fuck a fake smile

I read the things they write about me. Hear what they're saying on the TV, it's crazy. It's getting hard for them to shock me but every now and then It's shocking, don't blame me. I know it's the life that I chose.

[ofcalexis]

imessage ↬ court 🖤

Courtney: omg babe

Courtney: okay pack what you need I’m coming now

Courtney: you okay?

alexis: okay I can do that

alexis: not really I think I’m about to throw up from stress

[ofcalexis]

imessage ↬ court 🖤

Courtney: I know this shit is scary

Courtney: of course you can you know you can do you want me to come pick you up?

alexis: i swear my life is a fucking horror film at this point

alexis: yes please

[ofcalexis]

imessage ↬ court 🖤

Courtney: it might be in your head and honestly that’s what we want in this situation but it’s better to take precautions than regret doing nothing

Courtney: okay yeah call the police

Courtney: also if you get any threats or direct threatening evidence co tact the FBI directly because they will first hand deal with any threats

alexis: wow this got real really fucking quick

alexis: okay fuck

alexis: can i stay with you tonight? i really don't think i can be alone right now and i don't really wanna tell anyone else about this

[ofcalexis]

to anyone that wants to know whats happening w alexis rn :---)

so there was a past hookup that she met probs a few months back? nothing serious they probs matched on tinder, went on a date, fucked and that was it

he kept hitting her up afterwards and she was like nah not interested and probs ghosted him/blocked him

he is a psycho and is currently stalking her/has tapped her phone and is honestly got a crazy obsession (think the dude from you but less murdery oki)

also similar to tana’s stalker but isn’t a person she knew from her childhood ofc and he tells everyone that she’s his girlfriend etc like its weird and creepy

atm lex is like super freaked out but kinda doesn’t believe it? and definitely doesn’t think it’s that dude yet but it’ll click soon dw

she has only told court and will probs??? push people away until her shits figured out

[ofcalexis]

imessage ↬ court 🖤

Courtney: Yeah babe play it safe I mean your phone might just be playing up but you’re better safe than sorry

Courtney: Yeah wtf is with that how did everyone get hacked liek? It’s been fucking wild

Courtney: okay has anything weird happened lately like anyone you’ve been seeing around a lot that’s out of ordinary or something like that?

alexis: yeah exactly

alexis: right???? like its been so nuts

alexis: i feel like im going crazy but yeah???

alexis: it might just be me not remembering faces but there was this dude who i swear ive seen a few times and its fucking new york, you never see the same stranger twice

alexis: he kinda looks familiar too like maybe a past hookup? i really have no fucking idea

alexis: and idk i just have this unsettling feeling that im being followed everywhere i go? i legit haven't left the house unless i need to or have a meeting bc my anxiety is through the roof

[ofcalexis]

imessage ↬ court 🖤

Courtney: okay stay calm contact your provider and cancel your number and contact your bank and cancel any cards you have linked with phone accounts

Courtney: and call the police

alexis: fuck legit?

alexis: fuck alright

alexis: i already changed like all my passwords and shit bc i panicked bc for some reason my snapchat and twitter were logged out the other day? and i know a lot of people have been hacked on twitter lately so i just wanted to make sure

alexis: god okay fuck

[ofcalexis]

imessage ↬ court 🖤

Courtney: in what way babe???

alexis: i feel like im going fucking insane

alexis: but like

alexis: i have a feeling someone's been following me the last few weeks? ik it sounds fucking crazy

alexis: and now my phones acting up like idk it will just go to random apps without me touching it and it just idk kinda glitches? but not in a "oh my phones fucked" kinda way

[ofcalexis]

imessage ↬ court 🖤

alexis: court

alexis: something doesn't feel right

[ofcalexis]

@alexis: see ya or whatever

[shippymusings]

“You hate him for what he did, but you miss him.”

— Rachel Hawkins, Hex Hall (via books-n-quotes)

[ofcalexis]

@leoames

[minha-borboleta]

What turns you on?

Attention

[fraeuleinrabenschwarz]

I’m gonna find a reason to push you away and I hate myself for it.

[ofcalexis]

@lukashqs

[lucifer-chloe]

[grace-adler]

[schittscreekgifs]

You stood in front of me and told me to trust people. When I was perfectly fine not trusting people.

[tvcinemagifs]

Gone With The Wind (1939) dir. Victor Fleming

[ofcalexis]

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