Trying My Best

DID | NPD | ASPD | c-PTSD | ADHD Pro dx’d. Recovering. I’ve done bad things, and I’m trying to be better. Anti self-dx. Don’t interact if you’re under 16.

[npd-and-me]

I hate my life

please help if you can

https://gofund.me/1935e380

Help Me Complete School & Live With Disabilities, organized by Jess B

My name is Jess. I’m 23 years old and am pursuing a bachelor’s degree in math… Jess B needs your support for Help Me Complete School & Live

[npd-and-me]

I (npd-and-me) AM DELETING TUMBLR!

Please reblog this so people know where to find me even after I delete. I’d appreciate the support since I have 4K followers here. I’ve moved to these social media:

Follow me on Quora: Lucille Langdon

https://www.quora.com/q/lucillelune?ch=10&share=4630eb8e&srid=utieZV

(This is my Space on my account since I can’t figure out how to link directly to my account. Interacting with my Space and following it gets me closer to being able to make money off it... I’d really like to get close to that since I’m in need of a way to make money but am severely disabled so having a job is extremely difficult - I’ve tried getting on federal disability but I don’t have enough work credits... and the reason I don’t have enough work credits is my disabilities) - This is another reason I’d appreciate reblogs!

Lucille Lune

Follow me on YouTube: The Autonomy System

https://youtube.com/channel/UCmm3H1Ek9B6oZv1gRqb5ACw

The Autonomy System

Welcome! We’re a professionally diagnosed DID system (diagnosed in November 2020). We are still trying to understand our system. As of now,

I’d really appreciate if y’all follow me on either one of these. I’m writing a book about NPD and ASPD and another book about DID and how I developed it. In the future, if you want to read my books then I’d follow on one of these accounts. I also am a lot more open there and explain things in more detail. My YouTube is especially very educational, and on my Quora I post frequently and am more vulnerable about the inner workings of my disorders.

[npd-and-me]

Please subscribe to my free email newsletter!! All you have to do is add your email to the list by clicking the link below and typing it in. It’s free and doesn’t require you to make an account. It’ll send my weekly newsletters right to your email inbox! I really enjoy writing, so I decided this would be a good outlet for me.

Welcome to Lucille’s Newsletter by me, Lucille Langdon. 23. Artist. Writer. Mathematics. I’m professionally diagnosed with DID,

This is another way you can continue to interact with me once I leave Tumblr for good. Please reblog 💜

[npd-and-me]

Please subscribe to my free email newsletter!! All you have to do is add your email to the list by clicking the link below and typing it in. It’s free and doesn’t require you to make an account. It’ll send my weekly newsletters right to your email inbox! I really enjoy writing, so I decided this would be a good outlet for me.

Welcome to Lucille’s Newsletter by me, Lucille Langdon. 23. Artist. Writer. Mathematics. I’m professionally diagnosed with DID,

This is another way you can continue to interact with me once I leave Tumblr for good. Please reblog 💜

[npd-and-me]

I (npd-and-me) AM DELETING TUMBLR!

Please reblog this so people know where to find me even after I delete. I’d appreciate the support since I have 4K followers here. I’ve moved to these social media:

Follow me on Quora: Lucille Langdon

https://www.quora.com/q/lucillelune?ch=10&share=4630eb8e&srid=utieZV

(This is my Space on my account since I can’t figure out how to link directly to my account. Interacting with my Space and following it gets me closer to being able to make money off it... I’d really like to get close to that since I’m in need of a way to make money but am severely disabled so having a job is extremely difficult - I’ve tried getting on federal disability but I don’t have enough work credits... and the reason I don’t have enough work credits is my disabilities) - This is another reason I’d appreciate reblogs!

Lucille Lune

Follow me on YouTube: The Autonomy System

https://youtube.com/channel/UCmm3H1Ek9B6oZv1gRqb5ACw

The Autonomy System

Welcome! We’re a professionally diagnosed DID system (diagnosed in November 2020). We are still trying to understand our system. As of now,

I’d really appreciate if y’all follow me on either one of these. I’m writing a book about NPD and ASPD and another book about DID and how I developed it. In the future, if you want to read my books then I’d follow on one of these accounts. I also am a lot more open there and explain things in more detail. My YouTube is especially very educational, and on my Quora I post frequently and am more vulnerable about the inner workings of my disorders.

[npd-and-me]

Please subscribe to my free email newsletter!! All you have to do is add your email to the list by clicking the link below and typing it in. It’s free and doesn’t require you to make an account. It’ll send my weekly newsletters right to your email inbox! I really enjoy writing, so I decided this would be a good outlet for me.

