One time I was in the kitchen minding my black ass business and a cockroach skittered over my foot. I jumped and had a mini crashout cuz I fucking hate this place and this was not the first and, unfortunately, prob not the last time I've encountered some form of vermin during my tenure here.
But underneath the panic, the utter fucking disgust was something else, something I have a hard time actually describing. Something perhaps bordering on comfort? A bit of a thrill and not the fight or flight kind but the [cue 🌽hub sound] kind. If I needed anything to cement it beyond the shadow of a doubt, this is how I know we have little to no control over our sexuality/orientation cuz wtf...
Note: So I haven't written smut in literal years and still feel like I'm p garbo atm so I don't think I'll post this to ao3... however, progress is progress even if it's not linear and I really appreciate @hoesheez for matching my freak on the daily, it actually means a whole mfkn lot 😤
Raindrops gently patter against the skylight, casting quiet shadows that glide paradoxically along the floor. A faint draft breaths through the dimly lit room, carrying with it the smell of petrichor, a harbinger of quieter times. Though the lights are low the desk lamp illuminates the room just enough to discern the brightly colored pieces of plastic scattered along the desk's surface while still maintaining the moodᵀᴹ.
The reverberative sound of your mouth echoes in your ears, threatening to drown out the steadily crescendoing moans from above you. A lilting yet resolute scent sends hushed whispers down your spine, demanding recognition. Jasmine woven sensually between peppery warm notes of vanilla and cedar seize your senses. Inviting. Intoxicating. Igniting every nerve in your body, focusing your rapped attention to the appendage your mouth is so lavishly wrapped around. 𝘔𝘖𝘙𝘌. You allow your grip to loosen slightly as the warm body before you draws you in closer, the fluffy expanse of the rug yielding beneath your knees.
It's positively wild that only moments ago you were topside, so to speak, sitting 𝘢𝘵 the desk rather than kneeling beneath it but life comes at you fast. And while the carrot is mightier than the sword it's no match for present company. As abruptly as you've found yourself here you'd like to savor this experience for as long as you possibly can. Savor him✨️
You feel his thighs tense, momentarily breaking your concentration as Seonghwa gently brings both hands to either side of your face. You melt into his touch and he regards you sweetly, eyes hooded as he bends forward to press his lips to yours. And just like that, you're breathless again. The sensation is all too familiar yet takes you clean tf out everytime, you'd honestly be falling to your knees if you weren't already on them. He nudges his chair back to allow more clearance between your head and the desk, guiding you with his dreamy yet pointed gaze. Enraptured, you patiently wait for him to reposition himself, watching his dick bob eagerly from over the lacy hem of his underwear.
He grins at you, tongue peeking between his teeth in his sexiest blep to date. You crane your neck upward, a silent request to which he happily obliges with a seductive hum. You revel in the softness of his lips, drinking him in like buttered rum, comforting, heated, and decadent. His tongue presses gently against your lips, an appeal equal parts warm and urgent, that you grant with just as much enthusiasm. Thumbing the head of his dick you give it a few slow pumps, causing him to sigh into your mouth as his body hitches and his lips curl into a smile against yours.
You've always been a staunch supporter of his cute expressions and mannerisms but above all you've come to treasure his sounds. His satoori, his laughs– his moans. Every utterance its own work of art and tonight you plan to conduct an invariable symphony. With little warning, you gulp down his full length, eliciting a loud hiss and shudder from his perfect fucking lips “Oh, you're cute” tilting his head back “Are we trying to get wrecked on the bedroom floor cuz that's how you get wrecked on the bedroom floor”. You smile coyly to yourself. 𝘛𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘺 𝘨𝘰𝘰𝘥, 𝘮𝘢𝘺𝘣𝘦 𝘢 6/10 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘷𝘦 𝘤𝘩𝘰𝘴𝘦𝘯 𝘷𝘪𝘰𝘭𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘦 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨, 𝘸𝘦'𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘶𝘭𝘭 𝘰𝘯 𝘸𝘩𝘪𝘮𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘴 𝘣𝘰𝘳𝘥𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘰𝘯 𝘴𝘰𝘣𝘴, 𝘣𝘰𝘯𝘶𝘴 𝘱𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘴 𝘪𝘧 𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘶𝘳𝘴𝘦𝘴.
