my pain be creepin' @nyan-myeon - Tumblr Blog

Visit Original Link

"One song said, "it’s not love if it hurts too much." If that song is right, then what I’m doing right now is probably not love. But even so, I still have hopes like an idiot. We were together for a long time, but she never once looked at me as a man. She’s like the west sea: she gets close and far away from me, and even though she becomes closer to me again, I can’t have her. One minute, we’re friends, then nothing, and then friends again: only friends. She was never once my woman, I felt that this time would be different. When she called me for the first time in a month, the moment I saw her name on my cellphone screen, I felt this unexplainable feeling. ‘It’s different this time.’ A hope that it would be different this time."

[other <is it love for us too?> audio translations]

#reblogs #audio #suho

lapin522-blog

Visit Original Link

'We went to the zoo together: she wanted to. I bought her candy floss: just like couples commonly do. She walked slowly. She looked at the animals with zeal: “it's cute, it's lovely, I want to take it home.” She chatted for a long time; she was so pretty. It's been a long time, her smiling face. I actually thought of it like this: she must consider me as her umbrella. She always came to me while crying. After crying for a long time, she would leave with a “goodbye” and didn't stay in touch. I felt like I've become an umbrella. A disposable umbrella used for the rain in her heart. But her smiling face, it's so pretty.'

[other <is it love for us too?> audio translations]

#reblogs #audio #suho

lapin522-blog

Visit Original Link

"She came to visit me with a puppy. After placing the white, small puppy in my arms, she urged me to tell her what kind of name would be good for the puppy. In a moment of bewilderment, I said "candy floss." She laughed. Nowadays, she smiles a lot, and I’m happy. But at the same time, I feel insecure. Is this a happiness that will stay? Or will it pass away? What if she leaves me suddenly like she used to; it’ll really hurt more now if she doesn’t contact me for a long time. I decided to calm my insecurity and just be happy. She left the puppy in my care and so visits me everyday. Well, to be precise, she doesn’t visit me but the puppy ‘candy floss’. But I’m happy anyway. Today, she smiled again, and is still by my side. That’s enough for me. I’m happy enough."

[other <is it love for us too?> audio translations]

#reblogs #audio #suho

lapin522-blog

Visit Original Link

"I had worried that this day would, one day, come. I haven’t been able to get in contact with her for three days. Because she didn’t respond when I sent her a text, I took a photo of the puppy and sent it to her. I thought she would run to me because she might have missed me, but it didn’t happen. I thought, ‘is she sick?’, but then the question changed when she didn’t reply. ‘Did I do something wrong?’ ‘Is she mad at me?’ Even though I thought hard, I couldn’t think, so from the day we went to the zoo together, I retraced our memories. Even though I didn’t know what I did wrong, one thing was clear: I was so happy and thankful that we have been together. Looking back, I have never told her this. “Thank you”, I typed and sent the text, without any explanation as to why I said those words, hoping she would understand me.”

[other <is it love for us too?> audio translations]

#reblogs #audio #suho

lapin522-blog

Visit Original Link

"I thought, "in the end, nothing changed." Visiting me for the first time in awhile, she cried in front of me once again. I embraced her and soothed her like always, but I felt lonely. I’ve been feeling bad since awhile ago; it pained as much as I have been happy. I said, "tell me what’s troubling you so much," to which she replied it was because of a man. Suddenly, I got mad at her, "It’s always like this. When are you going to continue this on until like an idiot?" I got up to there, but because she raised her head and stared at me directly, I couldn’t say the next word. But then, she said it. The very word that I was going to say."

[other <is it love for us too?> audio translations]

#reblogs #audio #suho