kind of genius or you’re the luckiest dipshit in the solar system. ”
“ the war does not end when people put down their guns; it ends when they reconcile. until then, the war has only paused. ”
“ you just have to believe that what you’re doing really matters, and then the fear can’t control you. ”
“ don’t worry about what i want, worry about what i am due. ”
“ walking away is the only choice anyone ever has. ”
“ and he’s building it on a river of blood, with your help ! ”
“ the thing about civilization is, it keeps you civil. get rid of one; you can’t count on the other. ”
“ if we decided to include everyone in our tribe without demanding that they prove we need them, maybe people wouldn’t have thrown rocks at us in the first place. ”
“ as long as we’re living and breathing, there’s more we can do. we just have to be strong enough. ”
“ maybe this war was inevitable, maybe there was no way to avoid it. the best you can hope for is that it’s justified. ”
“ good and bad, don’t get distracted by that. it will just confuse you. good men do bad things and bad men do things believing it’s for the good of all mankind. ”
“ i didn’t kill [him] because he was crazy. i killed [him] because he was making sense. ”
“ you give a monkey a stick, inevitably he’ll beat another monkey to death with it. ”
“ the way i see it, there’s only three kinds of people in this world. bad ones, ones you follow, and ones you need to protect. ”
“ truth is truth. how you deal with it is up to you. ”
“ the hardest part of this game is figuring out who the enemy really is. ”
“ every shitty thing we do makes the next one that much easier, doesn’t it? ”
“ individuals can be divided and conquered, but symbols… symbols endure. ”
“ there are ways that you can live a good life, without being a good person. ”
“ stars are better off without us. ”
“ guilt is like salt. you put a little on, and it hides all the bitterness. ”
“ don’t decide for them. tell them the truth and let them decide for themselves. ”
“ i never loved you because you were fighters, i loved you because you were builders. ”
“ a child who won’t grow up turns into a fool. ”
“ you must always have a knife in the darkness. ”
“ violence is indiscriminate. if you use it as a tool, it will do more than just kill your enemies. sometimes it will kill the ones you love most. ”
“ no matter how traumatic the loss is, you only have so much emotional stamina. even grief can get used up. ”
“ everything you do is corrupt, and i can’t stand to be part of it. ”
“ if you want to die, i can’t stop you. but there is a path from where you are to where i am. all we did was buy you a little time. you decide what you want to do with it. ”
“ i need you to know, whatever happens, wherever you go, you’re not gonna do it alone. ”
“ we did not choose this, but this is our fight now. ”
“ see, here’s the thing. i was terrified for you, i didn’t know why. and now i do, you will do anything to win. i won’t play with you, ever again. ”
“ [she] trusted you, [she] put [her]self in your hands ‘cause [she] couldn’t see the blood on ‘em. ”
“ if we get out of this, we have to find a way to understand each other, to explain why we made the choices that we did. it is the only way that we can let go of the hate. ”
“ but there’s only one thing that i need to tell you and it’s the simplest thing. but it’s the hardest thing to remember. listen to your heart. no matter what. it’ll always be the right call. ”
“ war is an inherently unstable interaction of three things: intense emotion, politics and luck. ”
“ in the end, the only thing that matters is fighting for who’s covering your back. ”
“ many fought for us to get here. many died. we have lost people we loved, and have suffered. we would be justified to seek vengeance. but instead, we will choose peace. we must choose peace. ”
“ when people don’t tell the truth, it always ends badly. ”
“ how much shit do i have to eat before you treat me with some respect ? ”
“ what i want to know now is, are we - i mean humanity - are we part of that plan? ”
“ we’re on the brink right now because we keep reacting to things we don’t understand. we’re scared, we’re hurt, and we’re reaching for violence cause we can’t figure out what to do. just this once, can’t we try something else? ”
“ i know he wouldn’t die for you, but he would let you die for him. ”
“ a parent you never hear from exists in a quantum state, both dead and alive, until you check up on them and the act of observing makes one of the two states true. ”
“ we were already at war. you just couldn’t see it because they were killing us slow. ”
“ i have killed but I’m not a killer, because a killer is a monster and monsters aren’t afraid. ”
“ killing people doesn’t mean you’re strong. ”
“ now the only dream i have for you is that someday, you will regret all the things you’ve already done. ”
“ we’re wounded, broken, trying desperately to keep ourselves going by pretending we’re not. ”
“ people come into our lives and they go out. families change. it can be hard and sad, but we bear it, as long as we don’t shut ourselves off from the new, wonderful things that come—and i know there will be more wonderful things for you. ”
𝐙𝐎𝐌𝐁𝐈𝐄 𝐀𝐏𝐎𝐂𝐀𝐋𝐘𝐏𝐒𝐄 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒. (𝐏𝐓. 𝟏)
so i’m rewatching a number of shows based in the zombie apocalypse genre atm, but let’s be totally brutally honest, all of us are dead are absolutely responsible for this! anyway, these are all dialogue prompts, i’m only on episode 1 of twd so be ready for like, a LOT of parts of this!! basically, don’t add to this list, okay? okay. i hope ye enjoy them!
