Camie 🌊🤍

[selkiese]

[nonbinaryjudean]

OCD things that you don't hear about:

episodes of paranoia, delusions, and dissociation

cyclical thoughts/spirals

magical thinking

episodes that can be very similar to psychosis or mania

attributing human emotions to inanimate objects

dermatillomania and trichotillomania

false sensations (like bugs crawling on skin)

paying way too much attention to very small things

physical health issues caused by compulsions

symptoms that are "problematic" (doing things that are considered "wasteful", needing reassurance or validation from others...)

extreme, deep, dreadful fear of things that can't truly be explained

disconnect between emotional and cognitive/logical responses or thoughts

contamination fears

problems with addiction and dopamine regulation

other people trying to force exposure therapy onto you without your consent and it making your anxiety way worse

list making

[oceangirlie]

Those thoughts aren’t your own, OCD child.

[oceangirlie]

I hate living as a human being. My life feels cruel and worthless, I want to be something else. I feel nothing with my existence as a human being. I feel like I’m too much but not enough. Everything I went through feels like it’s been for nothing, that I just suffer more and more with my mental health. I envy the ocean, as much as I love it, I envy it. The ocean doesn’t have to worry if people actually love it or not. The ocean doesn’t have to worry about OCD taking over its life, The ocean never has to worry about being medicated all its life, I want to be apart of the sea. My life as a human is a mistake, and I should be elsewhere.

[chlorinehuffer]

[vampyre-mutagen]

Deadlyashes on Instagram

[mysharona1987]

[oceangirlie]

This and a blunt and a big ass sandwich. 👀👀

[xanaxfarts]

[princerevelucide]

theres NONE left. i drinked it all

[stemboards]

theres NONE left. i drinked it all stimboard 🌱

[somewordsarebiggerthanothers]

[olivenoelle]

@oceangirlie

[oceangirlie]

@olivenoelle my everythinggg

[oceangirlie]

Sometimes I feel like these chubby goldfishies 😜

[patchouii]

It’s colors like these that instantly make you want to hit the trail or grab your swimsuit……. 𓆟 𓆝 𓆟 ⁺ ₊ ⋆

[oceangirlie]

When I die, do not bury me, do not cremate me, but place my body in the sea where my soul can finally rest. I want to rest beneath the waves because that’s where I belong.

[sylviaplathreincarnate]

[ghostlystarlightbluebird]

[oceangirlie]

I desire to have a lover I can bring to the ocean with me so we can swim in it together because I crave that level of intimacy.