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Honey I'm Home? || Closed

"I don’t want them seeing you like this." He replied and hesitantly took the bag, staring at it’s contents inside. He moved to the garbage disposal and put them down there, pressing the button as the bag was destroyed. "Good. That’s step one to recovering." He replied, smiling a little.

Loki nodded and closed his eyes, looking away and flinching as he heard the disposal going. He bit his lip and frowned, knowing it was all gone. "Yes... Step one..." he swallowed and returned to staring into the coffee. "W-what is step two?"

Honey I'm Home? || Closed

Tony thought about his options for a moment. If he left Loki alone, he could go back to his old ways and it would be a vicious cycle. Tony shook his head. “I don’t want them seeing you like this.. You need to clean up before they see you but you can stay here..” He said, running a hand through his hair.

Loki listened to him, tapping his fingers on his coffee mug as he did. When Tony finally told him to stay here he smiled a little, he could stay then. He would be able to make up for all of this. "I don't need them seeing me like this...." He murmured and held out his bag shakily and reluctantly for Tony. "Just...."He didn't want to hand it over and would sort of jerk it back a bit shakily. "It's all in there... a-all of it."

Honey I'm Home? || Closed

Tony licked his lips, watching Loki curiously as he sipped on his coffee. He sure did look like hell. He sighed deeply. Dammit. He couldn’t let Loki leave like this. “Fine. If I help you, I want you to stop this alright? I’ll do whatever I can to help you but you get minimal contact with the kids until I see fit. Deal?”

Loki watched him, it hurt to hear he wouldn't see much of the kids but... "Deal." He nodded his head and couldn't help a small twitch. He looked away from him before drinking his coffee, it was bitter and he grimaced but still continued to drink it. "Tony... Thank you... Am I to stay in another house then... or a motel.... If you want me away from them..."

Honey I'm Home? || Closed

Tony blinked at Loki’s words, taking a sip from his cup. Was Loki actually blaming his addictions on him? Really? Tony gritted his teeth together as Loki continued to talk, his anger slowly rising. “Is that what you want, huh? I thought you wanted to get out of that place because it was filth.” He replied, shaking his head. “Then why are you even here in the first place? To see YOUR children?” He scoffed. “Why the hell did I believe you when you said you loved me? That you wouldn’t leave.” He leaned back. “Were you looking for forgiveness? Because if you want to stay here, you’re going to have to give up that shit. I’m not having that in my house. Not in front of my babies.”

Loki's brows furrowed at Tony's words, is that what he said?... Wait yes yes he had said that, he meant to think it. The God looked away from him and licked his lips, scratching harder on his arm this time, "I want... i don't know... i just..." he growled at himself. "I need help." He looked at Tony. "I came here for help. I just need... I ... I do love you." he didn't know what to say now and he felt sick, swallowing harder still. "I want our babies... I-I want you... Please... I can't just stop this.... I-I need it. I need it Tony... I don't want this... I just... Don't feel right without it... help me."

Honey I'm Home? || Closed

"I know… i know… I… Let me stay… Please…. I-I won’t leave again…" He looked up at him, Pupils dilated as he watched Tony. "Just… just let me stay, I’ll sleep on the couch." He bit his lip, he was still jittery, he needed his answer, he needed so many things… But for some dumb reason he had come here looking for forgiveness not long after his last fix.

Tony rubbed his face in his hands, pouring himself and Loki a cup of coffee. He shook his head and turned to the other, placing the cup on the counter and passed it to him. He raised a brow at how jittery Loki was. “Why should I let you stay? Give me one damn good reason I should let you stay. And ‘because I’m your ‘husband’ doesn’t count.”

"I don't have a good reason... I'm a horrid being. I lie, I kill, I am almost constantly high or drunk when you are not around... You were insane for loving me in the first place. You cannot tell me you never saw this coming. I am filth...." He was staring down at the coffee as he spoke, thinking about the words he was saying. "And you... You... It's your fault you know... Loving me. You shouldn't. We wouldn't be in this mess and I'd be back in Paris, back in my loft with a needle in my arm." He trailed off and looked up at him. "It's not made as strong in the states I don't like it one bit. It's enough to get me worked up but not enough to get me to that little peek i need.... Why is that...?"

