YOUR MIND WILL C O L L A P S E.

bill  denbrough  by  sera.

[oathmade]

     OUT  OF  THE  BLUE  &  INTO  THE  BLACK  !   *  (  written  by  sera.  )

[oathmade]

𝐜𝐨𝐠𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐞  𝐚𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭

alcoholism . amnesia . anxiety . appetite loss . binge eating . co - dependence . cynicism. defensiveness . denial . depersonalisation . depression . derealisation . devaluation . displacement . dissociation . drug abuse . dysphoria . emotional detachment . flashbacks . flat affect . guilt . hallucinations . hypersomnia . hypervigilance . hypochondria . idealisation. insomnia . intellectualisation . introjection . isolation . low self-esteem . narcissism . night terrors . obsessive compulsion . overeating . panic attacks . passive aggression . paranoia . phobias . projection . psychosis . rationalisation .regression . repression . restrictive eating . risky sex . self-harm . somatization . splitting . sublimation . suicidal ideation . sleepwalking . suppression . thousand-yard stare . triggers . trust issues . violence . whiplash temper .

TAGGED BY : @voicemade, a gay

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[oathmade]

❛ i’ve always gotta’ think about stuff, y’know? like this mannequin in this tub, what’s he doing here? ❜

𝐛—𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐝  𝐮𝐧𝐬𝐨𝐥𝐯𝐞𝐝  :  𝐚𝐜𝐜𝐞𝐩𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠.

        “  oh,  yeah. you’re  asking  the  real  big  questions,  right  –  uh.  ”  he  has  to  hold  back  his  laughter,  and  ends  up  exploding  the  air  between  his  cheeks.  “  Richie,  you  put  the  mannequin  there,  man.  ”

[oathmade]

sorry i dragged you into all of this.

𝐥𝐢𝐜𝐞𝐧𝐬𝐞  𝐭𝐨  𝐝𝐫𝐢𝐯𝐞   (𝟏𝟗𝟖𝟖) :  𝐚𝐜𝐜𝐞𝐩𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠.

           “  I---I’m  glad  you  did.  ”  despite  it  all,  he’s  more  than  thankful  to  at  least  have  someone  who  understands.  sometimes  he  felt  as  though  he  were  losing  his  mind,  descending  further  and  further  into  madness,  never  to  be  seen  again.  it  didn’t  help  that  before  he’d  met  Sam,  no  one  even  believed  him.  “  huh---ha---having  someone  to  f--f-fuh--ffight  with  is  better  than  buh--b-bbeing  alone.  ”

[oathmade]

❛ you keep tricking me into talking to them, you fuckin’ dickhead! ❜

𝐛—𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐝  𝐮𝐧𝐬𝐨𝐥𝐯𝐞𝐝  :  𝐚𝐜𝐜𝐞𝐩𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠

          frustration  bubbles  to  the  surface  of  his  mind,  and  he  bites  his  lip  to  hold  himself  back  a  second.  composing  himself  in  the  breaths  between  minutes,  he  throws  open  his  arms,  raising  his  brow  in  an  indignant  display  as  he  retorts  “  I  –  hey  if  you’d  fucking  listen  to  them  for  ONCE  maybe  I  wouldn’t  have  to  trick  you,  you  asshole.  ”

[oathmade]

sorry i dragged you into all of this.

𝐥𝐢𝐜𝐞𝐧𝐬𝐞  𝐭𝐨  𝐝𝐫𝐢𝐯𝐞   (𝟏𝟗𝟖𝟖) :  𝐚𝐜𝐜𝐞𝐩𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠.

           the  notion  in  itself  is  amusing,  causing  the  young  man  to  break  out  in  a  wide  smile.  looking  away  from  the  elder,  he  casts  his  gaze  at  the  sky,  darkened  with  embers,  ash  and  smoke.  “  you  know,  I  probably  would’ve  gotten  myself  into  something  far  worse.  ”

[oathmade]

bill  in  the  void / early.

