2026 UPDATE: life is chaos, so I will be low/sporadic activity
Hello! - This is my mobile Rules / Guidelines for interacting! If you're interested in writing with me, I do ask that you give these a look through before messaging/interacting with me. I'm a disabled writer, and I appreciate anyone that takes the time to do so!
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Quick facts:
ADULT ONLY - MINORS DO NOT ENGAGE. Mun is 30+ and writes content by and for adults and is in no way intended for minors. if you are under the age of 18+, look away. I prefer only to interact with 21+.
20+ years writing experience on various platforms
Extremely Selective (while I'm in the process of remaking this blog at least- but feel free to message!)
Multiship, Multi-verse, Crossover and AU friendly
Content will be tagged: "__ tw" feel free to ask me to add a new tag if I've missed something! I'm happy to adjust
Ship-friendly & smut-friendly, but there will also be horror, gore, and some roleplay of the darker elements of humanity on this blog. There will be DD/DNE content on here, it will be tagged "dddne tw" and under a cut. Engage with caution.
DNI List: Minors or anyone under the age of 21+, bigots, antis, anyone who uses A/I, transphobes, ect. I am trans and will not interact with any HP roleplayers. Please respect this.
f.ree pa.lastine, trans rights are human rights, fuck fas.cism, fuck I.CE, fuck T/rump, and fuck J/KR, and fuck A/I, too.
heavily affiliated with @moonbeammuses / @strangerdaanger - threads with them will not be queued and will always be prioritized // Moon is my irl bestie and roommate, I cannot recommend them more highly
mains: @normaltothemax (multi) @hargrove (billy) @alwaysthegdbabysitter (steeb) - threads with these folks are unlikely to be queued // Psy, JT, and Luke are all super awesome and we chat ooc a lot! Highly recommend all of them💚
MORE SPECIFICS UNDER A CUT
Plotting
Currently under heavy construction, but (if one exists) please read up on my characters on their bios before reaching out. Yes, even canon characters! Even if you are familiar with their canon, my interpretation may differ from yours or others. Feel free to send memes or starters/asks my way but if you want to continue them, we will probably need to plot. For plotting, hmu with an ask/DM! I only ask that you please come to me with some sort of idea so it's not all on me to come up with something.
Writing
I am mostly novella or multi-para, I write from third person perspective, but I don't mind writing with people whose style/length may not match mine perfectly. I never expect someone to match my length, but I do ask that you give me something for my character to REACT to.
Each thread is part of it's own universe and does not interact with other threads unless previously discussed and agreed upon by all writers. Multi-fandom, multi-universe, duplicate, and OC friendly. I also like short and silly threads, too!
I will not roleplay with anons.
Shipping
Multi-ship, queer, trans, and polyamory friendly! I am willing to write more than one muse in a ship, just know if both are in a thread at the same time, they are gonna riff off each other.
I don't typically write hetero-passing ships except with a few very specific people, but otherwise I'm pretty open. If you are ONLY interested in my muse for shipping purposes, we will more than likely not be compatible as partners, as I wish to explore other things(as much as I love shipping). That said, if you are interested in shipping, let me know! I am usually up for it. I will write smut, under the tag "naughty tw" (tunglr sucks so I can't use the usual four letter tag, sorry!), am willing to move to discord if you prefer, but only if we've written/talked extensively.
Tags & Triggers
I have a few triggers due to PTSD and other disabilities I would like kept in mind. While I have nothing against anyone writing these in other threads, I ask that you please respect my boundaries and tag it. If any are ignored and brought up in a thread without warning or left untagged, I will unfollow and not continue interacting. Nothing personal, just gotta protect my own mental health.
My personal triggers; (note: I may write these, but only after private discussion with my writing partners)
Tokophobia (fear of pregnancy, childbirth, babies) I ask that you tag either "tokophobia" or "pregnancy tw"
Car accidents (especially visual or audio... do NOT bring these up in threads without previous consent, it has sent me into a depersonalization episode before) I ask that you tag "car accident tw" or even just "car accident"
Standard ones- graphic rape, self-harm, suicide, drug use, and cancer
I am always willing to tag things. If you have a specific trigger, feel free to send me an ask/DM with how you want me to tag that trigger in the future, and I will happily do it. As someone with C-PTSD, I really do understand how quickly something like that can completely derail a person. Listed below are some triggering content you may see on this blog(aside from standard ones) and how I will tag them:
A/B/O verses - "abo tw"
torture - "torture tw"
murder - "murder tw"
Dead Dove content - "dddne tw"
Dos & Don'ts
DO:
Message me to plot! Reach out! Send memes and asks and all sorts of goodies, so long as we're mutuals!
