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No Blue, No Green." -Sylvia A. Earle

ㅤꨄ︎ - Currently Reading:

chemistry for dummies and biology for dummies

ㅤꨄ︎ - "If God is all you have, you have all you need." John 14:8

https://riverchristian.online.church

ㅤꨄ︎ - My Workout Routine:

legs || abs || back || hip flexor

#namiquotes - quotes about the ocean from the famous

#namidiary2026 - this years diary entries

#namiquotes #namidiary2026

psychology: master the mind game

are u impatient ?

do u have a lack of self control?

u cannot be focused on where u are at, focus on where u are going

Friday, June 26 space enter this past week I’ve been a real Judd. I cleaned my room today. I woke up at 5:00 PM hang out with my best friend Anna. She is being quite silly today and I loved hanging out with her. It’s nice to see her video camera. I did some day trading studies homework. If you will I’d like to study day training every day, but it’s hard when I’m doing it myself and I don’t exactly know what I’m supposed to be learning and how to apply it but for now I just wanna be able to read NASDA charts today. I watched Hannah Jones Hannah Chan videos. She talked about like a three star strategy. I don’t remember exactly what it’s called. She said that three things you wanna look for for the strategy is the area of opening or something. I don’t have to look back in my notes And she also said to look for the consistencies between NASDAQ, Dow Jones, and S&P 500 since they are alike one of the last things is to find your custom indicator from where the chart was very likely to react and I’m missing stuff too, but as you find these three things and maybe even the consistency indicators, you’ll be able to understand Where to find an opening to start trading I don’t remember which Church this applies you chart I mean but I’ll have to see if she’s talking about Bush or bears charts only or if it goes both ways I’ll have to look at what the reason the exact reason is, but I did write down the three important rules you need to find the indicator in which to open at I’ll put the three rules down below this 📔 emoji emoji ❤️ right here. Delete this message next line. I also went to the gym today. I prayed I repented for my sins. I said that I just wanted to have fun and I learned today that experience is OK, but don’t drown in that area where you know you’re not supposed to be The Holy Spirit lives within you and the Holy Spirit is a part of God. We are all one and I am divine if I think I’m not where I’m supposed to be at then ask God for help to reach the coal of where I’m supposed to be at but today I’m just glad that I went to gym and got pretty good workout and I stretched real well I practice stretching my middle stretches and I talk to Alex. He’s very inspirational today. He gave me some advice about my whisper Cam Shaw, but aside from everything this past week I put my trust in God that he will show me the way he’ll take away my pain and suffering my trauma. You won’t let anything hold me back. I can have fun but remember, don’t let this moment. Drown you if you really believe that’s not where you’re meant to be And I do feel it right now. I’m not where I meant to be. There’s a door that’s waiting for me and I gotta make my way to that door to expand my knowledge and experience something new. This could change my life if I understood how money works in this world and how I can multiply it And we really hard on achieving just everything that I wanna do. Alex is 36 years old and he had a kid at 30 I think pretty close though he had 30 years to live his life and he just told me that I live for myself. I don’t live for another child of me right right yet And one day my parents are gonna be gone and I can no longer just ask them for help they’re not gonna be here when I need it most I have to be able to carry it myself on my own in this world. I need to stay strong state divine, and stay protected my dreams of being a scientist are dead, and an opportunity opens for me to be able to work with something that I love someway somehow be around what I love someway somehow and to focus on me in anyway that I can is all that I ask it’s OK to be distracted and to be a child for one moment But don’t let that moment where you’re not supposed to be make you drown because you know where you need to be, and I think God for everything that he’s given me even my life, even a will to find a purpose, joy determination in my life .

#namidiary2026

Winning is getting what you want out of your time on planet Earth. -Sarah Knight "Get your shit together"

Because buying convenience and time is a thing. #food

lord god, allow me to tell a disrespectful man "how bout' u take me to the bank..?" and be able to compare his bank account to my bank account. amen. 🐺

MONEY IS NOT STUFF. MONEY IS FUTURE CHOICES.

“One of the best things about making your own money as a woman is no one can ever tell you that you’re a gold digger.”

You can have anything in life if you will sacrifice everything else for it

I keep waiting for a version of me that feels different. Stronger. More disciplined. More alive. More me. Lately it feels like I’m standing in the same emotional room, staring at the same walls, having the same broken record conversations in my head every week. What if this spring season its about surviving long enough to not give up on myself. Being kind. Being aware of the beauty in my surroundings.

Hustle culture tells me if I wanted it badly, I’d transform overnight. Spirituality tells me there is meaning in suffereing. Self-improvement tells me to optimize every flaw. But none of these voices sit with me when my room gets dark.

Today, I cried. I cried about my situation. My job. The loneliness. My past. Anxiety about my present. How lost I feel. My brain and how I hate it so much. The time I’ve wasted. Mental Rebirth is the closest I can get to a suicide without sin. I’m experiencing burnout, I’ve completely lost my mind. I’ve fallen out of routine. I lack discipline. I forgot what’s best for me and where my goals were at. I’m 23 now… it’s time I pick one path and stick to it until the end. If I havnt made it by 30, if I can’t make enough money to support my children, own a house, grow them to understand how important making an impact really means then, I’m afraid I won’t make it past 30. I’m rotting away, my goals feel almost impossible… almost unrealistic. I feel like my time is expiring and my head just isn’t ready to understand that. My friends…. hardly feel like friends. I’ve convinced myself that these people I know online really make an impact on me when in reality they have nothing to do with me. All I have is myself if you really look at the bigger picture. It’s me vs me and me vs the world. Focus up, remember the goal, remember who you’re doing this for.

Sat May 2

#namidiary2026

"Knowledge of the ocean is more than a matter of curiosity. Our very survival may hinge upon it."

-President John F. Kennedy (1961)

#namiquotes

Never confuse a single defeat with a final defeat

celebrate consistency over occasional perfection

A version of me you created in your mind is not my responsibility.

the good wants my soul and the evil wants my soul, how valuable are you?

without the dark, we'd never see the stars

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