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And I saw him again

And then I saw him again in a party. His friends looked at me. But we did like if we weren’t in the same place. He “didn’t see” me, I couldn’t look directly to him. And then I met a nice guy but my mind wasn’t with him. Neither my heart. And with my friends we went out of the place. And he was there. He just said “hi, have you been here all the time?”. Why we started to speak? Even my friend said it was weird the way we looked so exciting speaking with the other, holdings hands. But then he left, again. Dissapeared. Because he always let me there, seeing him go away. Because he couldn’t lose his train. But he never was afraid to lose me. And I stayed there feeling empty. Because that’s the way he always makes me feel.

And I asked myself if he saw me kissed the other guy. If it hurts. Because I am trying so hard to move on…

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Love

Love appears when you don't expect it. After all the pain I don't want it if it is not coming for stay.

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thelovewhisperer

The worst thing is loving someone when you know you shouldn’t anymore. It’s caring about someone, wondering how they are and what they’re up to when the truth is, they’ve stopped wondering about you a long time ago. The worst thing is remembering every single detail of your relationship when he’s obviously forgotten about you. The worst thing is missing him so much when he doesn’t even realize you’re gone. The worst thing is feeling the same as you ever did, but knowing you shouldn’t, because he doesn’t anymore.

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thelovewhisperer

You’re gorgeous. Don’t let anyone tell you differently, or make you think otherwise about yourself. You ARE. If you think you’ve convinced yourself that you’re unattractive or ugly, scrap that. If you haven’t been in a relationship or no one seems to be interested, it doesn’t mean a thing. Strangers, acquaintances, they’re shielded by what they don’t know. To me, you’re stunning. You may feel so below all of the beautiful men and women that bless our tv screens, movie theaters, and computers. But you’re equally as gorgeous. You, yourself.. everything about you. Makes me never want to look away.

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thelovewhisperer

I think love is a feeling. It’s that feeling you get when you know you are going to see that person. You’re always counting down the minutes, the hours, the days or even months until you will see them again because you love that feeling you have when you’re with them. Love is a feeling of perfect happiness. Being in their arms means that everything will be okay and even if it’s really not going to be, you’ll get a feeling that they’ll do whatever they can to make it be, or just to try to make you feel better. It’s that feeling that you are loved for who you are and you love them for who they are. It’s about how they are the first one you want to talk to when anything is good or bad and how you are always learning something new no matter how long you’ve been together. It’s about changing and being a new person, not necessarily changing your ways or who you are, but wanting to be different and a better person simply cause that person is in your life and you want to be everything to them.

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thelovewhisperer

The important thing is to not be bitter about life’s disappointments. Learn to let go of the past. and recognize that every day wont be sunny. And when you find yourself in the darkness of despair remember, it’s only in the black of night, that you can see the stars. And those stars will lead you back home. So don’t be afraid to make mistakes, to stumble and fall, because most of the time the greatest rewards come from doing the things that scare you the most. Maybe you’ll get everything you wished for. Maybe you’ll get more than you could have imagined. who knows where life will take you, the road is long. And in the end, the journey is the destination.

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I want to move on

Why sometimes someone stay stuck in our minds? I met a boy. I liked him. I was happy knowing that I was going to see him. And it worked at the beginning. I don’t like when someone says me “I am not lookingfor anything, I just finished a relationship”. I don’t like ex-girlfriends. I neverhave been one. But I will. And I also will hate myself. Because I just met thatkind of boys, when you are in the good stage on your life but they don’t. We are never in the same point. I don’t care other boys. I care everything related with him. He never said me that his ex was the problem. But I decided to trust in my intuition. It said me that something was wrong. And how can you forgive someone? It takes time. You think you will see him again. You won’t. Why dream with him? He doesn’t do it. That time when you are fine, and suddenly he appears again in some kind of picture. The nice things you remember of your time together will disappear. And it will be fine. Sometimes he comes back. And you cry again like a fool. With time comes the likelihood. Did he meet someone? I did. Did he kiss someone? I did. Did he have sex with someone else? I did. But all came to leave. And he is still stuck in my heart. I let him. Because it is hard start all over again. Why I think about him? And that strange feeling, that if we had been in other stages of our lives, it could have worked. I want to believe that I saw something. Should I trust in my intuition on this? Why did he write me after Xmas? I was so fine before. Why did he keep his promise? He should have been the strongest. He shouldn’t have kiss me again to say me after that “sorry”. Why did he want to be my friend? He doesn’t deserve me. And after all he was always honest with me. That’s what hurts more. That maybe he didn’t like me at all to say so easily about be my friend. Will I see him again? Can the destiny let me be happy?

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thelovewhisperer

We can never manage to live in our own time. We constantly live in the past or in the future. Never can I be happy simply just to be here now, no, I must spend my hours looking forward to tomorrow, looking forward to school, looking forward to the end of school. Or I am stuck in childhood years, remembering and wistful. It is such a shame that we can never love this moment.