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the wedding

From there, we get to know each other via whatsapp. Eventhough we already knew since our first meeting in January, but I barely talk to him. I rarely see him in hospital because our shift is different. On November 22nd, mas dicky asks me if I’m invited to mba yohana’s daughter wedding or not? I said yes I’m invited to the wedding. Mas dicky asks me to come to the wedding with him. I said let me asks my mother first because I was planning to go to the wedding with my mother. Mas dicky later reply that he can’t come to the wedding because in Saturday morning he needs to go to morning shift in IGD. And at last I went to the wedding with my mother. In there my mother met dr. renty, mas ady, budhe indah, dr. adi, and other senior doctor in hospital. We went home afterwards. Here’s a sneak peak of the wedding in Ciputra Hotel

Fast forward to November 2025, my fellow doctor, mba tamalia decided to resign from rs bhayangkara semarang and move to surabaya. At first I don’t know the reason why she suddenly resign, but later I found out that mba tama is going to get married and her husband is a lecturer that works in polines Surabaya. Her sister is also work in Surabaya, that’s why she chose to move to Surabaya. Mba tama invites all the doctor her farewell party. We eat lunch together at kalasenja café. From there, I notice that mas dicky has interest in me. Mba tama also says that she supports mas dicky to go into a relationship with me, together with mba osa, ayu, dr. renty, all of them jokes aside and suddenly became cupid between me and mas dicky. Here’s some photos reminiscing those sweet moments

First meeting

Assalamualaikum my dearest, it’s been a long time since we’ve talked to each other, right? I have something to tell you. It’s a long story, I hope we both have time to listen to it. I want to tell you about my best friend in work, his name is dicky Setiawan. I called him mas dicky, because he’s one year older than me. The first time I met him is January 2025. He chat me through whatsapp, introducing himself that he’s the new doctor in hospital, and said that our boss, dr. renty, assigned him to do hospital orientation with me. I was doing my morning shift that time, I wait in the doctor’s room beside Flamboyan. He asks me where am i, I told him I’m in the doctor’s room. And then he asks me if it's okay for him to enter the room. He knocked the door and I opened it, I saw a man wearing a shirt and sling bag, really giving me a “dad” vibe. I thought that he’s already married and have kids. We both introduced ourselves, I told him what we usually do in morning shift. Usually we wait until the nurses finish their rounds, after that we go to each ward checking if there’s any emergency or we used to say “pasien pengawasan”. It’s a little bit awkward to be in the same room with a man you barely knew, so I decided to not wait until the nurses finished and just go to each ward, I introduced him to every nurse I met. We both went to anggrek, cendana, tribrata, icu, and after that IGD. After finished doing hospital tour we part ways, he stays in IGD while I went back to the doctor’s room. That’s my first impression of mas dicky. Long story short, I know that he’s already has a girlfriend from his previous hospital in keluarga sehat. And we barely talk to each other after that. Only when I need to exchange my shift.

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I like cancelled plans. And empty bookstores. I like rainy days. And thunderstorms. And quiet coffee shops. I like messy beds and over-worn pajamas. Most of all, I like the small joys that a simple life brings.

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Finding your True Passion in Life

The following can help you to find your true passion in life. Ask yourself:

1. What puts a smile on your face? Is there a particular event, a particular topic that makes your whole face just lighten up? Whatever it is that makes you smile, and makes you happy whenever you encounter it, this is a sign of something you are passionate about.

2. What do you find easy? Usually, what we find easy for us to do, will be related to what we are passionate about. It’s very hard to hate something that is very easy for us!

3. What sparks your creativity? Think about something in your life where you seem to always expand its horizon, always coming up with new, fun, and exciting ideas relating to that subject. Whatever makes you creative is probably something that you are very passionate about.

4. What would you do for free?. Doing what you have a passion for brings out your best, and this leads to greatness. Greatness breezes to success. So think about something that you would just love to do, even if you were not getting paid. Think about something that you look forward to doing, something that you wish you could do all the time.

5. What do you like to talk about? The topics of conversation we have can definitely tell what we are interested in, and this is a good way to find out what we really enjoy in life.

