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felix nodded, watching jaewook intently. “your hormones aren’t calm.” he shook his head, letting out a soft laugh. “i’m sorry, i just worry about you.” he pouted, resting his chin in his hands. “then again - you look good in anything.” he smiled at the other, it was much like him to do his best to compliment people he liked. in jaewook’s case it was no different, in fact he felt the feeling more. he just hoped his excessive worrying and need to compliment didn’t annoy the other.

#soohxn #c #i typed not clam #instead of not calm #ignore the peace signs

jaewook let out a small noise and resisted the urge to roll his eyes, he opted to to look up at felix and speak instead, “do you plan on doing anything with my not-calm hormones?” jaewook looked back at his work, slipping his foot out of the first skate before quickly moving to the other, working on undoing the laces. “i know you do - but i’m fine,” he commented before pulling his other foot free, immediately going to slip his feet back into his shoes, “i promise, okay soohan?” jaewook still didn’t know how to just accept felix’s worry with feeling any frustration. it set him on edge - especially coupled with the words i’m sorry. he was trying his hardest not to push back, especially with the fact that they were on a date. “anything? really?” he asked now moving from his spot to begin to untie felix’s shoes.

“i didn’t invite you.” he didn’t want jaewook to get mad at him, but at the same time he couldn’t keep everything bottled up inside. though he didn’t exactly want to be yelled at, at the same time he needed to be yelled at. it was how felix got closure, he only felt content once he’d been yelled at for doing wrong. in this situation (in his eyes at least) he had done wrong, and he needed to be yelled at for doing so.

jaewook pulled his hand back from felix’s and ran his fingers over his own hair. then they were on the same train of thought. he let out a long breath, a small voice in his head telling him to just stay calm. jaewook planned to use everything in him to follow those two words - albiet it was hard to follow, especially since post crash. “i wasn’t sure if i should bring that up.” he finally spoke once he trusted his voice.

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His appearance on roommate wasn’t in his plans; it was a last minute decision made by his company. Since JJ and Jaewook were already on the show, it was a bit of a surprise when he heard he would be on it too. Normally you would think two members were enough but the company seemed to think otherwise. Ilwoo didn’t wait around, as soon as the van stopped in front of the famous house, he grabbed his bag and got out. To be honest, the only reason he had agreed to come was to make NOEXIT more known but coming with a pessimistic attitude wasn’t like him. He came in the house using the key his manager had given him; hoping it wasn’t disrespectful to do so. “Hi..is someone there?”

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jaewook had been on his way back to his and joohyeon’s room when a voice stopped him. he turned on his heels and immediately moving in the direction of the source. he found exactly who he thought it was - ilwoo. he’d been told that they were considering adding another member of no exit to the roommate cast, but he’d been expecting to see sam or tae oh. ilwoo’s presence came as a pleasant surprise to him, seeing as jaewook got along with him better than, well, most people. “oh,” he spoke greating his older friend, “it’s you, hyung,” his eyes moved to his bag for a moment, “did you just get here?”

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Joohyeon couldn’t really say he knew how exactly Jaewook felt. He’d managed to get the hang of the shoes relatively quickly, even faster than Seonghwa who usually was the best at latching on to new choreography. It felt strange to be in this position when he was usually the one who lagged behind everyone else. But he knew the frustration of just not being able to execute something. “I know.” It was hard to know what to say around Jaewook sometimes, and it wasn’t because Joohyeon didn’t like him. It was more because they were so different that sometimes communication between them became difficult. “You’ll get it eventually, you just have to get used to the shoes.”

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jaewook glared down at the shoes as joohyeon spoke. though he knew there was truth in his words, they just made him feel more frustrated. he wasn’t meant to be the one in this position. jaewook didn’t want to get used to the shoes. the shoes were the problem, but he knew even if he got used to them the concept of rolling around on stage wouldn’t feel right to him. the idea made him feel so unsteady. “i keep landing wrong.” he admitted still staring down at his feet. by landing wrong he simply meant putting his feet down in a way which cause his heel to hit the wheel. jaewook rubbed the side of his head - the headache he felt approaching was still doing just that. he looked over at joohyeon, his expression set into it’s usual one, “the wheels are really throwing me off.”

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Joohyeon fell silent for a moment. He wanted to help. But he was never really good at trying to gauge Jaewook’s mood. He couldn’t tell if continued pushing would just make the younger angry. “It’s hard to get a hang of switching your weight.” He said carefully. He felt bad for Jaewook, it couldn’t be easy for him at the moment. His natural instinct was to help the other male. But Jaewook kept shooting him down and Joohyeon wasn’t entirely sure how to deal with that. “Well if you change your mind…” He took a long pause hoping that he wasn’t pushing too much, but also slightly frustrated that Jaewook wasn’t allowing him to help.

jaewook huffed, lowering himself into a seating position on the floor so he could slowly but the awful shoes back on his feet. he could practically feel in the air how much joohyeon wanted jaewook to accept his offer. sometimes, jaewook wasn’t really sure how to be around the older boy. it wasn’t that he didn’t like joohyeon, he did, he was very fond of him in fact. jaewook’s default setting was harsh and joohyeon could be, well, fragile (especially since after the crash). more often than not, he wasn’t able to calm his temper (even around the people he did care for) so sometimes distance was easiest. once the shoes were on he ran his hands over his face and hair, taking in a deep breath. “it feels impossible.” he spoke, his frustration very clear in his voice.

