𝘷𝘪𝘳𝘰𝘭𝘰𝘨𝘺 :

resident evil original character. [  LAW  +  GUIDE.  ]

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   *    𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐒𝐓𝐔𝐃𝐘    !    𝑇𝑅𝐴𝐼𝑇𝑆  &  .  𝐶𝐻𝐴𝑅𝐴𝐶𝑇𝐸𝑅𝐼𝑆𝑇𝐼𝐶𝑆    :

    bold     all that applies to your muse

    italicize    whatever is applicable

•   eyes  :    blue | green | brown | hazel | gray | gray-blue | other •    hair  :    blond | sandy | brown | black | auburn | ginger | grey / white | multi-color | other •    body type  :    skinny | slender | slim | built | curvy | athletic | average | muscular | pudgy | overweight •    skin  :    pale | light | fair | freckled | tan | olive | medium | dark | discolored •    gender  :    male | female | trans | cis | agender | demigender | genderfluid | other | doesn’t like labels •    sexuality  :    heterosexual | homosexual | bisexual | pansexual | asexual | demisexual | other | unsure | doesn’t like labels

•    species  :    human | undead | shapeshifter | demon | angel | witch | ghost | incubus / succubus | werewolf | alien | mutant | android | other •    education  :   high school | college | university | master’s degree | PhD | other   •    i’ve been  :    in love | hurt | ill | mentally abused | bullied | physically abused | tortured | brainwashed | shot

• positive traits:  affectionate | adventurous | athletic | brave | careful | charming | confident | creative | cunning | determined | forgiving | generous | honest | humorous | intelligent | loyal | modest | patient | selfless | polite | down-to-earth | diligent | romantic | moral | fun-loving | charismatic | calm

• negative traits:  aggressive | bossy | cynical | envious | shy | fearful | greedy | gullible | jealous | impatient | impulsive | honest | reckless | insecure | irresponsible | mistrustful | paranoid | possessive | sarcastic | self-conscious | petty | swears | unstable | clumsy | rebellious | emotional | vengeful | anxious | self-sabotaging | stubborn | peevish | angry | pessimistic | slacker | thin skinned | overly dramatic | argumentative

• living situation:   lives alone | lives with parent(s) / guardian | lives with significant other | lives with a friend | drifter | homeless | lives with children | other • parents/guardian:   mother | father | adoptive | aunt | uncle | foster | grandmother | grandfather | other • sibling(s):   sister(s) | brother(s) | none | other • relationship:   single | crushing | dating | engaged | married | separated

• i have a(n):   developmental disorder | learning disorder | personality disorder | mental disorder | anxiety disorder | sleep disorder | eating disorder | behavioral disorder | substance-related disorder | PTSD | mental disability | physical disability | other

• things i’ve done before:   had alcohol | smoked | stolen | done drugs | self-harmed | starved | had sex | had a threesome | had a one-night stand | gotten into a fist fight | gone to hospital | gone to jail | used a fake ID | played hooky | gone to a rave | killed someone | had someone try to kill them

TAGGED BY : stole TAGGING : to be stolen

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sorry 4 inactivity school is kicking my actual ass 

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The Sliding Scale of Gay Math Competence

contrary to popular belief, Gays can do math, but only at MAX CAPACITY, you can either invent the laws of gravity or you can cry over fractions 

there is no in between

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letlived  .

there’s  a  slight  look  of  concern  given  from  her,  claire  knowing  very  well  this  could  be  either  the  worst  thing  to  happen  to  her  or  something  she  needn’t  worry  about.  even  if  she  wanted  to  believe  that  this  was  a  simple  cough,  something  inside  of  her  decided  otherwise.  how  was  she  to  truly  know  when  this  was  all  so  new  to  her  as  well?  the  situation  faced  being  something  she  was  thrown  into  and  surviving  with  each  step  she  took.             ❛  just  don’t  keel  over.  ❜

HE  WASN’T  INTENDING  ON  IT  ,  but  he  nods  nonetheless  ,  hardly  manages  a  scoff  &  .  a  roll  of  the  eyes  :  once  an  action  of  familiarity  ,  it  now  feels  monotonous  &  .  unwelcomed  .  there’s  a  flush  in  his  cheeks  ,  shame  /  fever  /  terror  .  “  yeah  .  .  .  trying  not  to  ,  “  he  breaks  ,  purses  his  lips  ,  “  what  do  you  think  ,  um  ,  causes  those  things  ?  “

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Mysterious Landscape   -   Tove Jansson , 1930

Finnish,1914-2001

Oil on plywood, 61 x 152.5 cm

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AURÉL  SZARKA  :  RENSHAW  .

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might fuck around and break into area 51

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SWAN  SONG  -  in  his  hand  ,  in  his  throat  :  hues  ,  flickering  up  once  ,  down  once  ,  up  twice  .  his  arm  relaxes  just  the  the  slightest  of  touches  ,  a  feather  bowing  his  elbow  ,  &  .  suddenly  his  aim  won’t  kill  her  ,  only  agonize  .  “  you  don’t  look  particularly  intimidating  .  “

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“  CALL  ME  STUPID  ,  but  i  have  no  idea  what  you’re  talking  about  ,  “  o  ,  how  he  moans  &  .  groans  ,  arm  slung  up  &  .  over  his  eyes  ,  a  mockery  of  juliet  in  his  despair  .  “  how  about  you  take  me  to  eat  instead  ?  “

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helloo  go  ahead  &  .  LIKE  4  A  STARTER  !