Yes, all of this was Tony's fault. If Tony hadn't loved him, hadn't been with him, well then he wouldn't feel guilty. He wouldn't have children, he wouldn't feel like a pile of crap bigger than he already was... Though rambling aloud about it to Tony when he was trying to get back into the house was a bad idea. "There is no good reason to let me stay... "

Honey I'm Home? || Closed

"You know what? I don’t even care that much that you left me. Really I don’t, I’m used to it." He paused, tensing a little. "It was the kids. Bjor kept asking for you, asking when you’d come back. The triplets wondered where their dad was. It was heart breaking not knowing the answers." He turned away, closing his eyes.

"I know... i know... I... Let me stay... Please.... I-I won't leave again..." He looked up at him, Pupils dilated as he watched Tony. "Just... just let me stay, I'll sleep on the couch." He bit his lip, he was still jittery, he needed his answer, he needed so many things... But for some dumb reason he had come here looking for forgiveness not long after his last fix.

Honey I'm Home? || Closed

Tony walked into the kitchen, turning on the coffee machine, mostly for himself but he figured he could make Loki one too. He rolled his eyes at Loki’s apologies and turned to face him. “You can’t be that sorry, Loki.” He replied, shaking his head. He leaned against the kitchen counter, running a hand across his face.

Loki walked in and leaned against the counter, scratching his arm a bit absently as he watched Tony. "I... I went back to Paris... I'm sorry TOny I am..." he swallowed and licked his lips. "I-I was only leaving for a quick job, I.... I kill people for money and I didn't see the harm... But I ran into my old dealer..." He bit his lip. "I never meant to leave you."

Honey I'm Home? || Closed

Tony didn’t know if he could trust Loki. After all they’d been through, leaving and now coming back, how could he expect Tony to let him in? He sighed deeply and slowly moved to open the door, staring up at Loki. “You have a lot of explaining to do.” He spat before moving into the house, leaving the door open.

Loki waited and once the door was opened he felt like crying. he had been horrified that it would be turned away. The God followed Tony in and closed the door, walking through the house with his head lowered. "I know I do... But not where the children may be able to hear... I would rather them not know..." He swallowed hard and followed closer to him, taking in the scent of the house. "I am truly sorry Tony...."

Honey I'm Home? || Closed

Tony leaned his back against the wall, closing his eyes and compose himself. He needed to think straight. Loki, after months of nothing, leaving without a single reason or goodbye, is back. What was he supposed to do? He sighed deeply and shook his head. “W-why should I?” He asked, his voice breaking a little.

Loki pressed his forehead to the door, his eyes closing as he swallowed hard. He wasn't going to get in lieing to him, he'd wind up doing this all over again... It was reluctant but the God started talking. "Because I have problems... I...I need help." He admitted, slumping a bit against the door. "Please Tony... I-I'm sorry." He lightly knocked again, his palm hitting the door.

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Honey I'm Home? || Closed

Tony had just managed to put the triplets to bed when he heard the doorbell at the door. Bjor offered to get it but Tony shook his head and insisted that he go to bed. Tony made his way through the house and to the front door, opening it to find the last person he expected. Tony raised a brow at Loki. After months of nothing and now he decides to show up. It must’ve been spur of the moment but the anger that Tony felt, he reached out and slapped the God around the face before shutting the door.

Loki waited and the moment the door opened he was ready to speak, "Tony I-" He was cut off by the slap, it was not what he had expected, nor was the door being slammed in his face. It took a moment for the shock to wear off before he started knocking on the door again. "Anthony, please let me in, I'm sorry." His voice was hoarse as he spoke, and all he did was stand there, waiting for the door to open again. "Tony please..."

Honey I'm Home? || Closed

Loki didn't want to do this. He did but Gods he had been gone longer than he intended to be with no good reason at all. SO much longer that he was honestly ashamed to stand at the door hesitating on knocking. He knew this wasn't going to be fun or hugs and kisses at all. Loki had been a complete ass about this and as his finger finally pressed the little button, the doorbell sounding off through the house, he looked down, just thinking of what to say and how pissed Tony was going to be.

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//I've re-written a few things in the about page. it won't really effect the two main relationships he has but everything else it will. //

//I have returned~ So I am sure I missed a LOT of stuff but .3. I am back now! AND I have a matching Assassin Hiddleston Blog~!

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