You wordlessly begin bobbing your head, sucking between measured breaths and strokes of your fist at a pace you know is driving him crazy because he shut right tf up. With your other hand you massage his inner thigh causing him to groan softly, as you allow your fingers to migrate tantalizingly close to the silky expanse of his panties. You cup his balls through the fabric applying the slightest bit of pressure as you suck his dick like it's the cure to depression.
As his moans become increasingly desperate, nimble fingers furtively thread their way through your hair setting your insides ablaze. 𝘏𝘰𝘭𝘺𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘵 𝘏𝘸𝘢. His hand settles at the base of your skull, causing you to look up. His other hand is covering half his face, eyebrows knit like he's going through a fucking ordeal. His eyes flutter open, letting out an unholy gasp followed by a creen that nearly makes your soul leave your body when you release the head of his dick with a satisfying pop.
His fingertips apply the most fleeting pressure to your nape and you know that he's almost there. “Yes?” you offer expectantly, as he caresses your cheek and casts his thumb over your bottom lip. His eyes scan your face with smoldering intensity for what feels like an eternity.
“Spit on it.”
Sultry and demanding but still somehow soft, his voice, bruised by a tinge of vocal fry, cuts through the fog of your arousal like a hot knife through butter. Leveling him with a wanton gaze you obediently extend your tongue and allow a band of saliva to drip onto his dick, your heated breaths causing it to twitch in anticipation. He swallows thickly, attempting to regain a semblance of composure as he moves his hand to the crown of your head. 𝘖𝘮𝘨 𝘪𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘣𝘰𝘺 𝘱𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘪𝘭𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘶𝘨𝘨𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘤𝘶𝘮??
And there it is, The Lookᵀᴹ. You don't profess to be an expert and it doesn't always happen but you know a he/him bbygrl when you see one. When the flip happens and he becomes an absolute needy mess. You feel his body relax, turning to putty in your hands, practically begging to be edged within an inch of his life. And how could you not oblige?
With your dominant hand you gradually pick up the pace on his dick while lacing his fingers between the fingers of your other hand, 𝘢𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘱𝘳𝘪𝘻𝘦𝘥 𝘣𝘣𝘺𝘨𝘳𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘮. 𝘎𝘰𝘥 𝘩𝘦'𝘴 𝘴𝘰 𝘤𝘶𝘵𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴, 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘴𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘱𝘶𝘳𝘳𝘴 𝘥𝘦𝘷𝘰𝘭𝘷𝘦 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘰 𝘭𝘦𝘸𝘥 𝘸𝘩𝘪𝘮𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘴 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘦𝘺𝘦𝘴 𝘴𝘲𝘶𝘦𝘦𝘻𝘦𝘥 𝘴𝘩𝘶𝘵. He definitely wants to watch but you both know he'll cum on the spot if he does.
You bide your time, punctuation every few strokes with laps and kisses to the head of his dick as his hips ungulate against your hand. It's only when his hips begin to shutter and his moans hit their fever pitch do you make your first and final command “Look at me Hwa”. He flinches at the order, squeezing your hand and opening his eyes to regard you with the most insanely erotic, bordering on baleful, gaze. 𝘑𝘦𝘴𝘶𝘴. At this point you have more control over his body than he does and with a final groan that crescendos into a broken sob he cums, hips sputtering, eyes wild, and mouth agape.
𝘖𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘢 𝘨𝘰𝘰𝘥 𝘰𝘯𝘦, 𝘢𝘵 𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘵 𝘢 9.5/10. Your own arousal threatens to tip you over the edge and in this moment a blissed out Seonghwa is your anchor, his brow, still furrowed in planctive ecstasy, his dark brown hair framing his angelic features, his lips? His absolutely fucking perfect pillowy soft lips, pulling you in with all the magnetic force of a celestial body? You lean forward to kiss him and despite having just cum the hardest he's ever cum in living memory he reciprocates eagerly. With one hand on his bare thigh, you move in closer, only to be struck by a sharp pain that shoots up your right leg and causes your whole body to double over into Seonghwa's lap.
