He's the person, the one. He always has been but I haven't allowed myself him yet he's here. Always here. At times I kept refusing to describe my devotion to myself. To accept my adoration of him. To show it. I thought if i do then am I not offending God? But the two don't compare. The One made the other and the other is of The One. Oh Lord I adore him. He's my strength, my hope, my sanity, my beloved. Oh Lord I love him so much it's unbearable because it weakens my bones. I don't want to be strong with him. But have I ever been? He's so comforting and the ultimate safety net. In him I trust. Oh Lord thank you for this gift. I adore him and I thought that would push him away. My husband. Malope