Welcome to Lucille’s Newsletter by me, Lucille Langdon. 23. Artist. Writer. Mathematics. I’m professionally diagnosed with DID,

This is another way you can continue to interact with me once I leave Tumblr for good. Please reblog 💜

[npd-and-me]

i know ur not on tumblr much anymore but good luck with ur npd recovery <3

Thank you :)

[npd-and-me]

I love ur blog but I think it's healthy that u want to stay away from tumblr more. I used to have a blog about my mental illnesses but that made me worse. Since I've quit my blog I've become a healthier person. Now I put my energy into my recovery instead of wallowing in my toxicity. Changing is a lot of work but it's worth it. I wish you the best for ur future.

Thank you! I’m deleting my blog and moving to Quora and YouTube. If you want to follow me there the info is pinned on my blog

[npd-and-me]

I feel like this account is a bit of an eye opener. Some of the things you say makes me upset, some make me realize that this Really is something people struggle. I realize that npd is real but ive never really,, Seen a description for it. So thank you for this, its helping me understand.

Thank you for telling me that. I’m moving to Quora and YouTube exclusively if you want to continue to follow me. The info is pinned on my blog

[npd-and-me]

about the "Don’t interact if you’re under 16." part does that mean not to message you or not to interact with you or your blog?

Just don’t message, but I’m leaving tumblr anyway

[npd-and-me]

Straight up, this blog is so wonderful and has shed so much light on NPD for me. I have a low-empathy friend (confirmed) and it LITERALLY never clicked until now why he seems so curt and cranky when someone prattles on. As a disabled person, I can appreciate that anger/irritation that crops up when someone expects you to do something beyond your physical expectations

thank you. I’m moving exclusively to YouTube and Quora if you want to continue following my content. I just pinned the info at the top of my blog

[npd-and-me]

I (npd-and-me) AM DELETING TUMBLR!

Please reblog this so people know where to find me even after I delete. I’d appreciate the support since I have 4K followers here. I’ve moved to these social media:

Follow me on Quora: Lucille Langdon

https://www.quora.com/q/lucillelune?ch=10&share=4630eb8e&srid=utieZV

(This is my space on my account since I can’t figure out how to link directly to my account)

Lucille Lune

Follow me on YouTube: The Autonomy System

https://youtube.com/channel/UCmm3H1Ek9B6oZv1gRqb5ACw

The Autonomy System

Welcome! We’re a professionally diagnosed DID system (diagnosed in November 2020). We are still trying to understand our system. As of now,

[npd-and-me]

I (npd-and-me) AM DELETING TUMBLR!

Please reblog this so people know where to find me even after I delete. I’d appreciate the support since I have 4K followers here. I’ve moved to these social media:

Follow me on Quora: Lucille Langdon

https://www.quora.com/q/lucillelune?ch=10&share=4630eb8e&srid=utieZV

(This is my Space on my account since I can’t figure out how to link directly to my account. Interacting with my Space and following it gets me closer to being able to make money off it... I’d really like to get close to that since I’m in need of a way to make money but am severely disabled so having a job is extremely difficult - I’ve tried getting on federal disability but I don’t have enough work credits... and the reason I don’t have enough work credits is my disabilities) - This is another reason I’d appreciate reblogs!

Lucille Lune

Follow me on YouTube: The Autonomy System

https://youtube.com/channel/UCmm3H1Ek9B6oZv1gRqb5ACw

The Autonomy System

Welcome! We’re a professionally diagnosed DID system (diagnosed in November 2020). We are still trying to understand our system. As of now,

I’d really appreciate if y’all follow me on either one of these. I’m writing a book about NPD and ASPD and another book about DID and how I developed it. In the future, if you want to read my books then I’d follow on one of these accounts. I also am a lot more open there and explain things in more detail. My YouTube is especially very educational, and on my Quora I post frequently and am more vulnerable about the inner workings of my disorders.

[npd-and-me]

are you still active?

eh kinda. tumblr can get quite toxic, so I don’t use it as much since I’m extremely serious about my recovery now.

[robertmitchum]

what do you do for a living?

I exist against my will. 

[npd-and-me]

some of you want to remain sick and it shows

[npd-and-me]

The shit you say about your partner is really worrying. Maybe you should leave them.

I know. I was really not well at the time but have now admitted to myself I “relapsed” badly back into my NPD mindsets and behaviors. Now that I know this I’ve been working hard on myself and to treat my partner better.