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Mel || 22 || Holland. Depressed for 12 years. Suicidal for 8 years, it's a miracle I'm still here. Cutting since march 2014. I'm not trying to recover anymore. Don't try to heal me. WARNING: I do not support selfharm/suicide etc. My blog can and will be triggering.

[abnormall]

i’m burned out, i’m tired, i’m falling apart. every day is the same but simultaneously gets worse. 

[betyourefine]

I'm so sick of myself

[wishing-for-deathx]

Now I’m empty. I have nothing to give to anyone. Except for talking about my pain. And since I realize that’s toxic, I’ve simply isolated.

[deadbyinsidee]

[perfectfeelings]

[brokenflicker]

"I'm not lazy, I'm just tired. and I don't mean because I've been working hard. Not at all. I'm tired from forcing myself to get out of bed everyday. I'm tired of distracting myself from the thoughts in my brain. I'm tired because all my energy is put to surviving and people don't understand that because all they see is how unproductive you are."

— depression is a disease and it's tiring

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

[depression-took-over-my-liiife]

[sa-dnesss]

“I was 12 thinking about killing myself. I am 21, still thinking about killing myself.”

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[ipessimist1]

How many nights have you laid awake wondering if life will ever change?

[wishing-for-deathx]

Ever cried in your bed curled up in a ball because you’re alive and can’t die?

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

[sa-dnesss]

“I feel like I am so far behind in life that I will never catch up. Everyone is doing so many things with their lives. I am just here. Frozen. I have been a ghost for years. I wonder if that is all I will ever be.”

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[abnormall]

[depression-took-over-my-liiife]

[verpasstzuleben]

[perfectfeelings]