“Oh god, are you okay!?” Seonghwa's worry is palpable as he brings his hands to your sides.
“Y/N?”
Without looking, you reach to your knee to grab the offending object. Sitting up from his lap you wordlessly present the little orange carrot to the love of your life, who stares in bemusement before giggling. You can’t help but to giggle yourself, of course the very thing that started your tryst would also be what ended it in such hilarious fashion. Falling back into Seonghwa's lap you wrap your arms around his waist, shuddering with peels of laughter. A perfect end to a perfect night.
A/N: the first of many matz/reader fics im so sorry 🤭HELP ME I CANT STOP WRITING FOR THEM HAHA! its short but fluffy and smutty ❤️
MINORS DO NOT INTERACT!!!
You awoke in the plush hotel bed, yawning quietly as to not wake your boyfriends sleeping next to you. You rubbed the sleep from your eyes and turned to your right seeing Seonghwa sleeping peacefully, his plump lips parted slightly. You then turned to your left and were met with Hongjoong’s back towards you, the toned expanse of his back beckoning you to litter it with sweet kisses. You had to decide in that moment who you’d snuggle up against first, who knew having two very popular celebrity boyfriends would turn into the most first world type of problem for you?
Last night was such a blur. The two men arrived at your hotel room and were on you as soon as the door was shut behind them. They were still sweaty from their concert, almost as if they rushed over to you as soon as their closing remarks were done. You pulled away with a giggle to get a good look at them, always having to reassure yourself that they in fact were THEE Kim Hongjoong and THEE Park Seonghwa of Ateez. They looked back at you, Seonghwa’s eyes still a bit swollen from his tearful ending ment. You moved to hug him tightly, “I love you so much,” you said and he hugged you back tightly. Although Hongjoong was quite the jealous type, he let the two of you have your moment and walked off, knowing he’d be next in receiving your love and praise.
“You did so well today my star, I’m so proud of you.” you kissed him and he whispered a small “Thank you” against your lips. You took his hand and went to Hongjoong, who was waiting patiently for the two of you. He lay back on his elbows, his piercing gaze looking right into your soul. “And my Captain, you were incredible too.” He followed you as you moved to straddle him while Seonghwa stood right behind you, his hands beginning to wander down your front.
After that, the three of you enjoyed a night full of heavy breaths, gentle kisses and lots of overstimulation. So now here you were, sleepy and sore, deciding which man to hug first. Oh the horrible conundrum you were in, one that you knew anyone would kill for.
Seonghwa’s hand was within reach and you thought about reaching out and holding it, wondering if that would wake him up. You knew they were bone tired and needed rest, especially after fucking you for hours after a whole concert. Then you looked at Hongjoong’s back, so much free real estate to kiss and mark up. They both shared your body so well last night, you wanted to be able to hold them both at once. You sighed and turned to Hongjoong, ready to wake him up with gentle kisses along his blemish free skin but you felt that same outstretched hand you saw earlier on your own back, trailing a finger down slowly. “And here I was hoping you’d pick me first.” Seonghwa’s deep morning voice made you turn over to him. His eyes were still closed but a wide smile was on his face. “Have you been up this whole time? Weirdo.” you teased and moved closer to him, giving him a kiss that he seemed to so desperately want by the way he puckered his lips at you. “Good morning.” he said softly and pulled you closer by your waist.
“Fucking sluts.” you heard Hongjoong say behind you, laughing into the kiss with Seonghwa. Hongjoong turned and shimmied closer to you, taking you by the waist and placing heated kisses on your neck and back. “Seonghwa you’re so lucky we’re best friends, otherwise I’d probably get jealous.” he sighed and moved his hand down to explore in between your legs. You and seonghwa giggled, knowing the two of them were waaaay more than just besties. “After last night I’d say the two of you were married but, whatever.” you teased and felt Seonghwa reach his hand down to meet Hongjoong’s.
