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20 ─ mdni ─ ghost appreciator first, woman second

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i don't even wanna think about the mw4 trailer rn im so scared

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i don't think simon really cares about traditional gender roles, he doesn't want to force you into being some sort of picture-perfect housewife, doesn't want you to be unhappy slaving away over a stove all of your married life. he doesn't think you should have to clean or cook for him, but if you want to, why would he complain?

he likes to do little things around the house, repairing stubborn outlets and light switches, fixing the plumbing, tending to your car. he mows the lawn for you, not because you can't do it, but because why should you have to? he's right there.

why would you lift a finger? why would you soil those soft hands when he's got far more blood staining his? not to mention the nerve damage. not that he'd say it like that. he doesn't mind getting his hands dirty so long as yours stay clean.

and don't even think of suggesting splitting the bill.

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"i will be watching for your enemies, to let them know that they contend with me" is such a simon lyric im droolinggg,,,

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simon, after realizing you aren't going to break, has to be touching you. all the time. it doesn't matter how or where. a hand on the thigh, hand clasping yours, or a hand on your shoulder. he doesn't mind crowding you when you sit next to one another. he's just so obsessed with the fact you're soft against his rough edges, and you don't flinch when he raises his hand. makes him feel normal. he likes feeling normal with you.

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divorced simon is just as gentle, if not softer. he's quieter, which is a feat, considering he's not very talkative in the first place. when you invite him over for holidays, he lingers. steals glances at you from across the room, pretending his heart isn't empty. what's worse is he didn't even want to divorce you. not at all. never in a million years. but when things got bad, when you threw the option in his face, hoping he'd fight you on it, fight for you — he didn't. he's so used to everything being taken from him, everything he loves has scratches and bitemarks. he tries so hard to hold them in place but life just keeps taking from him. he gave up on fighting, not because he doesn't love you — god, he loves you so much it hurts. and he loves you enough to let you go because he thinks it's what you really want. he puts your feelings above his own. always. he knows you value your independence, he'd never take that from you. so, he agreed, stone-faced. he signed the papers without making a fuss.

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simon in marriage is a lot softer than you expect. he's gentler, cautious with you. he provides quietly, his displays of love are actions, not words.

simon would rather die than buy himself new shoes unless they're completely unusable, but with you, he'd buy you the nicest, newest little things. shoes, clothes, home décor, whatever you want.

it doesn't matter if it's unreasonable, not practical. you like it, it's yours. he likes being a provider. it makes him feel competent. in some strange way, it feels like he's righting the wrongs of his parents marriage by breaking the cycle.

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hello party people ッ

i was introduced to this site by a couple of my friends around a month ago and have been perusing if you will... absorbing many many works by lots of different people... and let me tell you it has been an adventure. yes, there are great writers!! and yes, there are excellent stories to read! however, while finding these stories and writers, i've also found and come to the conclusion that there are a lot of things that irritate me, too

this post is not to discourage or harm anyone, write the way you want to about the things that you wanna write about!! there's plenty of good things that i love about tumblr but this is dedicated to the stuff i don't like. i'm a huge yapper who wants to share her thoughts with everyone and i'll probably yap some more after this

for context i have been reading my whole life and have been writing for roughly 9 years. started out on wattpad and i have consumed lots and lots from ao3. i am also, shamelessly, a gojo daughter. a satoru freak if you will. ok anyway lets go !!

tw opinion

what is with all of the breeding kinks. i am deeply concerned and quite fearful because why is it everywhere. i always think i'm going into cute fluff content or maybe passionate love-making type of smut, but no i deadass just get bred by whoever it is i'm reading about and i am horrified. most of the time, or at least with the stuff i find, it's not even in the hashtags. what is with everyone's need to get pregnant hello?? where am i?? to add on, just the straaange kinks too. like why am i seeing incest kinks on tumblr. thats genuinely just disgusting full offense

the apostrophes. f'me is the WORST offender. y'r? y'[word] m'[word] s'[word]? i hate this. genuinely i HATE it. over half of the time, they don't even make sense. not every word in a sentence is slurred like that, but i think the worst part for me is just how much it's overused. i see it everywhere and it'll be every single sentence from a character. regardless if it's smut, it is just so painfully overused and i just get annoyed every single time i see it because whyyyy can we not speak proper english?? it is not hard to say two words, especially if each word has ONE syllable.

