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cadence "kacie" enid barton twenty sophmore studio art major graphic design minor W A R N I N G - is the most unreliable narator

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rhixnncn

“i wish. but odette’s insisting we go, so. we’re going!” rhiannon paused. “it’s kind of the right thing to do though. just to pay our respects along with the student body? and for his poor parents, i guess. they did invite us. i want to bail though, it’s just gonna be a bummer.”

“the queen commands and the people obey” kacie sighed returning to tapping her unlit cigarette off her knee. “yeah, i guess? people would notice if you didn’t go but i might be able to get away with it” she said biting her lip. how could she be so torn up over something so stupid?

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reedxhenryx

“Get this, when you break a bone, the hair under your cast grows crazy thick and you end up with an arm that looks like it belongs to a Yeti. Anyway, still pretty stoked to finally get the damn thing off me. My arms been itching like crazy lately. I think I spent an hour scratching it after I got home. Now I can go back to typing with both hands.”

“yeah but your my yeti” kacie teased popping up on tiptoes to plant a kiss on his cheek, glad to see henry back to (at least somewhat) normal. “and that’s different than normal?” she continued on in a similar vein, staying lighthearted in an attempt to keep her thoughts the same. 

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averyxxmaxwell

“What the fuck do you want?” Avery asked bitterly. He was asked to prepare a speech at the funeral service but he didn’t even know how to prepare a fucking speech for someone he barely knew. There were crumpled up balls of paper around him everywhere as he had been sitting in the seat in the cafe for over an hour now trying to think of what to write but nothing was working. “I’m a little busy here, can’t you see?” 

“what’s with the fucking language?” she snapped back, sliding into the seat opposite. “don’t tell me your fawning over riley now too? ‘oh he was a good boy, gone too soon’ pass the sick bag. we both know that’s a load of shit” she hadn’t meant to be so rude to avery but she was at the end of her tether, sick of west valley’s new found affection towards the dead riley. 

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jackyphillips

“Honestly, that’s who I feel bad for,” Jacky shrugged, understanding that not everyone liked Riley. Hell, she wasn’t his biggest fan either. “I had to get a nose job over break, because I broke my nose. I asked the doctor to make it as close to my original nose a possible but you never know.”

but to have raised a son like that? “they must be absolutely destroyed” she said strangely solemn. she found herself wondering what her own mothers reaction would’ve been like, she’d probably be glad that the problem child was gone. “how’d you manage that?” she asked “anyway it looks lovely, maybe even better? certainly a bit slimmer” she teased

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jackyphillips

“It’s just…sad,” Jacky shrugged, wiping a single (crocodile) tear that escaped her eye. “I mean, the poor guy. No one deserves…that.”

Jacky paused, the glassy look in her eyes instantly disappearing. “Is my nose noticeably different?”

“only really for his parents though, i know it’s harsh but i won’t miss seeing him on campus” she said blowing hair out of her face. shame riley and jacky hadn’t gotten together to the best of her knowledge, they might’ve suited each other. “eh not really, why?”

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redheaded-phoenix

Lyanna smiled and immediately she noticed to herself it was a big, genuine smile. She was happy, and Kacie was making her feel good about herself. She could have been the girl she was, the girl who would have made it a big deal that they bumped into each other, or she could have been the girl to have left a drunken one by herself or even go as far as to mock her, but she didn’t. She wasn’t that girl, she wanted to do her best to help. “Thank you.” Lyanna added shaking her head, her red curls bounced softly. “I think there’s too many mean girls out there, you know? When adding fuel to a fire I like to know I can control it, confrontation with someone I don’t know? I’m not that brave.” Her tone was light, joking. She laughed.

