she was loose limbs and perpetual exhaustion as she laid boneless on the grass of the park she'd frequented over the course of the last month. it was a small O A S I S that mona had reserved for herself, being the closest thing to the real world that she believed that she would come to and perhaps the only thing reminding her of such that she took great pleasure in appreciating. the night before still had her REELING, finally discovering herself to be something of a heavyweight in proportion to her size — despite her limited alcohol consumption back in toronto — undoubtedly the highlight of her night, though the decline that followed had been the complete opposite. thus, laying with eyes closed beneath the pixelated sky, the shadow that now loomed over her resulted in an involuntary sigh falling from her lips. could she be granted peace in her suffering just this once ? " you're blocking my SUN, you know, " she murmured, sarcasm lacing the monotony of her voice as she tilted her head back further, letting whatever purple tresses not already doing so touch the ground to splay around her head. " to what does my hungover ass owe the pleasure of being interrupted on this fine morning ? "
I’M SHIT OMG !! so between registration this morning, a fire drill in the rain not long after that left me dizzy from going down five flights of stairs, work, the drive home, this touch of a headache, and it being late i couldn’t.. get to anything today ?? i have a couple of memes in drafts that i might post during my breaks tomorrow, depends tbh, but i’m so sorry i haven’t posted yet, the first couple of days in the week fuck me up the most.. rip. i’ll see you guys tomorrow tho !
so i ended up napping after getting home from work.. and waking up to remember that i register for fall sem in the morning, so idt i'll be getting to replies or ims tonight while i go mad looking for backups in case of some necessary slots being filled. but i'll be around all day tomorrow to answer messages !
hey babes !! so i just made a plots page that you can find HERE with only five detailed ones so far ?? im at work rn and my creativity's a bit off so forgive me, but there should be more ideas added this evening !
my intro's not showing up in the tags so hopefully me linking the later crowd to it here will change that ?? i can't begin to explain how much i hate that i created a new acct when i knew this would happen jsdkglfgk
HEY BABES !! i’m kat, i’m 19 ( and i never fucking learned how to read !! ) and i’m so excited for this rp to open ! the concept is.. wow i love ?? especially with this messy, sad bitch i’ll introduce in a sec fajdslk. but i’m a k*rd supremacist, i haven’t gotten pcy’s verse in going crazy outta my head in days, i’ll always love parks and rec, and i’ve had three instances of deja vu so far today and it’s got me rly fucked up. i’m also from the ( weirdest fucking tz.. get it together nl ) gmt-2:30 tz if you’re wondering, which i doubt but still lmao. anyways, onto the opposite of my precious meme queen !! also, if you would rather plot over d*scord bc it’s easiest for me if i’m being honest, mine is FUCK ME UP S*WOO#2030 ( take out the asterisk and replace with an o, don’t want random fans adding me fjadsl ) ok ok now onto mona !!
i was gonna add my app for her here but i’m too lazy to make it all lowercase so fuck that jfkadls
ok mona jiyu choi, born and raised in toronto, ontario, aged 21 ( haven’t figured out her birthday yet so i’ll let you know what her signs are later lmao ), certified mess™
labelled the despondent which you’ll understand shortly ofc
born into a more affluent family, her dad was an ada and her mom a rising executive in a marketing firm, she was an only child and spent most of her days with her nanny and her neighbours’ kid — who was a rl fucking brat btw, atrocious, a mess, god
she was a fairly timid but happy-go-lucky kid, always a little nervous meeting new people but would immediately open up once you got ast that initial barrier
was fairly smart as well, her mom saw a lot of potential in her from a young age to make something of herself and was super encouraging, so was her dad
and it’s worth mentioning that while her parents didn’t have a lot of free time, they always tried to make it for her, they aren’t your basic neglectful rich parents but they are.. a bit much as of recently
anyways, so she grew up quite content all things considered, was well-mannered, enjoyed knowing that she was able to have whatever she wanted but never rly exercised that until she was older, just an overall p chill girl
also her parents divorced when she was sixteen and thankfully it was amicable and they're still good friends so !! that trope didn't fuck her over so moving on
but upon entering uni, pressured into joining her parents’ alma mater, she came to realize that they were, for a lack of better words, grooming her to become just like her mother — who had worked her way to being ceo of her company abt four years prior
and while becoming a high ranking employee for a business that she would be passionate abt was something she was here for, that’s not the direction she seemed to be heading in
her mom is.. quite hard-headed, dictatorial in some ways, and mona’s major, residence and co-op programs were all decisions that she had talked her into, bc it would make mona’s life easier and so she could hand over the reins to an heir
and bc of that, mona slowly became more closed-off, she felt rly unhappy but knew that fighting her mom on these things would be useless, so her complaints always went ignored
it’s all kinda hard to explain tbh, but she’ll tell you straight up that the second worst moment in her life was being accepted into marketing, and that the worst was the day that she let her mother dictate her future in every aspect
which was also the day that she gave her mom’s business partner’s son a chance just to appease her and keep her quiet
she does care for the boy, he has his life together and is very kind and driven, but she isn’t in love with him and that's perhaps the last thing to make her feel completely lost and displeased with herself
now they’ve been together for almost four years and she knows he’s going to propose soon; and while she doesn’t want this to happen, she’s all but accepted that this would be her life once she was no longer that happy, carefree child: appeasing others, feeling restricted, wishing she were someone else, somewhere else
entering the virtual world at complete random had her mortified, she didn’t know where the hell she was or what she was doing, but sooner or later she realized that here, she had the liberties she felt that she lacked and that had her intrigued
soon enough, she was dyeing her hair purple ( bc pls, purple!jisoo is a gift ), frequenting somewhat immoral places for the adventure and sleeping in past noon, something she hadn’t done in years
so now, coming to grips with the fact that here, she doesn’t have that looming engagement or her mother’s overbearing nature weighing her down, she can rediscover the girl that she once was in peace
PERSONALITY AND OTHER SHIT
a rly sad bean ok ??
like she’s discontent on so many levels and doesn’t rly know who she is anymore
that being said, she was a pessimist back in the real world, worn down by commitments and super indifferent abt many things
like she didn’t care if she got hit by a car, mugged, anything — it just felt like another bearable inconvenience to an already exhausting life
blunt, a bit jaded and vexing, just a v odd, negative girl ??
lost a lot of respect for her mom even if she still loves her, this whole thing made her bitter towards the older woman and even others ?? so she feels a bit guilty abt not wanting to go back even after all of that madness just after high school
here, she’s emerging from the cold hard exterior she’d seen slowly build itself up and desensitize her, she’s more fun-loving and becoming increasingly outgoing as time drags on
um
i had more to work with i swear
but i hadn’t expected this to open for intros and shit tonight so i’m just ???
i’ll make a follow-up tomorrow evening when i set up a proper plots page bc it’S LATE AND I HAVE TO BLOWDRY MY HAIR STILL !!
also just.. someone show her love, happiness, passion, creativity, all that good stuff again bc she misses it so much
so that’s mo in super simple terms, just hmu here or on d*scord if you wanna plot angels !!
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