If we are not mutuals, you can still send character asks and send an ask to see if I would be interested in RPing- there is a chance I missed you following me, or have not had time to look over your blog. I will give anyone's blog a look over, and even if I'm not up for stuff, I won't ever be mean about it. :)
DO NOT:
Do NOT lie to me about your age- I am only willing to RP with those 21+
Use any of my writing to train AI, do not use AI in threads with me. If you use AI at all, just please DNI.
Assume my character knows yours, even if they have history in canon. Anything pre-established needs to be communicated so we can be certain we are on the same page.
Godmodding. Do not assume the actions of my characters. If you're trying to move the thread along, you can ask if it's alright if you have my muse do (blank) and only if I consent is it then okay. If I agree and something about how it is written still seems off, I ask that you work with me, otherwise the thread will end, and I may not feel inclined to write with you again.
Force shipping- if you are interested in shipping, talk to me. Assuming I want to ship, or stating in a thread our muses have a romantic past is not okay. Unrequited crushes are fine tho, so long as you understand that unless we've communicated about it, that crush will remain unrequited, or I may have my character outright reject yours to redirect the thread(which- again- is fine).
Guilt tripping- I have mental illnesses which prevent me from functioning sometimes. Don't try and pressure me to reply (a reminder once is fine, but please don't pester me).
Hate on mine or others muses, or interpretations of muses.
No hate will be acknowledged on this blog. Any hate messages I receive will be deleted and no mention of it will be made.
Try and roleplay with me via anon. As I cannot check rules, I don't feel comfortable writing with people on anon.
Following & Unfollowing
I do not auto-follow. I only follow after looking at someone's blog- reading their rules and about to ensure compatibility. If I cannot read your rules page at least, I will not follow. I do have vision issues, so if you message me and are interested in roleplaying, I may ask you to send me a copy of your rules and about in a text document so I can read them over before deciding. I may not know your muse/series, in which case, I would not follow. If you are still interested and willing to work with my lack of knowledge, I may be up for something, feel free to shoot me an ask! :)
I unfollow if any of my rules are broken, or if we just have not written... among other reasons. Sometimes I'll unfollow just because tumblr is being a dick, so if you think I unfollowed you on accident, please send me an ask. If I unfollowed you for a reason that is not supremely obvious, I will usually offer an explanation. I am willing to try and work through some things.
Anything Else?
Thank you so much for reading my rules! I know it was a lot, but it is all really important to me. I think rules and guidelines are really important so that all parties know what is expected upfront. We can't all be compatible after all, and no one can know everything without communication... so feel free to shoot me a message and we'll talk.
// So this may be a dumb question- but does anyone know how I can make it so when I scroll on my own or others blogs the posts don't have a white background? It's painful with my visual disability >.o
Thank you so so much to everyone who helped me get here either by commissioning art from me, or by donating! I can't tell you what this means to me as someone who lives below the federal poverty level on disability income. I've never gotten to own a new PC before! I'm legit so happy I don't even know what to say- I was shaking while unpacking this Now it's sitting there glowing with spinny fans and I'm gonna cover it in stickers cause it's mine and that just. Aaaaaaa 🥰
// Hello! Decided I would say a little piece about my own experiences with gender, romantic attraction, and sexuality to celebrate this Pride Month~ 🌈💚
GENDER - Trans Nonbinary Genderpunk (they/them)
Gonna surpass the tragic backstory and skip to the part where I get to live as the person I want to. I'm very much nonbinary, I've transitioned socially and surgically, and I'm pretty open about my experiences- especially to people who might be questioning their own identity.
