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So I’m still getting messages about v*rn*nym*us and why I made my “callout” post and it’s getting very tiring so I’m making this callout post to clear up and give clarification on what happened. This post is going to be very long and very, very photo heavy, I apologize in advance.

First off I’d like to say with this post, I’m not asking you to believe me, I don’t really care but with the anon messages I’m still getting it’s very clear that the story is being twisted. I’m gonna try to keep this as neutral as possible and explain what happened from my pov. I originally made my first post about this rebutting her tweet because back in February she had defended writing minor smut.

During this time we were both in a BTS network together, I had brought up one blog that was writing minor smut and pointed out how said blog had “block me if you don’t like it” in their bio and that just saying to “block” them is gross because you’re still sexualizing underage teenagers. I had a few other people agree with me until she sent messages saying that there’s a difference between sexualizing minors and writing fanfiction with “fictional” characters. 

I’d like to explain this, same as when I made my “callout post”, writing about real idols - underage minors at that - does not suddenly make them “imaginary characters”. The people you’re writing about are real and you’re putting them in written sexual acts, smut is classified as written pornography. Smut with minors is child pornography and is very much illegal, especially when it’s written by someone of age. Even if you're writing it for someone else and harbor no feelings for said underage idol - it’s still illegal because once you post it online and somewhere here like tumblr, there are pedophile fans (i.e: pedonoonas) who can still get ahold of this writing. 

I left the chat right after this had happened and blocked the 3 accounts I knew about that she was running at that time. I hadn’t contacted or interacted with her for months, until early-May, when I messaged her Seventeen network. I sent a message about a url change and was answered with “you’re not a part of this network.”, I had speculated whether I was removed because of the argument but I didn’t find it that big of a deal so I deleted it. May 5th, almost 3 days later, was when one of my friends had sent me a message showing me one of her tweets.

Whether this was about me or not - I don’t know, it wasn’t long after I had messaged her network which made me uncomfortable with this and the fact that the name I tend to go by online is “Addy”. I told my friend at first I had no desire to respond and didn’t feel like getting into an argument while my friend has responded with “yikes” and she was replied with “oops lmao”.

After this I had believed that the original tweet was referring to me and the argument that we had had months earlier. I had seen my friends reply and replied with “@ me” to which she had responded with “you’re not that important sorry” and promptly blocked me. She had tweeted right after that I was “too fucking stupid to read the law and know the definition of fiction”,

which again, fiction that involves made up characters is completely different from made up stories that have real people in them. While being blocked I had no way to reply which is when I made my “callout post” on here. It was a rebuttal to most of the things she had defended when we had argued. I - in no way - made the post as a way to tell people to send her hate or harass her, it was explaining why minor smut is wrong in the first place and why it’s disgusting to try to use books such as “Lolita” to defend it and urged people to block her instead if they felt uncomfortable.

The next day was when it was brought to my attention that there had been 2 different smut stories about Seventeen’s maknae line - one with a daddy kink written for Vernon and another which was a 4some between the reader and the maknae line - written by her and posted on her writing blog. I didn’t believe it at first until I was shown screenshots of the Vernon story and the date it was posted:

Which you can see was posted before Vernon’s 17th birthday, February 18th. While I don’t have proof of the second story, aside from the links when they existed (http://writeiolite.tumblr.com/post/137332228804/misdeminor / http://writeiolite.tumblr.com/post/137961979814/the-city-of-the-sinning-man) I know it was titled “MisdeMINOR” and was also posted before any of them were legal (If I remember correctly the Misdeminor story was posted shortly after we had argued and I left the chat, as well as the description of the story stating “fictional sex between FICTIONAL characters”). At this point, it made sense to me as to why she was defending it in the first place, I had added the links to my post and asked people to report the stories if possible and again urged people to block her blog. I’d also like to say that when I added it to my post, I was hoping that the minor smut would be deleted - nothing more (I found out a little later during the mess, through my friend that she had, thankfully, deleted her stories).

Starting from May 7th I had gotten messages from 2 different networks I was apart of asking me what had happened between the two of us and that she was saying I made everything up and requesting I delete my “callout” post. 

While there was some miscommunication errors between me and one admin, where I was told at first I could leave it up because it was important to bring attention to stuff to that and then was later asked to take the post down all together. The next day was when I started to get anon messages - I’m assuming (take that with a grain of salt) from her and her friends. 

I had defended myself against the first couple of anons to which, I had speculated by this point she was stalking my blog, not even an hour or two after my answers were posted I had the same admin telling me that she wanted me to delete them.  On May 12th it quickly escalated into being told that I had pushed her into suicide (I’d like to say again that I had not contacted, interacted, or even spoken with her at all aside from the twitter “fight” and making the “callout post”). I had panickedly messaged people I knew that were still friends with her to make sure that she was okay; and I’d like to make it clear that while, no, I do not like her or the things she’s done, I do not wish harm upon her at all.

