maybe I dreamt you

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[fixielixie]

the tlg discourse happening on twitter rn is pissing me off so bad bc they don’t UNDERSTANDDDDDD it’s not about shane staying in montreal as a matter of pride or letting the homophobes win by leaving or staying and being miserable. it’s about shane BRINGING THREE CUPS TO MONTREAL and them just LETTING HIM WALK???!!!!!!! shane shouldn’t have to do ANYTHUNG management should be bending over backwards promising to literally bring heaven to earth to keep THE Shane Hollander on the team !!! who cares who the fuck he’s fucking he could be fucking donald trump and they still would list the players and coaches and say “how many do u want gone?” BACK TO BACK CUPS? two years later ANOTHER CUP still in his PRIME?? shane is not some kinda good team player who just happened to be on a good team that got lucky in a cup run IT WAS HIM!!! HES THE REASON THEY WON AND EVERYONE KNOWS THAT. any franchise would be insane to let him walk ESPECIALLY over fucking locker room dynamics FUCK THOSE GUYS WE’RE GONNA REBUILD AROUND HOLLANDER AGAIN!!!!!!

[tothecottage]

skipdivorce is fun to me bc I have no stake in scott and kip as characters. if shane and ilya got divorced I would kill myself

[shirlgirloutdoors]

Sequioa National Park

[gaysie]

i need to fuck hudson williams so bad it makes me look [remembers negative self talk is bad] earnestly sincere and open to the innumerable beauties of the world

[wiionme]

Painting by Jon Gasca

[lilyblisslys]

if I ever tell you “lmk what you think if you read/play/watch it!” I am firmly inviting you to send me a play by play minute by minute cataloguing of your thoughts about The Thing

[the-kings-of-henrietta]

if you see a bad bitch in the churchyard tonight don't worry. that's my good and personal friend DICK gansey and he's about to have the world's worst meetcute

[cutetanuki-chan]

[dawg4aday]

i'll be honest, this was more gay than the pride tape

[brownbitchshit]

I think we as a fandom don't talk about enough how Ilya is a lover but Shane is a protector! Like yes they both are Loverboys and carers but Shane is ferally protective of Ilya since day 1.

Ilya couldn’t understand what the reporter is saying, Shane stepped up to answer for him.

He felt something was off with Ilya in Sochi, kept checking up on him.

After Sochi when Shane realized how dangerous Russia is for Ilya, he tried to convince Ilya to not go back by asking if it's safe, if he has to go back.

When Ilya opened up about his father, Shane climbed up on his lap and hugged him. In that entire episode he kept checking up on Ilya to see if he is okay, if everything back home is okay.

When they get to the cottage, Shane is taking his bag, making his food, making sure he is taken care of. When Ilya talks about the danger of having a Russian passport and marrying Svetlana, Shane is the one who stays up all night to make them 10 years plan.

When his mom questions Ilya's loyalty to Boston Shane defends him.

This isnt the end. In TLG, Shane defends Ilya to Hayden and JJ.

When the near plane crash happens Shane proposes to show Ilya that he is 100% sure about them.

Most importantly when the Commissioner threatens Ilya and Shane to destroy their career, Shane snaps and says he chooses Ilya.

Shane is constantly making sure of Ilya's wellbeing, planning things for him, defending and choosing him everytime. Ilya is 100% Shane's baby and Shane is an overprotective mother hen which I think is beautiful.

[fuckrozanov]

tonight i am thinking about book shane saying “they weren’t you” when ilya asks him about the two other guys he hooked up with. and just. the implications of that. they weren’t you. almost the entire foundation of what i know about sex has been built around you. imagine my surprise when i hooked up with other people and they didn’t grab my jaw and kiss me soft and all over. they didn’t pin my wrists above my head or make me cum without touching me. what did i think about? nothing. everything. the fact that i am ruined for anyone else. that i didn’t even let them kiss me on the mouth because i didn’t want to erase the last time you did it. that i didn’t want to be there at all and it wasn’t the first time i’ve had that feeling. because i never desired anyone before you and i’ll never desire anyone else again. they weren’t you.

[octoberwillcureme]

I’m so anti-advertisement that even if I was planning on purchasing something, if I see an ad for it??? nevermind

[suraks-sweet-tits]

yeah a man bun is a fuckass hairstyle but Shane having longer hair because through the safety net of being loved by Ilya so completely he feels secure enough to start breaking away from the very rigid grip he had over himself to perform to the expectations of traditional hockey player masculinity at all times is important to me

[the-stary-knight]

propaganda in favour of this btw

[octoberwillcureme]

it actually IS important to me, and I didn’t realize it until now, but I’m actively gnawing on the bars of my enclosure. gimme hair

[freakoutgirl]

the internet seems like a distant dream

[freakoutgirl]

whatever we are on rn is not the internet. It's ads

[shaneposting]

i love shane hollander. i love that he exists. i love everything about him. i love that he’s asian and biracial. i love that he’s the best at hockey. i love that he’s tall and jacked and masc and in a very hypermasculine career and is also a slutty little sub bottom. i love that he’s earnest and sincere and he sucks at sexting. i love that he’s an overexplainer. i love that he keeps hiring people to sort out aspects of his life that he is not good at. i love his fuck ass haircut. i love his architecture obsession. i love that he has his own well and you can see it if you like. i love his massive wet eyes. i love whatever the fuck kind of psychosexual shit he has going on in his own beautiful mind. i love that he’s complex and interesting and flawed. i love that he’s doing all that while also dealing with being autistic and having an eating disorder and a bunch of sensory issues and everything that comes with being a professional athlete and a celebrity and a guy whose mom is his manager. i love him so much that it doesn’t matter whether he was only ever supposed to be a stand in or a cheap knock off. he contains multitudes. i have killed for him and i will die for him. thank you and goodnight

[json-derulo]

"you were always such a good kid! we never had to worry about you :)" thanks! you actually should've, though. like about this specifically

[gnawu]

someone commented on hudson saying “he’s so good at having eyes” and i think that description takes the cake