[bratpacktm]

LICENSE TO DRIVE   (1988)   —   SENTENCE STARTERS.

you know, (name), i can’t help wondering. is it ever gonna get that good for me?

the only difference between you and that greaseball is that he has a license and you don’t.

don’t include me in your obsession. 

this is the most oppressive environment a child can be raised in.

do you ever wonder what kind of car some of these babes would lose their virginity in?

you never cease to amaze me.

oh, i’ve bumped into her a million times. she’s never bumped into me once.

you don’t own me, women have rights in this country.

i happen to go to school with these kids. i have friends here.

i think that i can find my own way home, thank you.

if you’re wondering about saturday night, i just remembered. i already have a date.

you have a date? with who?

well you’re in luck, lover boy, ‘cause she’s sitting down right over there.

go on, ask her! if you’re lucky, she’ll bite.

that is the girl of my dreams.

i have to ask you for a favor, and you can say no, but i will never ever ask you for another favor for as long as i live.

you know that’s a lie.

hop in, i’ll give you a lift.

last night, at the party, you kinda mentioned something about me and you maybe going out saturday night. anyway, i was just wondering if it was still on?

how could you do it, (name)? what were you thinking about?

not only did you break your explicit promise to me…

just please, please put yourself in my shoes.

this is a complete waste of time.

i mean how different can you and your twin sister actually be?

last name first, first name last.

i was kinda thinking about maybe going to my room and taking a little nap, i’m exhausted.

this is the greatest day of my life.

i’m not sure if uh, being behind the wheel of the car is the right place for me to be right now.

we’re drinking a toast. to you.

actually i’m a little lonely.

i thought that we had a date tonight and i figured i’d call you since you hadn’t called me.

so you haven’t changed your mind about tonight, have you?

what could possibly go wrong?

he was a jerk, anyways. i don’t even know why i hung around him.

let me tell ya, i know a quiet spot with plenty of free parking.

sorry i dragged you into all of this.

i don’t usually act like this.

all we’re missing now is some soft, romantic music.

wait. aren’t you drinking rather heavily?

you don’t look too good.

to live in fear is to not live at all.

nothing’s gonna happen to us. we’re juveniles.

and there you were, rescuing me.

somehow you’re always there to hold me like you are right now.

i’m sorry i was such a sleepyhead tonight. 

when can we go out again?

[oathmade]

❛ this is like satan’s cement arse hole. ❜

𝐛—𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐝  𝐮𝐧𝐬𝐨𝐥𝐯𝐞𝐝  :  𝐚𝐜𝐜𝐞𝐩𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠

         a  brow  is  raised  carefully  towards  the  other. curious  set  of  words,  but  a  dead  ringer  for  how  he  himself  felt  about  this  city.  being  from  a  small  town  in  the  middle  of  Maine  left  much  to  be  desired  when  he  stepped  into  a  concrete  forest.  shifting  his  hands  in  the  pockets  of  his  jacket,  he  lets  out  a  small  breath  of  air  that  could  be  passed  off  as  a  laugh,  “  if  you  think  it’s  bad  now,  you  definitely  wouldn’t  want  to  be  here  in  the  dead  of  July  because  it’ll  be  sweating  like  satan’s  ass  as  well.  ”  and  the  smell,  he  leaves  that  unsaid.

[myshanela]

tell me i’m wrong

[girlablaze]

BUZZFEED UNSOLVED: SUPERNATURAL SENTENCE STARTERS ( S2. )

❛ and the worst part is, i don’t even have my holy water! ❜ 

❛ you escaped the clutches of yet another demon. ❜ 

❛ there may very well be a hot dog vendor in chicago who is a bigfoot. ❜     

❛ demons, you cowards! ❜ 

❛ this is like satan’s cement butt hole. ❜ 

❛ i think your douche meter is usually half mast but right now it’s about three quarters full. ❜ 

❛ i think a moon having a boner is about as realistic as ghosts. ❜ 

❛ well the only way to really provoke them is to provoke them! ❜     

❛ i think the ground is cleaner than this couch. ❜ 

❛ holy shit, it’s a jacuzzi tub! ❜ 

❛ i stole them off a woman who died on the titanic! ❜ 

❛ no, no, no, you’re going to scare the ghosts away. ❜ 

❛ if i see people taller than me, i get concerned about them because i think they’re gonna die. . young. ❜ 

❛ jesus christ, do you always have to insult the ghosts at the place we’re at? ❜ 

❛ if george clooney was on the tonight show and you set him on fire, one of his feet would burn and the other one would probably still be planted there on the floor in a very nice shoe — clooney’s flammable. ❜ 

❛ i’ve always gotta’ think about stuff, y’know? like this mannequin in this tub, what’s he doing here? ❜ 

