my bed is covered in dread

i lick dead flowers and velvet couches (((ENFP)))

[kissedbythevoid]

https://www.instagram.com/p/BBmta0Vq2ez/

[tarkovskologist]

Krzysztof Kieślowski, 1990s

[kissedbythevoid]

https://www.instagram.com/p/BNKhP7WBb00/

[yesterdaysprint]

The Leavenworth Post, Kansas, June 9, 1918

[innominedeinostrisatanas]

[hellanne]

[yasyaskovsk]

[nudeia]

a 24 hours

1. CHERRY BLOSSOM and i sat on the floor quickly spurted our hearts out to each other 2. ive gotten better at impulsive vulnerability 3. not taking being human too seriously 4. the pool is sincere n warm 5. then i found my id n efpos with the police 6. LEMON txt me to come over 7. to THEBOYS 8. .......... will let u know another day ..... 9. she was wearing your pants ... owww!!! my heart 10. maybe i dont have a crush 11. maybe youre magnetic 12. to all the girls 13. came home early 14. cant communicate in a whirl of feelings 15. went to sleep 3 hours later 16. after processing 17. no one belongs to me 18. im glad that responsibility is never going to be mine 19. but id like to exist next to you 20. logic prevailed 21. LEMON txt me early, still on a trip 22. had a day full of beautiful foods 23. (best hot chips ive ever had) 24. fluke or thought out!?? does he drink plum wine after making the best chips 25. txtxtxt from THEBOY 26. checking in, he is processing 27. x 28. i'll wait till you pour me a glass of honesty 29. till then ill make playlists 30. continue to become a better human for me

[jordantiberio]

[kissedbythevoid]

https://www.instagram.com/p/BE__D0Ro1sl/

[nudeia]

playlist for soaking in your own company

attic abasement - australia bjork - it's not up to you galaxie 500 - tugboat glue trip - lucid dream levitation room - until you reach your last breath sufjan stevens - no shade in the shadow of the cross fleetwood mac - man of the world rosie carney - your moon the olympians - pluto's lament

[nudeia]

he’s forgot to give me hickeys on my neck what will i do with this week not wilt im telling you i’ll read poetry to myself get many a good night sleep consume fruit vege dance like im gonna wilt but im not i’ll message so many friends throw myself into the universe kaleidoscope i think pulsing around realising itself i am dream pop caressing new friends ears so happy to be in their presence i mean your presence is exciting but i don’t give them the time n energy i gave you haha wanna come over drink cinnamon tea n open up our minds to each other come to poetry night come dancing come smoking come lay on the footpath

xxxxx ill figure out these masculine n feminine energies not caring about silly uni things not worrying discussing other people making misery me making misery BECAUSE IM TRYING NOT TO full of bliss n energy in myself for myself i will protect it from STORM from gossip n negativity

[nudeia]

coconut cream on my lung like an avant garde breathalyser stemming from dinner eat me leap me eat me leap me cut flowers for my shrine keys key me unkey me slam the draws tap on oven pulsing printing out cooking results salt my tongue no, salt on my tongue cannibal girl carnival girl juxtaposed with coconut choking you out

[flesheatingfungus]

Bruno Torfs

[liberatingreality]

The biggest crutch to the evolution of human thought, is breaking your own indoctrination. It’s very, very difficult to overcome emotional elements that have become so ingrained in you, that you have an immediate reaction, an immediate suffering and pain when anything interferes with that. It’s a very, very complex problem. We have to learn how to identify and break our own indoctrination, if we expect to move forward at all, as a civilization.

Peter Joseph Proudhon (via liberatingreality)

[moripuft-blog]

[nudeia]

reflections

- tomorrow im going to google how lsd alters u - i want to know how much he meant - was it his soul - was it the moment - 2x falling asleep on my chest - the best - he asked if we could go away - dream life crossed over - adrenaline straight to my head - im going to ask for more specifics soon - he said we'd move away from the city n cook together - i love cooking with others - i asked him to tattoo me - today i was not present - losing intuition ??? - my only crutch - grounding me - why do i feel like i leave his head so quickly - whilst he stays in mine - maybe he's pacing himself - im not - the lsd is not - im letting him curl up in my mind - he wouldnt let my write on him - he can draw on me - any day - anyway - right now im going to read some rilke - enjoy my own company - solitude - i love you - solitude - my sister txt me to say she's proud of me - film i worked on won a big award - i love her till forever - i keep thinking about losing her - broken glass thought - the tunnel of misunderstandings words are less honest - he has my presence, caressing in his hand - he says i make everyone feel special. giving them all my time. - aaaaaa - longing for the moon - i think about how much love i have to pour on people - i test with drips and people coil up, repel me - drips !!!!! - why not lick it up - thickets grown inside your throats - let me love you all - all of you - i'll gift you some of my solitude - my birth chart resonates - you can amuse yourself - bringing a dynamism and enthusiasm to everything it touches - imagination - very philosophical, forward looking and enthusiastic - unreal accuracy - doomed from my birthdate - my room looks great - crush escapism - nah escape into urself - ocean girl