heart aching for everything that could’ve been
i miss her so much and it fills me with guilt, hate this idea of not being good enough that never goes away
always lingering
idk how to express myself so fuckit i’ll just hide it here so i can stop crying in bed about things that are in the past already
whatever you do if you want my advice, don’t self isolate and find someone to confide that cares, cus it’s triggered an avalanche of self destruction since