❛ hey demons, it’s me, ya’ boy. ❜ 

❛ it is a very old piece of footage, but so is die hard — still good. ❜ 

❛ so it was aliens? they showed up, gave ‘em ipads, gave ‘em a zune, built the pyramids, left, and that’s it? ❜ 

❛ stop telling the ghosts to follow me home. ❜ 

❛ oh so you’re going to make me sit in the shitty chair? ❜ 

❛ this guy has been inhaling too many cat shit fumes. ❜     

❛ i took an improv comedy class once, ‘cause i’m a white guy. ❜ 

❛ i just got startled by a disco ball. ❜ 

❛ maybe this ghost just loves to blaze it. ❜ 

❛ just, to be fair, fuck christopher columbus. ❜ 

❛ i’m not doing this because i want to steal, i‘m doing this because i want to give the ghosts significant reason to haunt me. ❜ 

❛ hey ghouls! the boys are here. ❜ 

❛ i think everyone needs a hobby, and if you don’t have one, that’s when you’re probably gonna start killing people. ❜ 

❛ i wasn’t fat-shaming bigfoot! ❜         

❛ this is what happens when people are passive aggressive full-time. ❜ 

❛ ghost 101: one, knock book off shelf. week two, hold a candlestick in the middle of a hallway. three…sheets. ❜ 

❛ it looks like one of the conjuring films. ❜ 

❛ anytime you get uneasy, that’s me! ❜ 

❛ if there were a town full of me in the puritan times, we’d have landed on the moon in 1790. ❜ 

❛ we’re just two guys sitting in a tub. ❜ 

❛ demons! you’re not trying hard enough — plunge us into darkness! ❜     

❛ you gotta’ fuckin’ calm down, man. ❜ 

❛ why is it someone who chokes on a peanut doesn’t get a ghost? ❜ 

❛ i think it’s a little bit more fun to believe that humans are capable of some truly horrific things. ❜ 

❛ i’m exposing my cranium to you. ❜     

❛ there’s a good chance tonight is the night you see me die on camera. ❜ 

❛ shadows do tend to follow you though, that’s how they work. ❜ 

❛ this is gonna get a little morbid, but who’s to say that a burning body doesn’t smell like barbecue? ❜ 

❛ i didn’t even get to do all the things on my bucket list. ❜ 

❛ i don’t wanna be a ghost hunter, this is all bullshit! ❜ 

❛ you keep tricking me into talking to them, you fuckin’ dickhead! ❜ 

❛ spooky, huh? ❜ 

❛ is it very european to — to burst into flames? ❜ 

❛ and i guess this is where we’re fuckin’ sleeping because we’re idiots. ❜ 

❛ ( wheeze ) ❜ 

[oathmade]

pet sematary was good and all but i literally muffled a squeal when there was a highway sign that said DERRY 20 in the movie and then was like what if the town is flooded a al the conclusion of it and the movies are Connected 🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔

[oathmade]

Mike Hanlon and Bill Denbrough riding Silver through Derry while The Way You Do the Things You Do by The Temptations plays in the background.

[oathmade]

bill  denbrough  aes. 011.  with  mike  hanlon.  for  @itkeeper

[oathmade]

"hey, big bill! get the fuck up, huh? we gotta get goin'! no time like the present, that's what i says!"

       his  body  comes  alive  before  his  mind.  connection,  it’s  not  asleep  just  out  of  SYNC,  out  of  place.  lines  match  up  between  his  hands  in  the  space  between  blinks  –  something  he’d  hardly  think  more  of,  just  some  sleep  in  his  eyes.  hands  wave  towards  the  obnoxious  redhead  before  him.  then  it  all  comes  crashing  towards  him  at  once.  eyes  violently  open  to  the  dim  morning  light.  today’s  the  day,  and  he  stumbles  like  a  newborn  fawn  in  bubbling  excitement.  “  what’s  ti–-tt—time  is  ??  why  didn’t  y–yuh—yy--ou  wah—wake  me  up  suh–s-s—-sooner  ??  ”  words  jumble  like  he’s  being  shaken  before  he  willfully  grounds  himself.  

[oathmade]

im  still  taking  the  whole  astral  projection  concept  /  psychic  legend  thing  and  running  with  it  tbh 

[oathmade]

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