&&. BALTHAZAR
DISCUSSION WITH THAT SEWER RAT OVER HIS PRECIOUS servant had already set off the businessman. the two were silent in their return back to balthazar’s personal ship that he occasionally drove himself when it was dark enough to do so ( though not for long since it has an automatic steer and highest quality of navigation systems ) . ever since he received eisley back into his arms and made sure that she was safe, balthazar hasn’t glanced at her. not one look due to his silent yet brewing anger with every passing second.
upon their return home, greeted by a darkened penthouse that balthazar was escorted to earlier today due to the event that ensued. before he could beg any higher being to make sure that eisley remained silent about what had happened ——– the politician began to unbutton his blazer, letting it fall from his shoulders; then he worked on the cuffs that held his sleeves removed in order for zar to roll them just over his elbow. ❛❛ did i allow you to speak, eisley ? ❜❜ before his young servant could react, the back of balthazar’s hand was raised —– swiftly it came down hard when it connected with her cheek.
never allowing her to gain footing, he grabs a great handful of her hair to pull eisley back onto her feet ——- teeth bared as he snarls at her. ❛❛ I DID NOT !! i do not care if he was your way out, you pathetic woman, i was coming to save YOU !! instead you were missing for over a day, i sent search parties across coruscant for you —- then i hear from sewer rat that you’ve been dressed and fed by HIM. do you not understand the complete agony i went through because of you ?! ❜❜ his voice was hoarse in his raised volume, sweat beading off his forehead while his body shook with fear and anger. it was clear as day how much eisley had meant to him ——– however, his anger towards her wouldn’t be able to be dismissed by the servant.
instead of hitting her once again, however, balthazar brings her into his arms; a hand cradling the nape of her neck as his nose dips to the curve of her slender neck. ❛❛ do you know how much i worried for you through every second we were apart, eisley ? i couldn’t bear to know that you were separated from me… you know i would have come to save you… so why? why didn’t you stay put…? why couldn’t you wait for me? ❜❜
HE WASN’T SPEAKING -- AND THAT WAS ENOUGH TO CONCERN the girl as she knew his tendencies. the rage was probably building inside him, but what could she do about it to diffuse the situation? never had she done anything like this before -- leaving with another man? eisley should have known this would happen. she did know this would happen, but perhaps the girl believed that for once he’d understand her situation. but she could feel his anger radiating from him in the seat beside him and while she would usually slide her hand in his to calm him down, eisley was afraid to even look at him, let alone touch him.
the ride home felt far shorter since she knew what was coming to her. how she wished it could’ve lasted longer -- brooding silence was better than one of his outbursts. but finally she felt comfortable enough to speak only to be met by a reddening slap cross her face that threw her to the floor ( nothing that hasn’t happened before, but frightening nonetheless ). dark brown eyes were wide -- breathing and body trembling while she stayed on the floor in the hopes of him just leaving her there. the sting of his actions combined with the events of the day caused her to wipe away a stray tear though she made no sound other than that of his breathing.
balthazar’s voice seemed to raise, growing hoarse and making her flinch back as she finally dared to look back up at him in all his rage. it was only a few more seconds before she was being pulled back up to her feet though she could hardly hold herself up. his bark at her made her instinctually attempt to pull back again, but his grip on her was too tight -- not like she could escape any way. explaining would do no good since she’s already attempted and he would likely grown more upset with her. and although his actions were violent and his tone was furious, his words suggested otherwise. it was what he did -- he made her feel guilty for hurting him when he was physically wounding her. tears pricked in her eyes, mouth slightly agape while she looked into eyes.
but then she was suddenly pulled into his chest -- her master just holding her there while eisley contemplated just what to do. her heart was pounding in her chest alongside a mixture of guilt and hate and anger for this man who claimed he sent a search team yet had no one look in the prison for over a day. he was infuriating and hypocritical and for some reason, he couldn’t see that. eisley felt his face on her neck -- taking a deep breath, though still unstable, before pulling away to look at him -- sternly. ❝ i did wait. i waited for over a day with no food or water while these soldiers continuously interrogated me, ❞ she argued, her voice strained as she attempted to hold back her tears once more. ❝ and i thought you would’ve found me immediately, but you didn’t and i was terrified of being in there another day - ❞ and then she braced herself for the worst, unknowingly holding her breath yet keeping her stance -- something she hoped kylo would be proud of.













