place to feel good

I’ve got a good feeling I’m just taking it all in Floating up and dreaming Dropping into the deep end And if we’re here long enough They’ll sing a song for us And we’ll belong Maybe we can find a place to feel good And we can treat people with kindness Find a place to feel good

[kisstheloststars]

[ofcjude]

@whywesley: @judedude out of all the things in the world i could be doing why would i be doing that?

@judedude: @whywesley i don't know, you're the spy. u tell me

[ofcjude]

*   𝒊𝒎𝒔𝒈   ╱   𝘫𝘶𝘥𝘦   ,

𝐫𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫 : lol

𝐫𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫 : were u ever gonna tell me

jude: how was i even supposed to tell you? it wasn't something that was supposed to happen

[ofcjude]

tftatum·:

closed starter for @ofcjude·

when tatum received the text from jude notifying her that he was out front, she stumbled out of her apartment, in full black sweats, already high as a goddamn kite, definitely not herself, but still with a smile on her face. having been punched in the ribs and the face only about an hour ago, it wasn’t quite pleasant to walk; or do anything, really. the director glanced around the area to make sure no one saw her make her way into the passenger seat of his car. she closed the door with a loud sigh and turned to face him with a grin, bruised chin and all, “hey. i can explain.”

he couldn’t believe that she had gotten into a fight. concern poured through him as he shrugged his jacket on and made his way to his car and through the city to pick her up. “hey,” he said, brow furrowing together as she slid in beside him, careful to not draw any attention their way. he reached over and lightly touched the skin just outside of the bruise mark on her chin. “we need to get you some ice,” he told her, curious about the story, but far more concerned about her overall well being, both physically and mentally. “where all does it hurt?” he asked as he put the car into drive and headed back towards his building. 

[hollandrooden]

[starliteshq]

@ofcjude

[ofcjude]

avrcraa‌:

“thank you,” she replied through the tiniest hint of a tight-lipped smile. with all she had confided in jude, aurora could tell that his statement was genuine and it did mean something to her even now after all the heartbreak he had put her through. before she could stop herself, she was chuckling softly about his choice of words – and following attempt at an explanation. as much as it pained her to see him again, she couldn’t deny how easily he’d always brought a laugh to her lips, whether intentionally or through the awkwardness of their current encounter. “you don’t have to do that,” she shook her head, her cheeks suddenly feeling very hot at the thought of jude looking at her recent shoots for rihanna’s lingerie company, namely the one she had just come from whenever they were released. “i can just… show you some,” she found herself suggesting in an attempt to prevent him from looking her up later. it was the first time she found herself hoping someone didn’t come across the photos. there was something about the way he spoke, the broken syllables giving in to her harsh statement, that pained her on the inside. she watched him for a moment before taking a quick breath as she slowly said, “sorry, we can catch up. i didn’t mean to.. there’s no reason we can’t catch up. if you want to, at least.” gnawing at her bottom lip, she mentally hit herself for not taking the opportunity to get out of what felt like must be her personal hell, instead gesturing towards an empty table by the window where she took a seat. “you don’t have to look at these, but if you were actually curious…” she slid her phone across the table towards him, open to her photo album on a series of photos from a recent print haute couture shoot.

he hated how awkward the current situation felt. there was a time when conversation flowed between them like a river. it had been easy and carefree. and now everything felt nearly physically painful. it was all just a horrible reminder of their untimely fate. he couldn’t help but think if he had held out things with her for just a little bit longer, would they have lasted? would he have been able to help her with her big move? would they be happily laughing in a corner booth, snuggled up and avoiding the cold rather than standing there, the ice between them even more frozen than the city that lay just outside. aurora came with so many what ifs. “oh yeah, that’d be cool,” he replied as she offered to just show him some of her shoots. it was definitely a better way for him to see her work considering his short term memory wasn’t the best thanks to his preferred extra curriculars. “no, we don’t have to,” he told her, not wanting to make an already difficult situation even worse. but he did want to catch up. even if it still hurt. she was someone that he had cared about more than anyone else in the world, and he wanted to know where her life had taken her, who she had grown into in his absence. “but i’m cool with it if you are,” he said, not easing the awkward tension that balanced between them. he slid in the seat across from her and took the proffered phone, swiping through the approved pictures. “ror,” he said, looking up and meeting her eyes, a proud grin on his face, “these are incredible. i always knew you had a lot of talent, but this level?” he shook his head, “there’s no way i could have predicted it.”

