Jen

I'm Janette and I find beauty in my flaws. And by flaws, I mean the much of a trust that I gave and the much of the risk that I take when I know that the much of muchness can kill me. I'm 21 but I know that I still got the heart of a hopeful kid.

[kiisuuumii]

why is it not enough to just sip coffee and read poetry outside why must i be employed

[love-notes-to-survivors]

Sending love to everyone who has been having mental breakdowns in private lately, while outwardly pretending to be okay all the time.

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Some seek their goals entwined with schemes,

A guiding role within life's endless streams.

But I had dreams, without a tethered seam,

Or goals once held, now lost within the theme.

Once, a goal held firm and true,

Yet on this soul's way, it slipped from view.

Now dreams alone must light the sole's bay,

Until that goal finds me once more, some day

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awkward pose

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it was real at the beginning or maybe I was just naive. I don't want to blame you but you gave me no choice. You've lied and still, you made me feel sorry for it. And for that, I wish that you would stay away,  please, I beg like how you beg me to be someone that I'm not. oh please, help me forget you because you remind me so much of my foolishness

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you know i'm right, the battle's so tight. couldn't choose if it's you or the time that I fight.

[selves-acceptance]

your trauma is valid even if you can’t remember it clearly or at all.

your trauma is valid even if you doubt it sometimes.

your trauma is valid even if other people denied it was happening.

[oceanicfeatures]

sometimes, you can only fight for what is possible because it's not always that you're given an opportunity. But you have to remember that in this life, everything is a battle and because of that, nothing is ever guaranteed. It's either you'll get the victory through it, or waste your time fighting for nothing. pretty scary, yes. So the question is, how many battles are you willing to fight after every loss or maybe even after every win.

itsjanettepm

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I’ve always been worried about having scars after being hurt. I think it’s because some people see my scars as damage, and then they make up these stories inside their heads like they know how I got it. And I hate it. I hate it because I know how hard I’ve tried to prevent it, and yet I can’t dodge those fucking bullets. When people judge me through my scars, I feel like they invalidate my hard work.

[ofnikkcs]

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clearly this isn’t all that there is can’t take what’s been given but we’re so okay here we’re doing fine