“ how have you survived all this time on your own? “
“ there’s strength in numbers, you know. you should come with me. “
“ i know a place. it’s secure, isolated… it’s safe. if we get there, we stand a good chance. that is… assuming you wanna team up with me? “
“ i’ll keep watch tonight. you try and get some sleep, okay? “
“ what do you miss most? about before? “
“ you won’t get far if you don’t know how to use a weapon. i can teach you, if you like? “
“ if we could get to the airport, or the coast… they’ve got to be evacuating people, right? “
“ let’s set up camp here for tonight. we’re no good if we can’t keep our eyes open to see what’s coming for us. “
“ the radio works. we can’t call for help, but… i found a station that’s still playing music. “
“ is… is that a bite? “
“ no! no, don’t come any closer… i got bit. “
“ no… no, no, please… tell me you didn’t get bit trying to save me. “
“ it’s my fault you got bit! “
“ hey, hey… we don’t have time to argue, love. okay? i got enough time to get you somewhere safe before i turn, but… only if we go right now. okay? “
“ what should we call them? zombies feels kinda silly, doesn’t it? “
“ they’re faster than i thought they’d be. usually… i mean, in the movies… they’re usually so slow. “
“ aim for the head! haven’t you ever seen a zombie movie before?! “
“ listen… we have a camp set up nearby. there’s a group of us; strength in numbers, you know? why don’t you join us? “
“ you’re really naive if you think for one second that the government’s gonna fix all this. we’re on our own. us and the infected. “
“ let’s stop for a second, okay? if that wound of yours gets much worse, the zombies might not have to kill you. “
“ jesus… i’ve never seen a horse that big before… “
“ it’s… it’s crazy, i-i’ve never seen one… never seen one up close like that before. “
“ did you get bitten? scratched? anything? “
“ give me a hand boarding up the windows, will you? “
“ we need water, medicine, ammo and food. in that order. okay? “
“ it’s okay… it’s okay, they won’t be able to get through that barricade, i promise. we’re safe. we’re safe. “
“ your wallet’s useless now; it’s just bits of paper. the world we knew is gone. we’ll be paying with bullets and antibiotics from now on. “
“ you think they can smell us or hear us? you know, which of their senses is stronger since they turned? “
“ i don’t know who the bigger threat is; the dead, or the living. “
“ hurry! that barricade won’t hold them off for long! “
“ damn it! we’re out of gas… looks like we’re gonna have to walk the rest of the way. get your weapons out and ready, and keep quiet, okay? “
“ i heard it on the radio a couple of days ago. it sounded too good to be true, at first. a camp of survivors, food, shelter, protection… but maybe we should try and find it? “
“ what did you do? you know, before? “
“ you’re bleeding… from a bite? scratch? anything from one of those dead monsters?! “
“ i used to be with another group. it didn’t last long. “
“ hey, hey, don’t add so many logs to the fire. the dead might see it. “
“ you know what i don’t miss about before? traffic jams. “
“ do you think we turn regardless? or do we have to be bitten first? “
“ hey, i’m thinking of heading out later for a supply run. wanna join me? “
“ maybe it’s just us. maybe the rest of the world is okay, zombie-free. “
“ do you think we might be the only people left alive? you know, other than the infected? “
“ we need to find somewhere more long-term. with land to farm and fresh water, somewhere high up and isolated. somewhere we can survive and live until this mess is over. “
“ hurry! come with me, they’ll have heard the gunshot! “
“ hey… listen, we… we gotta go now. you can’t stay with them. they’re gone, you know it, they know it… it’s too late for them now. we need to move away before they turn… “
“ no sense in leaving now, they have us surrounded. we’ll camp here for the night; they’ll be gone by morning. “
“ did you know anyone who got bit? who turned? “
“ you think they remember anything from their past, after they turn? “
“ we just need to wait until the scientists come up with a cure, that’s all. “
“ promise you won’t let me become one of those. promise… promise you’ll stop me before i turn. “
“ they’re not alive. okay? it’s not like killing an actual living human being. they’re dead, and they’re starving, and they’re dangerous, and you have to be ready to kill them in a heartbeat. “
“ there’s an evacuation centre up north. if we get there… even if we don’t get on a plane, we could stay there. they say the cold affects the dead. “
“ i’m gonna teach you how to shoot, because the way things are looking now, you’re a bigger danger to yourself than the dead. “
“ use your knife, the gunshot’ll draw more! “
𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭𝐲 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐭𝐬 𝐩𝐭. 𝟏
i’ve made emotional ones before but also, angst?? bon appetit!
