THE SUN & HER FLOWERS.

EUNHA / XXIV. " all these sorrows i have seen .. they lead me to believe that everything’s a mess .. but i wanna dream . "

[odctes]

hi ! i’m mobile so this is a mess but i’m finally starting to get muse back so i’m rly excited to be able to come off my hiatus soon and interact w everyone again ! i just wanted 2 post a message 2 let u all kno im not dead even though i wish i was bc i have a killer sunburn but KSNSJDJ see u guys next week !!!!!!

[odctes]

🤝 + 17.

“  c’mon  celeste..  i  know  you’ve  got  this.  ”  odette  cheered,  lightly  grabbing  the  others  shoulders.  “  college  literally  sucks,  but  if  i  can  get  this  far.  you  definitely  can.  ”  taking  a  pause,  odette  pulled  celeste  closer,  engulfing  her  in  a  big  hug  before  sending  her  off.  but  not  without  a  last  word.  “  i  believe  in  you  !  ”

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🤝 16

this  was  supposed  to  be  a  stress  free  night  but  with  bethani,  who  keeps  trying  to  talk,  when  all  odette  really  wants  to  do  right  now  is  the  opposite,  was  kinda  killing  the  mood.  so  in  a  desperate  attempt  to  distract  the  other  and  to  get  them  to  quiet  down,  odette  reached  up  carressing  her  cheeks.  “  you’re  beautiful,  you  know  that  ?  ”

[odctes]

9 for the touch meme

“  charlie.. i feel so bad about manon. ”  odette  hung  her  head  low, ashamed.  these  days  she  had  been  thinking  too  much  about  the  night  of  the  party,  and  it  was  taking  a  huge  toll  on  her.  there  also  weren’t  many  people  around  that  odette  felt  that  she  could  be  vunerable  with,  but  she  was  at  a  stand  still.  she  had  to  let  it  out.  “  please don’t leave me.  i  can’t  be  alone  right  now.  please.  ”  she  whispered  weakly,  reaching  out  to  grab  his  arm  in  a  desperate  attempt  to  get  him  to  stay.  she  needed  to  know  that  she  wasn’t  alone  in  this.

[odctes]

♭ for an angry text

INNA: hey

INNA: hey

INNA: BITCH FUCKING ANSWER ME

INNA: i need a favor

INNA: ANSWER ME !!!!

ODETTE: what ????????

ODETTE: for a second i thought u were DYING

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anyone catching your eye lately

“  there  may  or  may  not  be  someone  catching  my  eye.  but  i’m  to  stressed  out  to  even  think  about  anything  other  then  school  right  now.  so  you’ll  never  find  out  who  it  is.  ”

[odctes]

Would you rather be stuck in a house with someone you hate or be stuck in a house alone?

“  to  be  fair,  i  don’t  think  i  hate  anyone.  so,  for  me..  it’d  esentially  be  the  same  thing.  basically  i’d  choose  to  be  stuck  in  a  house  alone.  ”

[odctes]

lets get nasti

[sagamemes]

fifty reasons to touch someone.   a variation of this. send me a 🤝 + a number ( add ‘flip’ to reverse it )  for your muse to touch mine…

…to say ‘good morning’.

…to say ‘goodnight’.

…to say ‘goodbye’.

…where it hurts.

…where it doesn’t hurt.

…on a falling tear.

…in secrecy.

…in public.

…desperately.

…in joy.

…in grief.

…discreetly.

…casually.

…passionately.

…lazily.

…to distract.

…as encouragement.

…for luck.

…on a scar.

…on a place of insecurity.

…in a rush of adrenaline.

…in relief.

…in danger.

…as a ‘yes’.

…as a ‘no’.

…as an apology.

…as a suggestion.

…as a lie.

…as a promise.

…as comfort.

…after a small rejection.

…to wake yours up.

…forcefully.

…to pretend.

…to gain something.

…to give up control.

…without a motive.

…because you are running out of time.

…because i am running out of time.

…because the world is ending.

…because the world is saved.

…out of pride.

…out of greed.

…out of lust.

…out of anger.

…out of envy or jealousy.

…out of spite.

…out of habit.

…out of necessity.

…out of love.