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felix nodded, doing his best to settle back down. “my debut stage.” he sighed, staring down at the ground. he didn’t want to look at jaewook, he had many regrets orientating around his debut stage. there was much he wished he had done, and inviting jaewook was at the top of the list. though after being denied by his mother, he couldn’t handle the idea of being rejected again. it was easier to just not talk to jaewook about it at all, rather than suffer if he said no.

jaewook froze a little. a large part of him was still upset over the fact that felix hadn’t even thought to invite him to the event. he told himself that he probably had his reasons for not wanting jaewook there. “what about it?” he asked, his voice quieter. he didn’t want to bring up any hard feelings that he held before hearing out what felix had to say. for all he knew something proper had gone wrong and felix wanted to vent to him. jaewook could hold his tongue - at least for the mean time. he’d pushed the thought away for as he didn’t want to get mad at felix, but the feeling had returned.

felix rolled his eyes, “calm your hormones, i didn’t mean it like that. though i wouldn’t mind it.” he walked into the change room, “but you could get sick, this is what i’m saying. i don’t want you to get sick, but. i guess going somewhere else would be just as good, as long as it’s warm and you’re not cold.” he let out a soft hum, smiling at the other. “you need to wear my clothes more, you look good in them.”

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“you’re the one who mentioned getting me into bed. my hormones are calm.” jaewook went and sat at the bench where their shoes were, bending down to untie his skates, “if you wait a sec i can take your’s off for you.” continuing on with their earlier topic he huffed a bit, “i wont get sick from wearing a wet pair of pants. i’m only cold because it’s freezing in there, because you know. ice.” he looked up at felix his fingers beginning to loosen the laces on one of his skates. at felix’s next comment he looked down at the sweater he was in, “do i?” he moved his hand to tug gently at the collar of the sweater. in truth it was an article of clothing he’d never pick out for himself.

felix didn’t know what to say to jaewook, he didn’t know how to make it better. he didn’t know how to make himself feel less guilty, he didn’t know if he was meant to talk about it, or wait until jaewook mentioned it. he looked up at jaewook, and instantly regretted doing so. he didn’t understand why he felt so bad about everything. it wasn’t that bad, but he felt terrible. “jaewook i - maybe i should go, you looked busy.” he mumbled, looking back at the door.

the worry jaewook was feeling only got worse by the way felix was acting. letting out a short sigh he spoke, “i told you you could talk to me,” he looked down at their hands for a moment, the back at felix, “so talk.” jaewook wasn’t at all certain why felix was behaving this way, so he didn’t know how to open up a conversation. the only way for that was to get felix to do it.

felix nodded, “i don’t want you to be cold, we need to get you new pants.” he replied, pressing his hand against jaewook’s jeans once more. he frowned at the dampness. “how cold are you? maybe we should just go back to the house, get you in some new pants and in bed?” he didn’t want to end their date either, but he’d rather look after his boyfriend. “i can make you some hot food and take care of you.” he moved his hand up to brush jaewook’s hair out of his face. he immediately retracted his hand, remembering they were in public. “ah - sorry.”

“i could change and then we could go somewhere else?” jaewook offered, started to pull felix back into the direction of the change room. when they stepped off the ice he reluctantly let go of felix’s hands, “unless you are that desperate to get me into bed.” he paused to grin at felix before pushing the door open to the change room letting felix walk in first, “i’m not sick soohan, i just need different pants. i’m already in your sweater. you’ve already taken care of me.”

felix nodded, moving to sit down in front of jaewook. “i’ll stay.” he moved his hand to interlock his fingers with jaewook’s. he let out a sigh, he knew he wasn’t good at hiding his emotions when he felt really bad. it wasn’t something he could easily do, most of the time, but not when it actually meant something. this time, it meant something as jaewook meant something to him and he knew he had done wrong. he stared down at their hands, refusing to meet the other’s eyes.

jaewook of all people knew what it was like to be pushed bombarding with the question ‘are you okay’. he was constantly being asked if something was wrong or being told that he should be happier. jaewook got that question to often and he didn’t want to force it onto felix even if he knew was something was wrong. felix was visibly upset and jaewook had no clue what to do about it. “soohan...” he spoke not sure of where to actually go with his words. he gave felix’s hand a tight squeeze.

felix shrugged, “is something wrong?“ he questioned, he wasn’t quite sure how he was meant to approach jaewook in this situation. he was sure the other was mad at him, but he didn’t know how to talk to him about it. or if in fact he was upset. he sighed, shaking his head as he stood up. “i should just. find bailey or something- i’m sorry.”

jaewook’s frowned deepened at felix’s words and actions. without standing he reached up and took hold of felix’s hand, tugging at him, “soohan,” he spoke softly looking up at him with his attempt at a reassuring smle, “don’t apologize - you can talk to me. stay?” he asked hoping he’d agree. he felt worried and besides, he didn’t really want felix to go find bailey. jaewook’s only encounter with that boy didn’t exactly go well and he wasn’t sure if bailey had relayed the tale to felix - jaewook sure hadn’t.

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Before he could spit out a snarky comment, Hyunshik found himself nodding seriously in reply. Being rude was usually his defense that came without thought, but when it came to other people who understood his situation, he somehow just couldn’t act that way. His eyebrows raised. “Oh, I thought you looked familiar! What group are you in?” Hyunshik asked, trying to get the name to click in his head. He wasn’t very good at remembering other groups, mainly because he was too self-absorbed to care.

#yoohyunshik #c #they will be adorable and we need to get moving on that sooner than later

“i look familiar?” jaewook questioned, glancing over at hyunshik. being one of the lesser popular members of a nobody boy group, jaewook hardly ever expected to look familiar to anyone. if anything, the few fans he had were from overseas. he looked away from the other and continued walking, “no exit. we’re under lc.” the group that got into that really bad car accident a few years ago, he added in his mind. though usually if people had heard of no exit that’s all they knew about. “are you an idol too?” in truth, jaewook didn’t really know much about other groups - he did before the crash but he’d lost track of things and hadn’t ever bothered to learn about those outside of lc again.

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