mischaracterization/lack of realism this one is wayy more common and it fills me with dread bro because why are we talking about like... john price from cod abusing me? or gojo out of all people trying to sa me lowkirkenuinely. just insanely unrealistic scenarios in modern/college aus or stories about big burly military men that literally just wont ever happen. dont get me wrong i'll forever be a little delusional but its so hard to find fics on here. also to a brief mention of the breeding stuff, i fear BREEDING is sooo ooc for a lot of characters and it makes my brain hurt. i also see people dumbing down characters and reducing their actual canon personalities to mush and its just sad to see

reader constantly being horny ok now this one genuinely drives me crazy. i know everyone is a completely different person and we all as people have different sex drives. of course, i also know that the writer is not me and sometimes the reader has to be horny for the plot or the scene or whatever, but WHY is it always in the worst scenarios? why is it written so... strangely? it'll be a serious conversation or a sad scene, and the reader is just thinking about said character's fingers or other certain body parts of their partner. it's another ooc kind of issue i suppose but it just drives me craaaazy.

anyway that's all for my rant... divider creds to aquazero and kodaswrld guys dividers are so cute and fun i love them so much wow

if you guys have recs for jjk fics—especially with plot—do send them my way!! i looovelovelovelove to just sit here and read

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simon will refer to you as his "missus" and in the same breath, beat the breaks off of another soldier who has the nerve to jokingly ask "oh, the ol' ball and chain?" this married life shit is serious.

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i like people's interpretations of simon's behavior, every single one is different. but i have a soft spot for those posts where he's gentle, he's making a conscious effort to be soft with you. calloused, rough, and scarred hands cradling you like you're the most precious thing on earth. even if there was blood staining them hours ago. he makes an effort to touch you gently because he already knows he can break you. he just doesn't want to.

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i think simon's nails are one of two things, they're short, for sure — but i think he clips them, it's a cleanliness thing. he doesn't like having dirt under his nails, irks him. that, or he bites them, tearing them off with his teeth and spitting them out while he's waiting during a mission. i doubt he bites them so much they're stubs, but if he can't find clippers, his teeth will do.

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im entirely convinced simon would wear your wisdom teeth around his neck if you let him

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i think simon is really interested in the limits of the human body, not in a normal way, of course — but he always wonders. wonders if he hooked his fingers at each end of your mouth and tugged, how long it would it take for your lips to crack and bleed? or, even for your jaw to break

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ok i know my last few posts have been about this but its so stupid

people who get genuinely angry when other people make sexual content of ghost because of his 09 backstory genuinely cannot be serious. if we want to assume that the backstory for 09 will be similar for the one for our current ghost, sure. you could make the argument that he avoids physical/sexual interactions because of his trauma.

however, that doesn't make it okay to dumb him down to an edgy, sensitive, or aggressive/reactive man who was assaulted that can never be seen as anything else — that's completely disregarding his character. fandoms have a bad habit of seeing a character who has been sexually assaulted and making that their only trait.

content about the way ghost would act in sexual situations is personalized to whoever is trying to characterize him. you are welcome to say he wouldn't ever have sex — but that's your opinion. the thing about fandom spaces is that you have access to different perspectives, it encourages you to engage and think critically about a piece of media. and if you don't agree — you are well in your right to do so, but instead of raving on about how you think the poster is morally wrong for sexualizing ghost, scroll/block and move on!!! it's not that hard

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most people have the capacity to goon to simon ghost riley whilst also understanding his character, don't discredit the human mind

however it's also perfectly acceptable if someone finds him hot but doesn't want to dig elbows deep into the lore, it's not that deep. he's a masked dude that circles around tiktok — do the math

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i think the conversation that comes up whenever simon/ghost is edited or talked about in a sexual way is so, so genuinely stupid. whining and crying because people are seeing this big, masked man and wanting a piece of him? are we serious? the world will keep spinning if someone comments something abhorrent (and equally funny) underneath an edit.

dumb people will be the first to complain that the cod fandom is ruined because all of these "ghost fangirls" but then interact with their content just to complain, feeding more of it into their algorithm

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simon matches your freak, maybe outdoes it sometimes.

you could tell this man you want to pry open his ribcage with a crowbar and crawl in that cushy place in the space between. and simon will smile so wide, probably the widest he has in years. though, with the scar that mangles his lips, it looks more like he's baring his teeth.

in return, he'll tell you he'd like to snap both of your legs, calls it "clipping tha' wings off my bird"

and maybe he's the hardest he's ever been in his life. thinking about you ripping him open and breaking your legs so he can spend hours between them, but who said that?

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i think simon has a staring problem. i do not mean he likes eye contact. i mean he's always lurking. he stares at things for so long it's hard to tell if he's even blinking. if you're talking, he's looking. god forbid you turn your head toward him while you're talking, he's already looking at you. he's completely zeroed in. he looks like he's trying to pry you open, figure out what your brain looks like. if he focuses hard enough, maybe he can imagine what it'd be like to pry your face open from your mouth. or something.