6. What makes you unafraid of failure? When we do what we are passionate about, we have total confidence in our abilities. This makes us not worry about failing, because in our mind, how can we fail when we do what we love?

7. What would you regret not having tried? If you were at the end of your life, what would you regret not having pursued? What would you have liked to do, that you didn’t get a chance to? Think about what that might be. Whatever it is that you may experience regret now or later on for not having tried, this is a good chance to be your true passion.

Source: http://www.ineedmotivation.com/blog/2008/04/7-questions-to-finding-your-true-passion/ (Abridged)

Dusun Semilir

Assalamualaikum muhammad tariq wa;azao, it's been a decade since the last time i talked to you. today alhamdulillah, my brother and I for the first time went to Dusun Semilir, it's somekind of theme park, disneyland local version/ full of traditional and modern cultures/ we went to Dusun Semilir at 1 o'clock, after dhuhr prayer. it took one hour to reach dusun semilir from home. the weather these last couple days have been extremely hot especially at mid day. alhamdulillah when we go outside, the sun isn't scorching as usual, the sky looks like it's going to rain. when we get there, it's already 2 o'clock, we buy ticket, i chose to not buy tiket terusan, because i don't think we will try each games. so i only bought entrance ticket, if we want to ride something inside, we will be charged again.

okay so my brother and i went in. first impression of dusun semilir, it's beautiful, cool breeze, amazing sightseeing. you can see mountain right in front of you, and it's not hot thanks to many trees inside. first, we went to rainbow giant slide. i named that myself. because we went to a slide that's very high, and it has rainbow colors. we went up, take some pictures, enjoy the view and we sit on the slide. at first i didn't scared at all, it's just a slide, but when i look down and see how high the slide was, my heart starts beat faster. okay so buntar and i went down, screaming of course, alhamdulillah safely reach the ground. it was such a wonderful experience.

after that, my brother and i went to the zoo. yes, there's a mini zoo inside dusun semilir. we buy ticket forty thousand rupiahs for two, and also buy some carrots and corns to fees the animals. and you know waht, that's the best thing i've done that day. it's very calming and soothing interact with animals. buntar spread corns in the grounds and suddenly there are many pigeons around us eagerly ate the corns in the ground. when i say many pigeons. i'm serious, those pigeons aren't like any other pigeopns. they don't afraid with humans. usually when i see a bird and try to come close, the bird will fly away already, but this pigeons are the opposite, the literally come to us, eats the corn in the palm of buntar's hand without fear. i also try to feed the pigeions with corns in my hand too. it feels ticklish when the pigeon's beak touch the palm of yout hand. i try to not look when those pigeons come to me. after feeding pigeons, we went to see giant iguanas. yes, it's totally huge, not like any other iguana's you've seen before. there are also beaver, otters, goats, rabbits and many other cute animals. such a fun and calming experience to play with animals and feed them.

before we went to the mini zoo, buntar try to play games first. it's about throwing balls. when the ball enters the hole 3 times, you will get a big doll for the prize, and guess what? buntar succeeded, all three of the balls went straight into the hole. i'm extremely happy. we went home with a big doraemon dolls buntar gave to me,

after playing in dusun semilir for almost two hours, we went to kakkoii for dinner. buntar says the last time he ate ayce is in 2019 which is almost 6 years ago. i feel relieved when i see buntar eats enthusiasctically. he looks happy again, after the terrifying news of akpol, it's the first time i see he looks happy. alhamdulilah for everything. i can see buntar much longer now. not worry what buntar will do inside, did he eats and sleep well. things like that. alhamdulillah we wrap the day with full stomach. we went home and see thomas cup, indonesia vs china

2021 reflection

Assalamualaikum my dearest nuri khonsa auliarti

how are you today? i hope you and your family are always healthy and doing well.this is the last day of 2021, do you know that? there are many ups and downs this year and i want to say you did a good job for finishing for clinical rotation with good score. i am so proud of you. you are always my dream and hope that i wake up each day. looking back this past couple months, don’t you think that Allah SWT really loves you? i mean, really really loves you.all of your prayers and hope are coming true. you really are such a blessed person, in my opinion.

