lost cause;

alaric saltzman; original vampire; professor of the occult; semi selective tracking: oflostcauses  + |

[oflostcauses]

     ' that could have gone        WORSE. ----- right? '

[oflostcauses]

mamatalbot:

             “For the last time, I              was not trespassing."

     ' being on PRIVATE property        usually equals trespassing. '

[oflostcauses]

relaxdarliing:

                   ”i just did. i’ve seen m a n y lightweights in my time.”

     ' not a lightweight. hate to burst your bubble. '

[inboxmemethings-deactivated2015]

Angsty Sentence Starters

Are you just going to disappear on me again?

Are you saying that this is my fault?

Don’t pretend like you ever cared.

Everything was a lie, I was just using you.

Forget you ever met me.

How could you leave me here?

How long have you known about the affair?

I always knew I’d end up hating you.

I don’t think I can trust you anymore, or ever again.

I hope you never forgive me for what I did to you.

I needed you and you weren’t there.

I never want to hear your name again.

I remember when you made me happy, I don’t know what I was thinking.

I should have never trusted you.

I thought you said you’d never hurt me.

If this is goodbye, make sure I never see you again.

It was fun while it lasted, but I can’t do this anymore.

Just the thought of being around you makes me feel sick.

People have died because of you!

Please tell me what I did wrong, what I can do to fix this.

There’s no such thing as love, at least not between us.

Was everything a lie?

We used to have something great and now I can’t get far enough away from you.

We’ll never be able to go back to how we were.

What about all those nights, do they mean nothing to you?

What we had meant nothing to me.

You can’t just walk away like nothing happened!

You never want to see me again?

You used to give me hope and now you give me nothing.

You’re so caught up with impressing everyone that doesn’t matter.

[oflostcauses]

gilbertiisms:

                                      ❛ what? ——— n o. ❜

         she scoffs. it’s not a secret that she likes giving him a hard time.                    & after everything, after all they’ve been through,                 you had to j o k e around to make it through the day.

                                                       ❛ i know.                                        but can’t they care about me                               &  leave me some room to b r e a t h e?                                 i feel like their pet project half the time.                                          the other half… i don’t know.                        i guess i was too focused on feeling smothered                               that i didn’t see how much they care. ❜

     ' mmhm. so now i'm just hearing        things. must be gettin old. '

there was a playful smirk on his lips. it was nice to joke around. with how their lives were? it was NEEDED. passing her the glass, he sighed.

     ' lena. they're both protective & i'm        pretty sure the whole vampire thing        makes that side of them even worse.        you're just gonna have to deal & realize        WHY they're doing what they're doing.        which has nothing to do with you being        their pet project. '

[roleplaysituationsandstuff]

Send one of these in my askbox to see how my muse reacts

[oflostcauses]

“Everyone ends up alone.” "Stay close to me." "We need to get away." "This is all for you.” "How could you be so heartless?" "There’s gotta be another way out." “I’ve tried forever getting out on my own.” “I don’t wanna fight alone anymore.” “I never thought you would really go.” “I was being such a fool.” “But I can’t live without you.” “If I wanted to leave I would have left by now.” "Don’t let me down.” “And now I’m feeling stupid.” “I’ll only stay with you one more night.” “What’s that supposed to mean?” “Can’t take it no more.” “I used to pretend that I felt okay.” “I’ve failed you again.” “God knows that I tried…” “I was dreaming for so long.” "You are the piece of me I wish I didn’t need.” “If our love’s insanity, why are you my clarity?” "We both know how this ends." “This is not what I do.” “Is that alright?” “Am I even human?” "I’m a mess." "At least I’ve always been myself.” “No one knows my heart.” “I don’t know what I’m doing.” “There is something that you need to let me know.” “Be honest please.” “Say you’ll stay.” "I’ll look after you." “I wasn’t looking for this.” "Here’s my number." “Where do you think you’re going, baby?” “I missed you so bad.” "You see?" "Come on let’s go and play!" “Be my baby.” “Don’t you ever say I just walked away.” “I will always want you.” “I never meant to start a war.” “I just wanted you to let me in.” “I guess I should’ve let you win.” "You make me crazy from happiness." "You’re my prince from the fairy tale." "Where do I go if you leave?" "I was afraid you don’t care about me." “I can’t forget you.” “I’m your destiny.” “You are like frost.” “We just have to wait until the next life.” "We need to talk." “Where did I go wrong?” "I lost a friend." “If I don’t say this now I will surely break.” “I’m losing my control.” “What’s mine is yours to leave or take.” “You’ve begun to feel like home.” “If that’s what you want…” “But I’m only human!” “I bleed…” "I can do it!" “Don’t let them in.” “Let it go.” "We only have each other."  “Okay, can I just, say something crazy?” "We are meant to be."

[oflostcauses]

gilbertiisms:

                           ❛ i’m not calling you a liar…                      but i’m not calling you a truther, ric.                                                     —— pour.                  damon & stefan are driving me c r a z y,                & they both still think i need a babysitter.                                                  i’m an a d u l t. ❜

     ' did you just say t r u t h e r? '

laughing, he pours her a drink.