[ dealer’s choice / randomise ]

[odctes]

lets get nasti

[odctes]

hi im mobile so this will b ugly but I’ll be on hopefully later 2night! i just got out of school and have practice in about an hour so :-( it’ll probably b late when i’m able to get on , im sorry but i miss u guys :-(

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justicechoii‌:

    “i’m the first one to break out of it. i think everyone in my family being lawyers but me is alright.. i don’t know how they can all argue so well and defend someone in a court… i know i’d just start crying if someone didn’t believe me.” he admitted, taking a quick sip of his coffee to again, keep himself from going red at his embarrassing comment. although her next words made him cough, his hand moving to his mouth in hopes that he wouldn’t splutter everywhere. his eyes quickly scanned the library to make sure no one had caught on to both of their slip-ups, curling his lips as he shook his head once she started apologizing. “it’s fine..” justice shrugged, raising the drink to his lips again. “–some people might say that, but i dunno.” it was a comment to hopefully make her smile and feel less bad about the comment, grinning widely this time. they had never really had a conversation this long before, and it was beyond enjoyable really. he was cursing himself for not speaking to her sooner. “we’ll both get through it, i wouldn’t doubt that for a second.”

a  soft  giggle  was  let  out  at  justices  confession.  “  listen,  it  takes  a  lot  of  practice  to  not  want  to  cry.  up  until  i  was  like  fifteen  if  someone  even  raised  their  voice  at  me  slightly  i’d  just  burst  into  tears.  ”  at  his  next  words,  it  was  odettes  turn  to  nearly  choke  on  her  coffee.  she  was  definitely  not  expecting  anything  like  that  to  come  from  the  others  mouth.  her  face  began  to  grow  red  and  warm  while  a  large  grin  broke  out  onto  her  lips.  “  i  think  you’ll  get  through  it.  me  ?  i’m  not  so  sure  about.  i  mean,  i’m  ready  to  rip  my  hair  out  already  and  this  can  barely  be  called  stress  considering  what  we’re  going  to  go  through  for..  probably  the  rest  of  our  lives.  why  did  we  have  to  pick  two  of  the  hardest  careers  ?  ”

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nikopng‌:

“is that what you’re into nowadays?” niko pulls on a judging look and mumbles afterward, “nerd.” nevertheless, his grin returns as he claps his hands together. “i got you a date! at this small, cute, italian restaurant – you’ll love it.” his smile turns into a smirk at his next set of words. “but your company’s the best part. he’s studying medicine. we love a good samaritan, right? i feel like i hit the jackpot this time. easy on the eyes too.” niko’s giddy, loving every second that he spends setting odette up with strangers, feeling pure joy at trying to find her the right type. “date’s set for a classy 7 pm. you’ll go, right?” 

“  don’t  give  me  that  look  okay..  scrabble  helps  with  brain  development.  maybe  you  should  try  playing  it  sometime.  i  think  you  could  use  it.  ”  she  teases,  pushing  her  lower  lip  out  into  a  faux  pout  before  returning  nikos  grin.  but  as  soon  as  it  comes,  it  goes.  odette  really  appreciated  niko  trying  to  help  her  but  she  just  wasn’t  interested  in  blind  dates.  you   would  think  with  her  being  into  romance  novels,  she’d  love  them.  i  mean,  meeting  your  true  love  on   a  blind  date  ?  how  romantic.  but  odette  would  rather  have  her  meeting  be  organic,  like  fate.  “  i  don’t  know  niko,  i’m  really  busy  and..  ”  she  trailed  off,  trying  to  think  of  a  good  excuse  to  get  out  of  this  situation.

