you're all gonna watch me disappear into the sun

☕️⚰️🌿

[rainformation]

formative years? aren’t they all?

[absolutejamer]

show me a permanent self and i will show you a facade or a corpse

[obijesskenobi]

pregnancy is fucking wild my pals, like one minute i have a belly the size of a beach ball and another i'm crying in the shower because i remembered a movie where the dog is definitely dead by now

[bodhi-devotee]

“you’re such a ray of sunshine!” thanks! one day i chose to act happy and then i kept choosing it over and over and over and over until the neurological pathways formed like desire paths in the thicket. i dug and clawed my nails into the grooves of my brain and carved out joy. i retouch it every day.

[stupidpetface]

[obijesskenobi]

the eternal mood

[nickyandmikey]

this summer learn to embrace the part of your gender that's just a 50 year old man

[crysulda]

another horse drawing since its horse year and it’s starting to get a bit warmer here hehe :3

[everything111014]

I feel like her today

[kilsie]

So it turns out I actually have to build the life I want to live

[dankmemeuniversity]

[obijesskenobi]

do you ever look at someone and think

i gave you the best years of my life; we don't talk anymore

i have photos of you printed in a box from the past 15 years; you didn't bother to check in on me after i had surgery

you were one of my bridesmaids; i don't know a thing about you anymore

i miss you; i hate that i miss you

[sunsbleeding]

SZA 🌿

[shiftythrifting]

Submission from @doctorbeverlycrusher

[dcminions]

BATMAN   RETURNS   (1992) 

[sadladypoetssociety]

“I was obsessed with loss; not surprisingly, I was also acquisitive, possessive. The two tendencies fed each other; every impulse to extend my holdings increased the fundamental anxiety. Actual loss, loss of mere property, was a release, an abrupt transition from anticipation to expertise. In passing, I learned something about fire, about its appetite. I watched the destruction of all that had been, all that would not be again, and all that remained took on a radiance. These are, in the deepest sense, ordinary experiences. On the subject of change, of loss, we all attain to authority. In my case, the timing was efficient. I was in my late thirties; perhaps I’d learned all I could about preparation, about gathering. The next lesson is abandon, letting go.”

— Louise Glück, “106,″ Proofs and Theories: Essays on Poetry

[obijesskenobi]

me: my workplace will not let me come back until i get an MRI due to an injury i sustained at work, please just give me the referral i have spent close to $400 on doctor appointments recently and i need money which i can only get by working.

my doctor: why does your job want that, it makes no sense.

my job: why won't your doctor give you the referral, it makes no sense.

[obijesskenobi]

update!!!!

i tore the cartliage in my right hip!!!! the only way to fix it is surgery!!!!! fuck my fucking life!!!!

I saw FOUR DIFFERENT FUCKING DOCTORS

[fascinationstreetmp3]

Assad Zaman as Armand INTERVIEW WITH THE VAMPIRE | 2.04