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Trigger Warning!! ⚠️ ⚠️
this blog discusses eating disorders and (separately marked) mentions of suicide and self harm.
Do NOT continue reading my blog if you do not already have an eating disorder! Do NOT.
I do not want to be the person that started/encouraged your eating disorder.
This blog is not proana or pro any eating disorder and is inside a safe space for me so I can vent.
hi guys! been a while. not sure if anyone who follows me is still active but i am alive! and still suffering! fuck!
just came back to say i am, essentially, a legacy. second-generation edblr user 💪 might make another account because twitter fckin suckzzz 😿so look out for that fans
gonna fuck this guy tomorrow then go back starving. will not be back on this blog. dm me on twitter (cr33pbby) if you think i need to know something. just dont use edblr anymore
love yall, stay safe+hydrated
i went into semi recovery for two weeks and that shit was not worth it wth. back on my fasting bs now tho
sooo its been a minutee
im mainly on twitter now, but i did want to update my tumblr.
ive been fasting for 98 hours and i feel GREAT. O. M. G. GUYS I FEEL GOOD??? GOOD??? HOW?? IM NOT EVEN HAVING SIDE EFFECTS, MY VISIONS NOT DARKENING AND IM NOT SHAKING WTFFFF
otherwise ive lost 4kg even after a 3 week binge cycle so im proud of that. im hoping to lose 6kg between my next psych appointment and now.
its my dads birthday so i made him a cake and I DIDNT EAT ANY OF THE BATTER! I used to ALWAYS ALWAYS eat the batter/ingredients. and. i. didnt. i feel so in control of myself and my food. im so happy, my bulimia tendencies left me feeling depressed 90% of the time but now im feeling so happy. its crazy
i keep binging which ends in purging and im trying to break the cycle, but whenever i binge i feel like i have no choice but to fast. like i feel so shit when i dont fast after a binge like its horrible dread and self hatred. i have no clue what to do about it but keep going in this cycle till i somehow manage to break free.
i don't like saying i have an eating disorder but i definitely have one
i think ill be sleeping in pretty late because it's 415 rn and I'm not even slightly tired. prob pass put at like 5 or something. gonna watch tv on my phone and write some stuff
i cant decide between fasting tomorrow or omad
normally its just like fast is the obvious choice but i already told twitter i was doing a omad
i think ill fast till tuesday? two days isnt too bad, esp if my sleep schedule is all wonked up.
probably'll finish saiki k maybe
def gonna web browse for future clothes and maybe ill update measuringkcals for funsies
i love tumblr but i was gone for so long i forgot the etiquette and now im nervous to post ED stuff
i have like no fucking energy and im so fucking anxious and all i want to do right now is fucking die
i love fasting because i get to do all this special stuff as a reward for myself
i get to
~ Listen to my special fasting playlist 💚
~ Watch YT on my special fasting/ed account 🧡
~ Binge watch TV and not feel bad about it (◡ ω ◡)
~ Get coffee from Tim Hortons (人 •͈ᴗ•͈)
~ Play video games for as long as I want 🐢
if i hadnt eaten yesterday, like i planned, i couldve eaten today.
just gotta make it through another 4 and a half hours and i can go to bed
im not used to people liking me or liking other people so my reaction to it is to starve
im backkk
People be like:
*asigns morals to food*
*normalizes mistreating anyone that is overweight*
*equates eating with indulgence, laziness, disgust, hedonism, etc.*
*makes food something you have to earn*
*refers to the normal effects of food as "consequences"*
"Why people have eat disorder? It must be because vain teenage girl want to be skimny lik model!!"
yay my bf gonsta break up wit me
binged so it's time to starve
