Unfinished

My own personal fucked up thoughts.

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25 LBS down since halloween. 5 inches off my waist. Bones are finally starting to pop! Yay bones!

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I don't even know how to be ok anymore much less happy. This has broken me.

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That is the only thing I want😭

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Fasting today.

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What if.

What if I told you once this monster gets in your head it permeates every thought, every action? Every moment of your life now belongs to that voice "Thinner....."

Would that change your mind? Or has the monster already dug in it's claws?

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Started using a new app....now I can share my foods!!

[curiouuuu]

Ed live stream.

Going to go live at this link soon. Come join me!

Click the link and follow me so you get notified when I’m live.

https://www.younow.com/curiou/channel

Reblog to spread the word. I don’t believe this has ever been done in the tumblr ed community so why not give it a try.

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Eating disorder questions

1. which eating disorder(s) do you have? 
2. when did you develop your eating disorder? 
3. are you currently in recovery? 
4. honestly, do you want to recover? 
5. how are you doing today? 
6. 5 safe foods? 
7. 5 fear foods? 
8. do you count calories? 
9. what is your max calorie limit? 
10. what is your height? 
11. what is your ultimate goal weight? 
12. are you trying to lose weight? 
13. have you ever been called “fat”? 
14. have you ever been called “too thin”? 
15. what is your current goal weight? 
16. what was your highest weight? 
17. what was your lowest weight? 
18. do you wish you were back at your lowest weight? 
19. does your family know about your eating disorder? 
20. do your friends know about your eating disorder? 
21. do you wish you didn’t have an eating disorder? 
22. have any “free foods”? 
23. how often do you weigh yourself? 
24. thinspo or bonespo? 
25. biggest problem area on your body? 
26. favourite part of your body? 
27. what kind of results do you want to see? 
28. do you purge? 
29. do you take laxatives? 
30. how often do you purge? 
31. do you binge? 
32. how long have you fasted for? 
33. who’s your biggest thinspiration? 
34. favourite eating disorder movie/show/documentary? 
35. favourite thinspo picture? 
36. can you post a photo of yourself/your body? 
37. how does your eating disorder affect your life? 
38. what is your BMI? 
39. do you follow a diet? 
40. least favourite part about your eating disorder? 
41. has your eating disorder ruined any relationships? 
42. do you have a “guilty pleasure” food? what is it? 
43. meanspo or sweetspo? 
44. does anyone else in your life have an eating disorder? 
45. ever been inpatient? 
46. ever been outpatient? 
47. ever been in residential care? 
48. ever been in a psych ward? 
49. are you currently in therapy? 
50. what did you eat today? 
51. are you scared about the holidays? 
52. are your family/friends supportive? 
53. have any other mental illnesses? 
54. looking for ana buddies? 
55. what is your current weight?

Ask me things and stuff :) 🌙

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Do these!!!

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I am so sick of being curvy. I just want to be delicate.

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I'll be in my cave if you need me.

I really wish I could hibernate like a bear for the winter.....and wake up skinny in the spring. When everything is beautiful. Even me.

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Open book

Feel free to ask me anything.

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New year plan

800-1000 calories a day.

10k steps a day.

16 hrs fasted a day.

1 Gallon of water a day.

Limit 2 diet Cokes. Must have 1 liter of water before each coke.

Must have 5k step before lunch and 10k step before dinner.

Exercise 3 times a week.

Alcohol allowed within calorie range twice a week. If drinking no dinner.

No bingeing.

No purging.

[thindiosa]

me: *eats less than 800 cals a day, is obsessed with weight, drinks too much tea and water to boost metabolism, stares at thinspo, measures self obsessively, has horrible body image*

also me: do i rlly have an ed tho?? it seems fake 🤔🤔🤔🤔

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Confession

The fact that I can't just not eat, or fast for longer than like 36 hrs makes me feel like I'm not even good enough at being sick.

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