1. first of all, you did half of your clinical rotation in rsud ambarawa, the most convenient and comfortable hospital in your clinical rotation. youdidn’t have to do anything to get a high score. in internal medicine rotation.you literally go home at 9 am in the morning. it’s just unbelievable compare to how much work you need to do in jakarta.

2. you met you nicest doctors in the whole world, dr. Alex, dr. Santo, dr. Hiendarto, dr. Ferra, dr. Takdir. what kind of doctors that gave each of their student food everyday? i’m basically out of words. they really respect their coass and treat you and your friend as their own friends.

3. you have the opportunity to live in the most beautiful place on earth. Ambarawa. land of mountains, green rice fields, fresh air, cool breeze, refreshing water, beautiful sunrise, zero pollution. such an amazing view. you can do your walk routine everyday without worrying too much pollution.

4. you’re not alone in ambarawa. Allah SWT sends you a friend that understands you inside and outside. kenza, your room mate for almost 5 months. you should be thankful for your first time living alone in a new place, you have a friend that more experienced in living abroad. kenza is already live outside her comfort zone in solo, for almost 6 years in jakarta. you really are should be thankful for that

5. you are not literally living alone. your family always visit you every week and give you food and daily needs. you don’t feel homesick at all because your family are always there for you every time you need them.

6. your family are always supporting you 100 percent, both in materials like money and love. i hope you understand that not all people have the same privilege as what you have. not everyone has money to fulfill their daily needs,not everyone has a house with somfortable bed to sleep and fridge full of food to eat. you should be grateful because Allah SWT really really loves you so much that i can’t even imagine how a person like you have so much that people like me don;t even dare to dream.

7. you spent you obgyn and forensic rotation in your dream hospital. RS Kramat Jati. since you are still in junior high, you always say that you want to be study in RS Kramat Jati. youwant to help people and treat them. now, your childhood dream came true. cingratulations. you already experienced the best forensic department in your country. and congratulatiobs for meeting the most angelic soft spoken kind and elegant obstetricians, dr. Novi Resistantie, Sp. OG, KFR. as your teacher.

8. you met the most solid team in your obgyn rotations. you should be thankful for meeting someone as nice as seftian, marta, fakhri and kak inas. not every person as kind and good hearted like them. especially fakhri and kak inas. they buy you foods, they helped you so many times. i think you should not forget their kindness,my dear.

9. you met a beautiful, funny, honest,and also responsible friend in your forensic rotation. Nia Sabrina Purnamasari. you really should be thanful to her, because of her you are saved from that selfish person that always think about herself. Nia literally saved the team and act as a good leader. i’m so proud of her. i hope Allah SWT helped her as much as she helped you and your friends.

10. congratulations you have experienced the best radiology team in this country. RSUD Cengkareng has the best radiology department in jakarta.you already met and experienced what it is like to be in the best hospital. eat in their cafetaria, learn from the best radiologist,dr. Mira Fitriningsih and dr. Rosian Anneke. they give you so much lessons to learn and pratice in real life

11. welcome to the most beautiful beach. Anyer! you did your last clinical rotations in the place where you dreamt of and you always hope for. and your dream came true! ophtalmology rotation with happiness. very comfortable and convinient rent room, supportive friends. don’t forget because of vita, velin, eggy, and ismia you can experience the beautiful beach of Cilegon, Banten. i hope your memories in cilegon are like sunset, short and beautiful.

12. you should be very grateful for spending your days in depok with your family. it really hurts me to see that many of my friends already have to live alone without their parents. because their parents are passed away. spend your time with your parents and your little brother wisely,my dear. your little brother will eventually became an adult and don’t need you anymore. your parents will eventually grow old and not as strong and independent as today.this is your golden period and i hope you feel what i feel, happiness being with our family is just out of words.

13. CBT online. UKMPPD online without OSCE. nikmat Tuhanmu yang mana lagi yang kau dustakan. all you have to do just do the test in front of your laptop. you didn’t have to feel anxiety doing OSCE for 7 minutes with unpredictable case. you really are should be grateful for that. i hope you realize how blessed and how lucky you are, didn’t have to experience pain as much as your alumni did. there’s still time to study, my dear. i hope you did well on your test,and become a doctor in march! Aamiin

I still remember getting called to the headmaster office when i was in elementary school because i read a novel after finishing my exam. Doesn't make sense at all, actually. "That" teacher, take my novel, and say to me if i want to take it back, i must go to the headmaster first. Why they're so mean though? I'm a bookworm that LOVES to read anything, anytime, anywhere. Okay, i'm gonna tell you who she is, it's my science teacher, miss eviane agustine. How can i forget? She literally scold me in front of class and i just act cool pretending to be okay.