Genderpunk is an identity that rejects the gender binary and gendered expectations entirely. I don't deny the reality of the impact they have on people, but I refuse to let it change who I am or how I present. It's a choice to rebel against a system of oppression. Sounds hardcore, but basically it just means "fuck your gender roles I do what I want and you should, too", even if what you want is aligned with roles typically put on your gender. I don't care if you're a cis man in a skirt and makeup, if you tell me you're a cis man who uses he/him pronouns, that's what I'll use and I will respect it. If you're a cis woman who likes to live as a submissive housewife, I might not understand the appeal, but I will not only respect it, I will protect your right to live that way free of judgement.
As far as how I present, I'm a strong mix of masculine and feminine, and things strange and undefined. I call it "katamari gender" cause I take things I like and wear them, sometimes in a nonsensical mix. I like lipstick, my ginger beard. I like my curly green hair. I like dresses, jeans, graphic t-shirts, my black stompy lace-up boots, fishnets... if I had the money I would dress like a gay ass pirate, a flowery fae, or a witchy bitch every other day. I also like loose, flowy clothes. I want more piercings, tattoos... there's a lot more I would do, if I could afford it.
Really, my gender is "Yes." but not a man, and not a woman, either.
ROMANCE - Biromantic, Ambiamorous
I'm romantically attracted to all genders, but how that works for me is different for some. Like cis men? I could be romantically attracted. It hasn't really happened, cause I've yet to meet a cis man who meets my expectations for a partner. They're capable of it. I've just yet to meet a man who does. I like cis women a lot. Dated a few. Trans people of all kinds I have always been especially attracted to. Very much a T4T kinda bitch, hah. I was married to a trans woman for a bit, and the person I'm dating now is trans as well. I feel much more drawn to femme and gender-nonconforming folks in general.
I'm ambivalent to being monogamous or polyamorous, and have been both. That said, I've had a lot of bad experiences with polyamory in my personal life, and am currently monogamous.
SEXUALITY - Demi-Bisexual
I'm still figuring this one out, tbh. I do have a femme and gender-nonconforming preference, but I find men and mascs aesthetically appealing, and I think if I could trust one enough, I would be open to exploring that more. I'm a puddle for femmes and super into other trans folks, though. But even then, it takes until I've gotten to know a person a bit before I feel that spark. I don't just look at someone and think "I wanna bang them" until after I've talked to them, learned about them, or seen their creative works. It can happen pretty quickly sometimes, though. So I'm definitely like... one toe on the demi-spec haha.
I have zero preference when it comes to parts. Used to think I wouldn't be into dick, but... well. I was married a trans woman, lol.
Idk what else to really say... but please learn about the history of Pride- how it happened, why, and what came from it. We need to keep that knowledge close to us, and use it to guide the way forward to a better, healthier future. I want to make a world where queer and trans kids never have to be afraid for just existing.
@normaltothemax // 🏳️🌈 + Eddie ; Pride Headcanons // thank you for sending these in!!
GENDER - Cis Man (he/him)
Eddie is pretty solidly a cisgender man in most verses(though I do have a trans man verse for him). His presentation is pretty typical of a young metalhead, with some aspects of gender-nonconformity in the way he sometimes paints his nails black, wears eyeliner, and more dramatic look for Corroded Coffin performances. He'll wear platform boots, tight leather, crop tops, and later in life, if he's really in the mood for chaos, he'll wear a skirt and fishnets. In general though, he dresses in messy casual metalhead fashions and is clueless about how to actually take care of his hair.
ROMANCE - Biromantic, Ambiamorous
Eddie is definitely into multiple genders. Romantically, he's very sweet and deeply affectionate: he loves doling out praise and dropping nicknames, whispering sweet nothings and leaving little gifts like some sort of corvid. He also loves physical affection and will find any excuse to share little touches where he can.
Monogamy verses polyamory-wise, he's open either way. Even in a monogamous relationship, he'd be open to things like threesomes and stuff. It really is about consent, compatibility, and communication for him.
SEXUALITY - Bisexual, Dom-leaning Verse Switch
He is absolutely bisexual, and doesn't really have much of a preference between genders, though his attraction does present differently. When he's younger he sort of just assumes no one would be into him, so when he is interested in a girl, he just is sweet and hopes he'll at least get a smile out of her. With men, he figures there's no way they'd take him up on it, so he just shamelessly flirts, acting vaguely like it's a joke. If either take him seriously and come onto him, he just kinda has a brain reset moment.