“ i can’t do this alone… “
“ i can’t do this without you. “
“ nothing is worth losing you. “
“ i can’t lose you! not again! “
“ i don’t wanna lose you! “
“ i love you… “
“ i never should’ve dragged you into this. “
“ you’re not alone, [NAME]… you never were. “
“ if something happened to you… that would be because of me. and i can’t have that. “
“ …did you know about this? “ “ this is all my fault… “
“ i/we/you lost… “
“ you won’t win. “ “ this path you’re on… it’s gonna get you killed. you know that, though; don’t you? “
“ i can’t stop. “
“ you would tell me if something was wrong. wouldn’t you? “
“ it’s like you’re not really here; even when you are. “
“ don’t you get it?! if anything happens to you, i… i don’t know what i’d do! “
“ you have no idea how important you are to me, and i’m tired of waiting for you to figure it out, and i sure as hell won’t wait to announce it over your reckless ass’ grave! “
“ no! i’m not leaving without you! “
“ i can’t do this anymore… “
“ you don’t even know me. “
“ what have you done?! “
“ you’re shaking… “
“ i’ve… made some mistakes. “
“ you are nothing to me. “
“ you were never nothing to me… “
“ stop it. enough of this self-sacrificing bullshit! stop acting like you have nobody who loves you! you have me! so no! you don’t get to be a martyr. not today! we can figure out a different plan… “
“ i would’ve done anything for you… “
“ i’d risk everything and anything for you. “
“ i’m not a good person. “
“ please don’t look at me like that… “
“ i believed in you! “
“ we can’t lose… “
“ what?! what am i supposed to do?! please! tell me, what the hell am i supposed to do?! “
“ please, just go… i’m not the kind of person anyone needs to be around right now. “
“ what happened to you? huh? what happened to you to make you this way? “
“ they’re coming for you. right? that’s why you’re pushing me away like an idiot? because you don’t want me getting hurt? “
“ nothing’s going to be as good as it was before. “
“ you lied to me! “
“ i didn’t mean for any of this to happen! “
“ i can’t trust you anymore… “
“ i know it’s selfish. god knows, ever since we met, i’ve been the reason behind every threat and danger that’s come your way. but… i honestly can’t say that i’d change a second of it. “
“ it’s been an honour knowing you. “
“ there’s nobody else i can turn to. only you. “
“ i don’t trust anybody else. not the way i trust you. “
“ we have no choice… “
“ why?! why are you helping me?! “
“ it’s too late. there’s nothing more we can do… “
“ please don’t go… don’t leave me. “
“ you are everything to me. okay? EVERYTHING. i can’t lose you… “
“ you deserve better than this… better than me… “
“ i thought i could give you a better life. instead, i’m the reason it’s gotten worse… i’m so sorry. “
info re naomi's arc can be found in my carrd or alternatively if you feel like it, you can watch a chara study vid i made for her for visual reference
Alliance, Sep, guerilla, partisan front. One of them. Isn't it all the same? It is to me. I think it's all useless. It's better to live. / I know guys like him, guys with causes. Causes that get people killed.
i have two ideas or well three, either she’s an eligius iv prisoner. ( ice hauler from asteroids >> mining mission on asteroids ) i say prisoner bc they killed everyone of the crew & her opa background could be a cause for her arrest. then again, she could be crew, their engineer, that rigged the core of the sole engine ( after diyoza + the rest blew up the one engine ) to only work on her commands and thus keep her alive.
or she does work as the engineer of an ice hauler ship ( again could be run by eligius ), considering it’s canon that the water resources were dwindling as stated by both gabriel & josephine. something happens, most of the crew dies. there are 5 survivors ( holden, amos, alex, shed & naomi as her canon ) but bc of the damage of their ship, the journey will be much slower so they use cryo too ( like eligius iv )
born & raised in factory station, recruitted by engineering due to her intelligence. more tba. ( for more seasons variety )
*3 also, filip could be one of hundred which again makes sense plus makes it easy for parent/kids plots (ie how miller's dad was involved etc)
4. that we begun developing with kat, but can be used in the broader sense as a verse. crossover time. they reach t100's solar system (or planet alpha depending on your preference) through the ring gates with their own spaceship and we go from there
I want to say thank you. You know, for helping me all those times you did. You’re a good person. I could’ve been better.
and it was at that moment that he knew, he'd won the bet.