Why my mother hates me so much tariq? She always angry at me for no apparent reason, she doesn't even want to talk to me, and say cruel things about me

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“There’s so much more to life than finding someone who will want you, or being sad over someone who doesn’t. There’s a lot of wonderful time to be spent discovering yourself without hoping someone will fall in love with you along the way, and it doesn’t need to be painful or empty. You need to fill yourself up with love. Not anyone else. Become a whole being on your own. Go on adventures, fall asleep in the woods with friends, wander around the city at night, sit in a coffee shop on your own, write on bathroom stalls, leave notes in library books, dress up for yourself, give to others, smile a lot. Do all things with love, but don’t romanticize life like you can’t survive without it. Live for yourself and be happy on your own. It isn’t any less beautiful, I promise.”

— Emery Allen

Assalamualaikum muhammad tariq walazai. I really am mad today, maybe not mad, but a little bit disappointed. Do you mind if I tell you in bahasa instead of our usual language?

Okay tariq

Jadi sebenernya hari ini itucadalah jadwal ujian tht aku faiz Dan bang dodi. Hari senin kita bertiga sepakat untuk ujian tht hari selasa karena it merupakan waktu yang strategist, besoknya libur, jadi udah nggak mikir belajar lagi tariq. Tapi pas kenza dikasihtau hari selasa ujian, dia marah2 Dan gak terima kalo ujian hari selasa, karena katanya waktu ya mepet2 banget, dia bilang gamau2, gabisa belajar mepet2, waktu satu hari gak cukup untuk belajar, siapa yang berani tanggung jawab kalo dia dapet nilai 7. BULLSHIT banget nggak sih tariq? Dia tuh gak pernah belajar, kerjaan ya oacaran terus, setiap malem keluar bareng pacarnya Dan pulang pasti udah lewat jam 10. GAK PERNAH sekalipun di tht dia belajar, Dan tiba2 dia sok2an gamau dapet nilai 7? Ya bukan it aja yang bikin aku jengkel, dokter setiadi setuju hari ini, hari selasa, ujian dengan start maju Dua orang Dua orang. Dan bang dodi udah ngetag mau maju pertama. Kenza maunya maju sama bang dodi, gamau sama yg lain. Alhasil tadi selesai poli bang dodi maju duluan berdua sama kenza, sedangkan aku sama faiz nunggu di luar. Selesai ujian, gak sampe 10 menit. Kenza keluar, San pas aku masuk dokter setiadi udah lepas gown siap2 mau pulang, katanya yang 2 lagi besok. Dan aku liat wajahnya kenza sama bang dodi seneng banget selesai ujian, katanya dokter setiadi bahkan bilang sori ya del saya nanya2nya cuma sebentar, NGESELIN banget nggak tuh tariq? Kenza yang tadinya marah2 gak terima mau ujian hari selasa, malah maju duluan hari ini karena dia maunya maju sama bang dodi Dan TAU NGGAK? Seneng banget keliatan nya liburan udah nggak perlu belajar tht lagi. Sementara aku sama faiz yang udah setuju sari awal mau maju ujian hari selasa nggak jadi. Menurut kamu gimana tariq? Aku sedih sih tapi aku bisa nahan kok, berarti liburan ini aku full belajar kan? Gapapa tariq, kadang hidup memang nggak seperti yang kita inginkan. Ada makanya kita diuji oleh Allah SWT. Ituctandanya Allah SWT tau mama yang terbaik untuk aku, ya nggak tariq? Mungkin kalo aku ujian hari ini hasilnya nggak akan sebagus kalo aku ujian hari kamis. Ada waktu belajar, latian sayangku nuri Khonsa Auliarti, kita belajar bukan cuma buat ngelewatin stase tht sayang ku manisku contaku, kamu belajar untuk diri kamu sendiri. Am I right?