[ofcjude]

alanncs‌:

“ mhm, ” she nods, smiling softly at his next words. “ that’s what i like to hear, ” the blonde chuckles softly along with him. alanna looks over at his words, nodding slightly as she looks down for a few moments as he continues. “ yeah .. i dunno. i don’t think it’s really like that, ”  she responds with a light shrug, before taking the blunt back from him. jude had been the one person alanna always loved hanging out and getting high with, he just had good vibes. she takes a few puffs from the blunt, letting the smoke blow in the space between them. “ that’s not true at all. they have posted stories about me that aren’t true at all , ” she tells him, looking over at him before  taking a few more hits from the blunt and handing it back over to him. alanna chuckles lightly at his next words. “  oh yeah , thanks. tyra calls it a smize , smiling with your eyes, ” she tells him.

being around alanna had always been easy. the two had just clicked from the moment they had met, and they had had a pretty chill overall friendship as a result of it. though, on paper, the two couldn’t have been more different. when the lights came down and they were around each other, it was like none of those differences existed. things were just free and fun for them. “maybe not,” he shrugged having never really been in the same sort of predicament that the blonde had found herself in recently. “but i’m all for peace and all of that other bullshit. i’ve never even hit someone in my life,” he confessed, having always been a pacifist. “really? not even the one about you being an alien? wait.. that might not have been tmz,” he paused, “fuck, i remember reading it somewhere though. i was a little pissed that you didn’t take me on your ufo,” he joked as he leaned back, enjoying the high. “shit, yeah, that’s right. i feel like i should have remembered that. that show was the only thing on tv during sick days growing up, so i’d skip school and have no other choice but to watch it.”

[ofcjude]

𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐚𝐠𝐞 → judy

tatum: who do i need to fight, i'm in the mood for it

tatum: good thing ur chill bc i sure as hell aint

tatum: u know gio's fuckin psycho gf right? or maybe they broke up at this point idk & idc

tatum: bitch beat me tf up

tatum: so yes pls i'd like that a lot

tatum: also u know skunk loves me maybe more than he loves u so maybe i can help

jude: no one, i deserve the hate. i fucked up

jude: wait what?

jude: what happened? are you okay? why'd she beat you up?

jude: do you need me to come get you?

jude: i hate that ur right about that. i think ur skunk's favorite person

[ofcjude]

𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐚𝐠𝐞 → judy

tatum: oh cool cool

tatum: all this drama is so fucked dude

tatum: yeah u right,,, huh that really makes u think. damn

tatum: wyd tho?

jude: it really is. everyone's pissed as hell at me rn

jude: i don't really get how any of it works, but it's chill, we're chill

jude: trying to feed skunk but his problematic ass is flying all over the place and not taking the damn fruit

jude: wanna come hang out?

[ofcjude]

*   𝒊𝒎𝒔𝒈   ╱   𝘫𝘶𝘥𝘦   ,

𝐫𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫 : own up to the fact u fucked up

𝐫𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫 : u weren't trying to hurt me ? u fucked my ex-fiance while i was with her

𝐫𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫 : whatever u showed ur true colours

jude: i fucked up, man.

jude: it's not like we planned it. it just happened.

jude: it doesn't have to be like this

[ofcjude]

♡´･  𝚒𝚖𝚎𝚜𝚜𝚊𝚐𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚓𝚞𝚍𝚎

VERA: yeah, i dont want to know or id def lose my shit. the only thing keeping me sane rn is being in the studio and tryna make new music

VERA: he did, he called me a dumbass lol, what did he say to u?

VERA: i mean..yeah...i know..aurora is kinda mad at me too, and you know i want to keep things up but it just seems kinda hard rn

JUDE: got new music dropping soon?

JUDE: you're not a dumbass, v. and he just said i 'showed my true colors' whatever the fuck that means

JUDE: shit, i didn't think about her reaction to it. you two are pretty close, huh?

JUDE: i want to invite you over, but i don't want to make things even more complicated than they already are

[ofcjude]

@whywesley: "do i smell like weed?" "nah, do i?" "nah, you're good" 2 mfs who smell like weed

@judedude: @whywesley dude have u been spying on me?

[theshitneyspears]

Mood:

[anyataylorjoys]

I have nothing against hippies, I just want to beat the shit out of ‘em.

Zombieland 2: Double Tap dir. Ruben Fleischer

[ofcjude]

𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐚𝐠𝐞 → judy

tatum: hey

tatum: all this stuff isn't like, recent right?

tatum: bc like honestly i wouldn't blame u bc this secret stuff can get exhausting but then that would mean u also cheated on me

tatum: kinda

jude: hey yourself

jude: it happened when vera and river were engaged, so not like super recent

jude: but things with us are complicated. i don't even know where we'd stand if something like that did happen

[ofcjude]

*   𝒊𝒎𝒔𝒈   ╱   𝘫𝘶𝘥𝘦   ,

𝐫𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫 : are u fucking kidding me ?

𝐫𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫 : guess 4 years of friendship doesn't mean shit to u when u were that desperate for some pussy

jude: i don't know what to say to you now

jude: things with vera weren't supposed to happen. they just kind of did

jude: there was wine and we weren't thinking. we weren't trying to hurt you, man

[ofcjude]

♡´･  𝚒𝚖𝚎𝚜𝚜𝚊𝚐𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚓𝚞𝚍𝚎

VERA: i dont either, i rly wish i knew

VERA: just dont say anything yet, i texted him and so we'll see if he actually decides to reply to me

VERA: wdym while it lasted.

JUDE: i feel like knowing might make it worse because i'd want to kill whoever it was, and i'm not normally a violent person

JUDE: he text me, so it looks like i don't have much of a choice but to talk to him now

JUDE: did he reply to you?

JUDE: well we can't exactly hook up if river murders me

JUDE: plus, i didn't know if you'd want to keep things up now that it's out..