If there was any lesson that I had to learn the hard way
It would be that some people do not care if they lose you.
You walk around with welcome signs plastered on your forehead because loving has always been your closest comfort
You love to love
You’re a kaleidoscope of questions and getting to know new people
Butterflies are your best friends
You enjoy first times and romantic skype conversations
You’re amazing.
And I feel bad for you.
Because some people do not care if they lose you
And you don’t deserve to be lost.
And I can see the lump in your throat growing larger from all the people who left you mid sentence
All the words you never got to say
I know you’re choking on yourself
And choking on the parts of you they left unsearched
I know how terrified you are of inconsistency Because it’s almost always equivalent to loss
I know you don’t want to smile right now.
I know you’re not okay.