“yeah there’s far too many of that sort o campus” she said tucking stray hairs back behind her ear. “you in a habit of setting fires?” she asked with a curious tilt of the head “i’ll have to wark jackson about that, ly” she teased her new found friend. “well if i ever need back up in an argument” unlikely “i know i’ll want you on my side”

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joeyxames

“I’m not sure if I’d call him a creep, but then again I didn’t know him very well. He wasn’t always nice to me.” Joey tried to think of one good thing that Riley ever did or said to him but nothing was coming to mind. “I hope he wasn’t too creepy with you. I’m sorry if he ever was. Sometimes people can be awful.”

“well he was a creep to me” she insisted. “but i’m sorry about how he was with you” she wasn’t usually the person to block another but riley was a rare soul that had driven her too it. he’d been rough with her (and not in the good way) and clingy to the point where it felt like he thought he deserved her. “it was nothing too bad,” she said valley “he was just a bit... handsy?”

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rhixnncn

rhiannon listened to what kacie was saying, nodding appreciatively. “that’s true, it’s better to not be fake about it! but it is, you know, really tragic. i hope they get to the bottom of it all. i can’t believe something like that happened, you know, here. try not to walk home alone okay?”

“so is that a plan then? no fake-ness, we just stay home?” she asked just to be sure. even if the rest of zta ended up going she’d wouldn’t, she wasn’t fake like the rest of her family. “same here, i feel for his parents most of all. i’ll try, but house isn’t that far from the art building so it should be fine”

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redheaded-phoenix

“You’re a lot nicer than I thought.” Lyanna looked up at the fellow redhead, a small smile on her lips. She passed her a drink before shrugging her shoulders and glancing around the party. “What did you think I was going to be like?” She was curious, first impressions were an interesting thing.

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“i don’t know, i just thought you’d be the kind of girl that’d get pissy at me for bumping into you at a party” she smiled a laugh playing on her lips “not the kind that’d let me crash in your room and not get pissy when i’m sick every where”  she added. truthfully there was another reason jackson was basically her brother, and sure the over protective thing was more of a thing the brother did. but she was all for breaking down those stereotypes... with a chainsaw preferably, chainsaws are cool.

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rhixnncn

“yeah, i mean, i wasn’t exactly friends with him either, but damn…i guess he deserves some kind of respect, you know? i just don’t want to stand there and feel fake the entire time. i was never exactly nice to him,” she sighed, contemplating it all. sure, some crazy things happened in santa clara, but this took the cake. it was so unexpected. 

“hrm” she hummed, scrunching up her nose, how much respect did someone like that really deserve. “then maybe not goings the most respectful thing? rhi don’t say that, i’m sure you weren’t” she smiled at her roommate, she couldn’t believe that about rhi, to kacie she had the patience of a saint. hell anyone would need to to share a room with her.

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rhixnncn

“are you going? to the, you know,” her eyes fell on the invitation. the grey family had left one in everyone’s school mailbox, extending an open invite to all of riley’s classmates to attend the funeral service. “i mean, i didn’t know him super well but…i don’t know. it’s fucked up.”

“i don’t know rhi, i really don’t” she sighed bouncing her unlit cigarette of her knee. she wanted to smoke, to clear her head and cloud the air, but for rhiannon's sake she didn’t. “you know i thought he was a creep after what happened, it’d just seem disingenuous to go. but if we don’t what would people say?”

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joeyxames

“Wow, I can’t believe Riley is gone,” Joey furrowed his brows as he spoke, struggling to wrap his mind around the loss. He felt sympathetic towards the student’s family and friends. It was just difficult for him to muster up any sadness for himself because while Riley most definitely didn’t deserve to be killed, he hadn’t exactly been nice to Joey. He couldn’t blame Riley for all of his insecurities, but he could trace many of them back to Riley and though it made him feel selfish to think of himself when it wasn’t about him, hearing his name brought up a lot of memories that he preferred to suppress.

“it is kinda sad n’all but you cant deny he’s was a bit of a creep” she frowned not looking at the boy. riley was that clingy brat from freshman year right? he must have been. the one that didn’t get that the clue to a one night stand is kinda in the name. that must have been him. “he wasn’t creepy enough to deserve that though” she added.