Once he's more confident in his sexuality when he's older, he's still gentle and sweet with his approach with women, and with men he can be outright filthy, if the vibe seems right. With nonbinary people it can really vary, and depends on the sort of person they seem to be.
Eddie is a verse Dom-leaning switch in most of his verses. When he first starts having sex he leans more towards being a submissive partner in general, but he doesn't really have a preference between bottoming or topping- he just sort of goes with what his partner wants, and switches it up every now and then to keep it interesting. The longer it's been since he's done something, the more into it he's gonna be when he gets to do it again.
@normaltothemax // 🏳️🌈 + Mack ; Pride Headcanons // thank you for sending these in!!
GENDER - Nonbinary Woman (she/they)
Mack's gender is ambiguously femme in the sense that she's fine if people see her as a woman, but she's also not attached to womanhood as an identifier, either. They don't have the language to express it in most verses, but they would identify as a nonbinary woman, leaning towards agender. Basically "eh, most people look at me and see a woman and that's whatever, I don't care that way- but I'm not a man for sure". Fine with she/her pronouns, but would enjoy some they/them mixed in as well.
ROMANCE - Demi-Biromantic, Ambiamorous
Very much a demiromantic. The foundation of romance for her has to include trust, and trust comes with getting to know someone. They don't care what gender someone is or how they present(though they take longer to trust cis men, usually), it really comes down to how well they connect with that person. Her romantic attraction develops at the same pace a friendship does for her due to trust issues making her resistant in the first place, and because of that, they often end up confused if what they're feeling is really romantic attraction or not. The tell is usually if they find themself sexually attracted, as well. Or, at least, if they find themself wanting to be more physically affectionate.
When it comes to monogamy versus polyamory, again, Mack is pretty ambivilant. So long as everyone is consenting and happy, they're open to it. Probably won't ever seek it out, though.
Similar to the romantic orientation, Mack is the sort to notice physical features and maybe appreciate someone's aesthetic, but she doesn't feel sexual attraction until she's gotten to know someone. Establishing trust allows them to open up enough to even consider them that way. They don't necessarily need to be romantically interested in someone to have sex, but they do need to trust them. In most verses, Mack will be inexperienced with sex in general. Mack is very shy about it, but once they start and get comfortable with it, they're gonna learn a lot of their trauma turned into some very specific kinks, lol.
@zoomingupthathill / cont. / it's fine I'm just crying while writing again lmao
Steve's smile softened a little. Of course she was diminishing it. Max had always been stubborn in so many ways...
When he was younger, it used to just annoy the hell out of him. She was more capable of bullying him into doing what she wanted than anyone else, even when compared to Dustin. And it definitely wasn't because she was any less of a menace: he still had nightmares of waking up to her behind the wheel of his Beamer.
No: it was because she was fierce, determined... unshakable, in so many ways. More ways than he was, honestly. For someone so much younger than he was, she'd always seemed more self-assured than he ever was, and he admired her for it.
But moments like this reminded him... she was still just a kid. Grown up a bit, sure. But while she could face down Vecna or Henry or whatever else so bravely, it was in the face of praise that she faltered. A girl who had almost died, who had clawed her way back from the brink... who had raced before even recovering enough to walk without assistance to catch up with her friends and graduate today alongside them...
And here she was, dismissing and diminishing praise and the pride someone else held in her.
Steve let out a little breath, sighing as he shook his head. "Come here," he reached out, pulling her close to hold her in a lingering hug. "Wouldn't miss it for the world, Max."
He wondered, as he had time and again for various reasons...
... would Billy have shown up, if he was alive? He thought of the blond with the furious eyes, thought about the way he'd fought... the way he'd died. It didn't take much to imagine a world where he'd lived. One where he'd joined their fight. Where he'd been given a chance to heal and grow to be a better person... a world where he was here, today.
Steve swallowed thickly, wishing Billy could be here for her. I can't ever be you... but I'll do what I can, he thought to himself. Steve kissed the top of Max's head, giving her a little extra squeeze. Speaking low enough only she would hear, he said:
"You did good, Max. I'm so proud of you.... for fighting, for surviving-" his breath caught, and he held her tighter. "-for working so hard, and for getting to graduate with your friends." He pulled back, hands on her shoulders. "You did good." Steve tried to blink back the tears as he smiled at her, but one fell down his cheek anyway. He gave a helpless little laugh, shrugging.