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Fallen Angel (Detail), 1847 - Alexandre Cabanel

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❛ Yeah I know, I know. This shit’s getting ridiculous. ❜ rowell! 👋

PAPERCUTS  .  papercuts  /  paper  shreds  /  crumbled  papers  :  all  in  his  hands  ,  research  cradled  against  his  bosom  ,  his  sons  &  .  daughters  he  clasps  .  “  ridiculous  is  subjective  .  okay  ,  yeah  ,  it’s  kind  of  fucking  stupid  .  “  wheels  in  his  head  ,  rolling  ,  turning  .  he  doesn’t  care  .

@dovecall  sent  .

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❛ Fuck if I know. Your guess is as good as mine. ❜

A  BLINK  .  &  .  THEN  ANOTHER  .  &  .  then  an  exhale  ,  shoulders  slumping  as  lungs  wither  ,  “  god  dammit  .  “  where  the  hell  was  buxton  ?  lashes  flicker  once  ,  twice  ,  thrice  !  more  against  his  cheeks  ,  hands  finding  the  desk  behind  him  &  .  leaning  :  “  if  you  find  him  ,  beat  his  ass  ,  please  ,  miss  agent  ?  &  .  if  i  find  him  .  .  .  well  ,  you’ll  know  what  happened  .  “

@unlockedtm  sent  .

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                 BOOK STARTERS VOL.23   ( HOUSE OF LEAVES )  ( MARK Z. DANIELEWSKI )

❛ It may be the wrong decision, but fuck it, it’s mine. ❜

❛ Like patience, passion comes from the same Latin root: pati. It does not mean to flow with exuberance. It means to suffer. ❜

❛ No one ever really gets used to nightmares. ❜

❛ I still get nightmares. In fact, I get them so often I should be used to them by now. I’m not. ❜

❛ Sublime is something you choke on after a shot of tequila. ❜

❛ Some people reflect light, some deflect it, you by some miracle, seem to collect it. ❜

❛ Beautiful women are always drawn to men they think will keep them beautiful. ❜

❛ The ruminations are mine, let the world be yours. ❜

❛ You will fulfil a promise I made years ago but failed to keep. ❜

❛ Darkness never satisfies. Especially if it takes something away which it almost always invariably does. ❜

❛ I want something else. I’m not even sure what to call it anymore. ❜

❛ What can I say, I’m a sucker for abandoned stuff, misplaced stuff, forgotten stuff, any old stuff. ❜

❛ Is it possible to love something so much, you imagine it wants to destroy you only because it has denied you? ❜

❛ It’s just silent, no sound at all. It’s like something’s waiting. ❜

❛ I guess I’m hoping the weapons will make me feel better, grant me some kind of fucking control. ❜

❛ Oh and something else: – Fuck you. ❜

❛ God I’ve never been afraid like this. ❜

❛ I miss you. I love you. There’s no second I’ve lived that you can’t call your own. ❜

❛ I’m so tired. Sleep’s been stalking me for too long to remember. Inevitable I suppose. ❜

❛ Not seeing the rip doesn’t mean you automatically get to keep clear of the Hey-I’m-Bleeding part. ❜

❛ These days fantasies flourish and die like summer flies. ❜

❛ Yeah I know, I know. This shit’s getting ridiculous. ❜

❛ ‘Fuck’ and ‘fall for’ have very different meanings. The first one you do as much as you can. The second one you never ever, ever do. ❜

❛ It’s a nice idea but it reeks of hope. False hope. ❜

❛ It’s, well…one thing in two words: fucked up…very fucked up. Okay three words, four words, who the hell cares…very very fucked up. ❜

❛ Do you think I could spend the night at your place?  ❜

❛ Any fool can pray. ❜

❛ I feel like I haven’t slept in months. My neighbours are scared of me. ❜

❛ I’ve lost my mind? Maybe, maybe, maybe. Maybe I’m just really drunk. ❜

❛ Perhaps by cleaning out my system I’ll come to a clearing where I can ease myself into peace. ❜

❛ I should be dead. Why am I still here? ❜

❛ Fuck if I know. Your guess is as good as mine. ❜

❛ You are my flesh. You are my bones. I know you too well. I read you too perfectly. ❜

❛ Not all complex problems have easy solutions. ❜

❛ Do you believe in God? I don’t think I ever asked you that one. ❜

❛ We all create stories to protect ourselves. ❜

❛ Are you kidding me? This place is scary. ❜

❛ These days the only thing that gets me outside is when I say: Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck you. Fuck me. Fuck this. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. ❜

❛ You like that crap because it reminds you of you. ❜

❛ You may suddenly realise things are not how you perceived them to be at all. ❜

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“  HEY  ,  you  okay  ?  “  coat  clings  tight  to  his  body  ,  furs  against  chilled  skin  ,  soft  &  .  new  &  .  smelling  of  home  -  o  ,  the  juxtaposition  of  he  &  .  stranger  .  he  shuffles  nearer  ,  boots  thunking  against  concrete  ,  til  he  stands  just  to  companion’s  flank  .

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COUGH  .  he  nuzzles  his  face  into  the  very  crook  of  his  elbow  ,  heart  sinking  to  the  very  depths  of  his  guts  :  a  quick  mental  check  ,  no  aches  in  his  flesh  apart  from  general  soreness  &  .  the  creak  of  long  unused  muscles  ,  water  bottles  in  his  bag  .  not  sick  ,  not  sick  ,  he  wasn’t  sick  /  cough  ,  just  a  wheeze  ,  a  hitch  in  his  throat  .  “  just  a  cough  ,  promise  ,  “  an  utterance  as  hues  catch  sight  of  skin  unbroken  &  .  still  soft  ,  whole  ,  rather  than  sloughing  :  a  peculiar  comfort  .

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❛  IT’S  OKAY,  I  WON’T  HURT  YOU.  I  PROMISE.              \             rules.   timeline.   verses.