     ' you know they only do it because        they care about you, right? '

[oflostcauses]

relaxdarliing:

                  “can you not handle your liquor? what a child.”

     ' who said i can't handle my alcohol? '

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[amonstersnightmare-archive-blog]

Wow, there is five hundred of you and I am in awe. Playing Buffy is completely amazing, but it’s you guys that make it so amazing. Like srsly, I don’t know how I got all you wonderful people to follow my Buffy, but I love each and everyone of you. Thank you so much for following me. Buffy likes you, okay. I would write something more witty but I just woke up and my brain is a little fried.

[ T H E   B  A E S ]

dw-thewaywardson - Deena bby, I love you okay. I am so happy that I invaded your ask box one day and that led to all our angsty Duffy threads. Because we can never have enough Duffy. And even our fluff turns to angst. I love how you became my amazing co-admin in our verse, and you do amazing at it. You write Dean so perf it makes me want to cry. You have become one of my closest friends and I love you okay. stayedbehind - Babs, my wonderful wonderful Babs. You have been there for me since my legit first day of RPing, two years ago. And look at where we are today. You are forever my best friend, and we really do need to visit each other soon. You are one of the most amazing, caring, talented, and funny people I have ever met. AND EVIL. LOTS OF LE EVIL. But I love it. immortallockwood - Leighann, my twin. Our love of Tyler and all things Buffy brought us together. But now your one of my best friends. I love that I can go to you with anything. You always give me an honest opinion on everything. You are also so good at playing Tyler, I think you may be Micheal.  wickedfatality && witchnotamish && crazilocks - Sammy, Sammy, Sammy. Your Kat was one of the first blogs I ever followed, and I admired your from afar. In a non creeper sort of way. I love your sarcasm, and how you can be just as crazy as I am. Your a character hog like me, and I love it. You play all your characters so great it leaves me in awe. I’m so glad I get to talk to you everyday and interact with your characters. STAY BEAUTIFUL BAE. ofcontracts && mybloodykatherine Bae, you are amazing. Your Katherine has me on the edge of my seat, and I know your Crowley is going to amazing. Thank you for sticking with me through all my blogs and just being THE BEST PERSON EVER, okay. Okay.

[ T H E  W O N D E R F U L   P E O P L E   T H A T   G O    A L O N G    W I T H    MY   C R A Z Y    I D E A S   ]

Making and running It’s About Power has been one of the greatest experiences of my life. So I wanted to make a little section to thank you all for joining, being there for me, and having amazing characters beautypowerdeath glorified-bricklayer justicedemon potentialxdawnie hxllmouthed dxsharmony evilundeadspike neithermannordemon watcherofthelibrary notmuchforthetimber tiredofbeingafreak perditiionem findacauseandserveit agreatbritishthief demonsdontalwayslie demonsdontalwayslie fallenharvelle herocomplexed ofbowandarrows lydialittlemiss fxxtballsajoke coyotehale corahalebetch whowouldyoudiefxr despookablehalebrothers lauraahxle gunsandlies bloodwolvesandguns showmewhattodo kitsuboo elenainlovelust icxnholdon royalelijah carolinedearest nadiapetrovaxx fromaspecialbloodline eternalstudforever ask-cockyripper-douche labonairwerewolf mattyxdonovan theaprilyoung rosexbud hybridtempertantrum sanguisestaeterna exitiosaxe starttothemall originaldangerousdarling originalsolitude mamagilbxrt meredithcheats spookyxreyes

[ P E O P L E   T H A T    M A K E    M Y    D A S H    H A P P Y  ]

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Again thank you guys so much. This means the world to me. I love playing Buffy and she is my number one love. And I am glad you guys like my portrayal of her enough to follow me and deal with my craziness. 

[magicleech]

             ' here’s the thing, i have a peculiar effect on magic.                i can’t generate it myself, but i can consume it from                others temporarily. my family called me an abomination               — that hurt my feelings. ‘

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[oflostcauses]

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[smarginatura]

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gilbertiisms:

                       ❛ every day that ends in y, right?                                 —— i don’t w a n t some.                           with everything that’s going on,                                       i think i n e e d some. ❜

     ' so you're calling me a liar now?        now you understand why i needed        tonight. lucky for you, i have plenty around. '

[oflostcauses]

gilbertiisms:

                           ❛ & i need one responsible adult around here.                                                     —— you don’t n e e d ten;                       someone once told me that it was rude not to share. ❜

     ' it's just one night, elena. i'm not drinking        every day. oh? you want some, huh?        ---- grab a glass. '

[oflostcauses]

gilbertiisms:

                          ❛ r e a l l y, ric?                             you & jeremy both? ❜

                             ( & after dealing with them both,                                       she’ll need a drink. )

     ' hey. i am an ADULT & i        needed a drink. ---- or ten. '

[oflostcauses]

     ' shhh. i'm not drunk. '