Verse - Steddie Dads, written with @alwaysthegdbabysitter
art credit: @nysusmuses / @theirvoices / kaysplayart on insta
// I drew more of these two! Transmasc Eddie Munson with single dad Steve Harrington. I adore this verse. They're mutually pinning fools with two kids, trauma, and messy feelings and I love them. Legitimately one of my fave verses that I've written.
This particular scene is at a ball Steve's parents are hosting, where Steve invited Eddie as his plus one to avoid his mom pushing eligible bachelorettes his way. Eddie joked that he's his dragon boy for the night, guarding him from all the suitors. They just sort of kept forgetting everyone else existed, so I tried to make the scene look sort of dreamy~
// So I have been very busy behind the scenes with a new relationship, busy work, getting medicated for ADHD(starting soon!), dealing with some irl mess, and working on art commissions to finally fund my new PC! I am within range now, just need to complete these last three and I can order it. I'm super excited. I've never had a new computer. Check out some recent art I've done below!
On the left was a commission of my OC Mack and Jason for the lovely @normaltothemax (I cropped it a lil weird here lol), middle is my design for Eddie's Kas the Betrayer verse, and on the right is a commission a friend ordered of his FFIV OC.
Like don't get me wrong, life as a trans disabled person in the US right now is fucking terrifying, but I've also got a lot of lovely things going that are keeping me motivated, creative, and hopeful. Also, I'm working on a couple secret projects I'm very excited about hehe~
I hope to be more active here and on my other multi once I get on these ADHD meds!!
˚₊‧⁺˙ 𝐀𝐋𝐌𝐎𝐒𝐓 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐒 ˙⁺‧₊˚ ··· a collection of right person wrong time, parallel lives, missed connections, sliding doors & almosts roleplay sentence starters. genre: longing, bittersweet, what-ifs, tender heartbreak.
• I keep thinking about what would've happened if I'd stayed.
• You're here. You're actually here, and I don't know what to do with that.
• I saw you across the room and my heart did that thing it used to do.
• We're both different people now, aren't we?
• I think about you more than I should. More than is probably healthy.
• What if I told you I've never stopped wondering about us?
• I heard you're doing well. I'm glad. I mean that.
• Do you ever think about what we could have been?
• I'm in town for the weekend. Coffee? Or is that a terrible idea?
• Five years later and you still take my breath away.
• I kept your number. Never had the courage to use it until now.
• You look exactly the same. That's not fair.
• I have a whole life now, but there's still this you-shaped space in it.
• We were so close to something real, weren't we?
• I thought I was over this. Over you. I was wrong.
• Tell me you feel it too. This... whatever this is between us.
• I'm engaged now. I thought you should hear it from me.
• Why does this feel like a second chance we don't deserve?
• I wanted to reach out so many times. I just never knew what to say.
• You were always the one that got away.
• I see glimpses of the person I used to be when I'm around you.
• We had terrible timing, didn't we?
• I'm not sure if running into you is fate or just cruel.
• I dreamed about you last night. We were happy.
• You have a life here. I have a life somewhere else. That's just how it is.
• I should've fought harder for us back then.
• Do you think there's a universe where we got it right?
• I almost called you a thousand times.
• You deserved better than the version of me you got.
• I can't tell if seeing you again is closure or just reopening the wound.
• We were kids. We didn't know what we had.
• I followed your career. I'm so proud of you.
• It's funny how some people never really leave you, even when they're gone.
• I wish I could say this doesn't hurt.
• We would've destroyed each other back then. You know that, right?
• I loved you. Past tense. I need you to know that.
• There's someone else now, isn't there?
• I can see your whole life written on your face, and I'm not in it.
• We're standing in the same place where it all started falling apart.
• I think I needed to lose you to become who I am now.
• Maybe in another life, we get our timing right.
• I hate that I still know how you take your coffee.
• You were my almost. My what-if. My biggest regret.
• We're strangers now with a history no one else would understand.
• I spent so long trying to find you in other people.
• This feels like a goodbye we never got to say properly.
• I hope you're happy. God, I hope you're so happy.
• We were right for each other at the wrong time, and that's the tragedy of it.
• I need you to tell me you don't feel this anymore so I can let go.
• We're both here, right now, and I don't know if that means something or nothing.