You moaned softly as they stuffed their fingers inside of you, your right hand moving to grab onto Hongjoong while the left went to hold onto Seonghwa. Seonghwa’s mouth moved down to suck and lick at your waiting nipples, while you and Hongjoong engaged in a deep open mouth kiss. Christ you felt like the luckiest person in the whole world, feeling pleasure like this should be regulated. There’s no way this was actually legal? Seonghwa pulled his fingers out of your sopping pussy and greedily began pushing the weeping head of his cock into you with a grunt. “Still so tight even after we ruined you last night, fuck!” he said before burying his face in your neck, still sleepy and tired but so needy for your warmth. Your hands flew to his long hair where you tugged and pulled him in for a kiss instead. Hongjoong used your wetness to pump into your asshole, his slicked fingers stretching you out just enough to slide his cock in with minimal effort. He hissed at your tightness, his painted nails dug into your plush thigh. The two men worked on fucking you, their moans and growls like sweet music to your ears. You were in a frenzy now, what with trying to touch them both desperately and kissing them back to back with vigor. The three of you chased your highs together, your body coming undone with them both sucking at your neck and fucking you so deep you were sure you saw stars. You clenched down on Seonghwa’s thick cock, a near whimper escaping his mouth as your body writhed from your intense orgasm.
“Feel good baby?” Hongjoong cooed as he kissed you, soon moving to lean up and over you to kiss Seonghwa passionately. You watched through half lidded eyes as the two men kissed each other messily, Hongjoong only stopping midway as his release washed over him. “My two loves cumming so hard for me, I’m so lucky.” Seonghwa said as he held onto Hongjoong’s face tenderly, his seed spurting into you in thick ribbons.
Seonghwa held the two of you in his long arms as he lay back down, using your spent pussy as a sleeve to fuck you into his own peak. While he chased his high, Hongjoong rubbed circles into your clit, bringing you to cum again along with Seonghwa. The eldest sighed and threw his head back as he came, exposing his neck for you and Hongjoong to quickly kiss and suck hickeys into .
The three of you then lay there spent and sleepy once again, your pussy and ass full of their cum. You moved first, signaling for them to pull out as you turned to hug Hongjoong. “Fucking finally,” he said sticking his tongue out at Seonghwa, who just laughed at him. You sighed and whispered an “I love you, both of you.” to them before falling asleep in their loving embrace.
They watched quietly as you slept peacefully cuddled against them. “We’ll have to leave them soon.” Hongjoong said as he pulled you closer, his arms holding both you and Seonghwa close. Seonghwa sighed and pulled the two of you closer to him, his hands resting on Hongjoong’s lower back. “I know, so let’s just enjoy the time we have with them now, get some rest babe.” he said reassuring his leader and lover, the two of them soon falling asleep along with you.
A/N: this came to me (no pun intended) a while ago when i imagined whod be suuuuuper clingy in the morning, the answer is both! 🤭 but yeah short and sweet matz things i think about?? IS IT JUST ME WHO THINKS THIS? 😳 HEHEHE
You ever see a picture and you realize it's only like two steps away from being someone's weird fetish art commission?
Anyway she's an artistic gymnast for anyone who was wondering.
(Also the Olympics has, at times, featured some unusual "sports", like poetry and architecture. Cheese making isn't that strange of an idea. Olympic cheese making.)
I really hope that you're doing well! you wouldn't happen to know where digableswaggot is, would you? I followed you two when I was younger and a lot more into fandom stuff and saw they disappeared off tumblr a while back.
AAAAAAAAA hi yes, hello. She actually messaged me this morning about you reaching out 😭😭😭 you literally made their day like holyhell she was so touched and happy. We still fuck heavily with each other cuz we're p much the same person and I'm so delighted you able to find them. I hope you're doing well too and if you ever wanna talk feel free to reach out ☺️