[goneimpulse-deactivated20210319]

𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒅𝒔 𝒇𝒐𝒍𝒅𝒆𝒅 𝒂𝒄𝒓𝒐𝒔𝒔 𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒍𝒂𝒑, celeste is attempting to look calm, cool, & collected.  not that her little facade is very convincing  ––  how could anyone be truly calm with the week the group has faced ?  she’s tried different methods of destressing  :  from ( newly )  blonde locks to treating herself to more than a few cosmos at the local bar.  the drinks sit acidicly in the base of her stomach & she hopes it isn’t evident in her composure.  ❛  you think ‘sorry, just watched some of the people i care about the most get escorted away in squad cars’ is an acceptable excuse to get an extension on this project ?  ❜

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“  i  mean,  considering  i’ve  heard  someone  use,  and  get  away  with  the  excuse  of  ‘  sorry,  my  roommate  ate  my  homework.  ’  i’d  say  yours  is  pretty  acceptable.  ”  odette  joked,  trying  to  lighten  the  mood  even  a  little  bit.  “  i  get  it  though.  these  past  few  months  have  been  so  crazy.  ”

[alwaysbizzy-blog1]

“Don’t judge - yesterday, I had gotten so bored with studying that I went onto my roommate’s netflix account and started watching Orange is the New Black. The amount of cringe is insane - but I finished all of it in a week. Is that like… natural?” She groaned as she poked at her oatmeal. “Seriously, just needed to get my mind away from the past couple of weeks.” 

[odctes]

“  no  judgement  here  considering  i  love  orange  is  the  new  black.  it’s  like  a  secret  guilty  pleasure  of  mine.  and  thats  totally  natural.  i’m  like  that  but  with  books.  i  think i  finished  the  whole  twilight  series  in  like  three days.  ”  odette  laughed  softly.  “  well,  there’s  no  better  way  to  do  that  then  binging.  ”

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zcnns‌:

           zen didn’t regularly approach many people by choice, but as of late he found himself more and more willing to initiate conversations - at least, specifically with the people involved with manon. maybe it was because he felt like they all now had an unspoken bound, but more so, he had always been friendly with odette. he understood that her major was far more stressful than most, so he had always tried to make her feel a little better; brighten her day without directly VOICING any attempts. his writing was his comfort, and the fact that he could make her feel better through that was satisfying in it’s own. it was like a TASTE of what he wanted to make for himself. “i-” he cut off when she spoke, a few papers in hand as he stood in place. “i can bring you coffee,” he immediately offered, his brows furrowed in concern. “not sure my conscience could handle the second, but i do have this - it might help?” holding out the papers for her, he shrugged. “not that you have to read it NOW. since you’re busy, i don’t wanna distract you.”

odette  had  been  doing  this  a  lot  lately.  making  asumpations.  because  if  she  would  have  known  that  it  was  zen  approaching  her,  she  wouldn’t  have  been  so,  what  she  considered,  harsh.  “  oh  no  --  don’t  worry  about  coffee.  i  can  live  without  it,  i  think.  ”  she  joked.  her  hands  reached  out  to  gently  take  the  papers  from  his  hands.  “  thank  you.  ”  she  replied  sincerely,  giving  him  a  quick  glance,  and  a  smile  before  she  looked  over  the  papers.  “  you  wouldn’t  distract  me  !  ”  she  responded  quickly.  “  do  you  want  to  sit,  maybe  ?  ”

[svnflvwcrs]

“look, i want to say that i had a plan for us when i called you out here, really, i did, but…” she let her words trail off, shoulders lifting into a careless shrug. planning an outing always lacked a certain something; too drab. at least to evie. it was too mechanical in it’s procedure. too stiff. no leeway to veer from the original plan and that was simply boring to the girl. all you needed was a place and time and from there, the brunette believed anything was possible. especially if you had a bit of alcohol available to you– not that she did, but it was always better if there was. “ it’s more fun if we just wing it, don’t you think? plus, i’m sure that this shopping center has seen worse than two college girls before. though, i’m not too sure how well that’ll hold up after we leave.” @odctes

[odctes]

“  and  i  want  to  say  that  i  know  why  i  agreed  to  come  out  with  you,  but  i  really  don’t.  ”  odette  teased  the  other.  the  truth  was  that  she  enjoyed  evies  company.  even  though  odette  may  give  her  a  hard  time  sometimes,  she  does  consider  the  other  a  friend  of  hers.  “  i  mean  i  guess  so.  i  don’t  know,  i’ve  never  really  winged  it  before.  ”  she  shrugged,  before  turning  to  face  evie  slightly.  “  don’t  you  mean  one  college  girl  and  an  evie  ?  let’s  face  it,  you’re  way  more  wild  then  a  typical  college  student.  ”