I don’t wanna make claims at all as I have no idea what happened or if she did do anything to herself, but if she did I still hope she’s okay.

After this I had turned anon off after being urged by my friends, however once it was turned back on I was spammed with messages one after another which continued over the course for almost 2 weeks. I’m not gonna show all the messages but they began to get harsher and more frequent, to the point where I made 2 different text posts asking her to stop sending me messages which I was, funny enough, responded to a few minutes after with this:

Which to me, proved my suspicions that she was stalking my blog and watching everything I was posting. On March 15th I had gotten a message from someone who was previously part of her seventeen network who had said they told her as well that writing minor smut was wrong and she treated them the same way. I got permission from said person to include what had happened to them and the convo we had in IM (excluding their screenshots, they’re not mine and I don’t feel comfortable using them even if they show what happened). She’s apparently written smut about seventeen’s maknae line, specifically Dino, in the past and once called out, had stated that she was going to wait until he was legal to join. She asked if their seventeen network applications were open and after they told her she was not allowed to join because she had written minor smut in the past she suddenly turned on them, accusing them of lying and trying to tell them that minor smut isn’t illegal because it’s just writing and later including them in an private chat telling them that they were being removed kicked out of the network/net chat for disrespecting the admins and making other people uncomfortable. 

Through the 15th to the 22nd I was consistently messaged from 2 admins of one of my networks again asking what had happened and telling me that she had informed them that I was bullying and spreading lies about her. That whole week I was told to delete a bunch of stuff, one of the admins told me that they even advised her to stop going on my blog, however eventually they got fed up with the constant messages and asked me to be in a chat with her. (I don’t have any screenshots of the chat as being in a chat with her made me extremely anxious and I wanted to leave and get that shit done with as quicky as I could) I was sent a list of other posts that she wanted deleted - a bunch of text posts, replies to the anons I believed her and her friends were sending, any ask that even hinted to the callout post and any tag that mentioned her or this whole situation. When I told her I didn’t care about any of this she told me I didn’t care only because I wasn’t the one being lied about and having my name being dragged through the mud. 

Let me make a point that I would’ve never made that callout post in the first place if I didn’t have the screenshots of our argument. I would never wrongly make a callout post for anything someone’s done without having solid proof of said things they’ve done.

She said she never cared about my motives behind making any of the posts, just that she didn’t want her name, face or url on my blog. We had 2 small arguments when she 1.) demanded I delete one post that was tagged “s*ri can choke lmao” to which I asked if she wanted to know why I tagged that and why she even wanted it deleted when the actual text part of the post didn’t concern her. She again said she didn’t care which had annoyed me and I responded that she obviously did wanna know since she wanted it deleted so badly and that I was a csa survivor which is why I said she could choke. 2.) I told her to stop sending me anon messages and that I hadn’t bothered her or sent her any messages throughout the month, she said they weren’t her and that she didn’t know who they were. 

I didn’t believe her, esp while I had one of my friends tell me (way later) that they had messaged her about the situation.

To which I had gotten an anon message written in the same format, which made me think she sent some of the messages herself.

If she really didn’t send these - I apologize for accusing her. In the chat I was urged by my admins to delete all the posts (which I did) so everything could stop, right before leaving the chat the admins had said we were free to talk if we wanted to and I made it very clear that I didn’t have anything to say. I said again that the smut was illegal and classified as child pornography and my only goal was for them to be deleted - which they already were so I had no interest in any of this before leaving. Not even 5 minutes after was when I got an IM message from one of her self-acclaimed friends saying that they hate liars and that I was going to get karma soon.

The anon messages again continued telling me to “kill myself” and that I made everything up, that I get off on people committing suicide (she’s still on tumblr and active so I’m still very confused on this), that I’m a psych*tic bitch, desperate for friends, that I deserve to relive what happened to me as a child, etc.

I’m obviously not the first person to call her out or report her as people have been reporting her since 2015 and if she does this every time she’s called out - deleting her stories and claiming the people calling her out are lying and trying to get all the evidence deleted - I’m probably not the first person she’s done this to and most likely won’t be the last.

I haven’t talked to her, looked at her blog or even interacted with her since the group chat happened so I don’t know what she’s done since but I hope this brings light on what has happened between the both of us. Again, this post is not made to hate on her and I am NOT encouraging any of you to send hate her way or harass her - that’s not my goal. I’m tired of getting messages saying that I’ve made everything up and that she’s innocent when there’s proof of some of the claimed things she’s done.