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Sam/19 :) cw: 46kg / gw: 40kg watch me get thinner ❤︎︎

[gothalbinorat]

this user has an ED but supports and encourages recovery

[shittybannanas]

[honeypleasejustkillme]

i hate myself im the worst i suck no one actually likes me no one wants me idk whats wrong with me im never enough and im always too much i just shouldnt exist

[obsession333]

for the past 3 weeks i been eating lots so my weight hasn’t gone down a lot :( but i’m still looking forward weighing 40kg

i had some dry mangos today 90cals

i would be eating a sandwich later prob around 300~

as long as i’m under 900 everything would be good :)

[bpdgotmelike]

it always dawns on me how disposable i am. yes i can be useful to people when they want me to be but the truth is nobody truly needs me. what i can give people, which isn’t much to begin with, can be found anywhere from anyone else. i’m not special and i know that. i imagine myself not present in the lives of the people i love and it’s clear they wouldn’t be missing out on much. not to mention how it feels like people only merely entertain me, maybe out of pity than anything else. i’m only as good as people want me to be and when they don’t want me anymore there isn’t anything i can say or do that’ll convince them i’m worthwhile. i am nothing.

[savemerina]

some shit i made last night

[honeypleasejustkillme]

dating me is easy, i have 0 self worth! you can treat me however u want and i’ll never leave!!

[honeypleasejustkillme]

everyone gets bored of me eventually. i'm not saying this to get comfort or pity, it's just me remembering that everyone goes away in the end :/

[moonflowerblooms-deactivated202]

I just want to lock you in my basement <3

[prolificastrobpd]

[lild3m0nsworld]

[obsession333]

she’s who i want to be

i want to crawl out of my skin. this body keeps giving me problems, i wish i was perfect and i didn’t have any cuts. that’s all i ever wanted when did it get this bad? even if i’m skinnier the memories would stay there i’ll never be pretty enough for you.

[obsession333]

tw warning ⚠️

damn i just finished cutting the fuck out of myself for no reason woke up that way :) life keeps getting worse and worse .

[obsession333]

thanksgiving today ahhh

I still weight 46kg why can’t it go down :((

maybe if i fast today it’ll go to 45 i just want to be happy

[obsession333]

i’m so far from my goal

i can’t seem to go lower than 46kg :(( i wanna be 44kg at least then go down to 40 and stay there

[obsession333]

why can’t i look like this :,(

i can’t have that :( i’m too gross i feel disgusting i can’t even

i’m so far from my goal i wanna crawl onto a ball and cry

[obsession333]

i’m so gross i binged I FUCKING BINGEEEEDDDD I HATE MYSELFFFF

all in a span of 20 mins i found die