What Wasn’t In the Fine Print
During the 2008 election, as an independent journalist I vowed I would never work in a non-profit. This declaration was made after being in numerous meetings, rallies, conferences, conference calls, and pressers and seeing the way non-profits, especially non-profits claiming to rep people of color, played the politics game, often watering down, negotiating down, and downright selling out in order to get funding and/or to have access to those in power/government.
Eight years later I’m the executive director of a non-profit, sitting at the same table with some of the people/orgs I used to criticize.
I would like to think I’m better, that my org does better, but the non-profit industrial complex is real. It is a lot of politics and negotiating while trying to serve with your communities. There are ridiculous hours that violate the very rights/dignity you say you are fighting for. Non-profits can be tools - in every sense of the word.
These are the stories of tears, joys, small victories and big breakdowns.
Hopefully some laughs too