[myrory]

i feel heavy. heavy hearted, heavy handed, heavy footed. like there’s this great big weight.  on my chest or on my shoulders, or somewhere in between. there are good kinds of weight in your body. a heart made of gold.  a brain full of dreams. a throat full of laughter. and there are bad kinds of weight. shoes of lead. eyes that are tired. hands so full you can barely pick them up. i will not tell you what kind of weight i carry. but it is heavy. but it breaks my back.

atlas, tell me how you held up the world. i can barely hold up myself. // 12:06 AM (via whosaysthatimnot)

[ofpeggy]

bold what applies to your muse.

PLACE IN SOCIETY

financial: wealthy / moderate / poor / in poverty.

medical: fit / moderate / sickly / disabled / disadvantaged.

class or caste: upper / middle / working / slave / unsure.

education: qualified / unqualified / studying.

criminal record: yes, for major crimes / yes, for minor crimes / no.

FAMILY

married - happily / married - unhappily / engaged or betrothed / partnered / single / divorced / separated/ verse dependent.

has a child or children / has no children / wants children / had a child or children / verse dependent.

close with sibling(s) / not close with sibling(s) / has no siblings / sibling(s) is deceased / verse dependent.

orphaned / adopted / disowned / raised by birth parent(s).

TRAITS + TENDENCIES

extroverted / introverted / in between.

disorganized / organized / in between.

close minded / open-minded  / in between.

calm / anxious / in between.

disagreeable / agreeable / in between.

cautious / reckless / in between.

patient / impatient / in between.

outspoken / reserved / in between.

leader / follower / in between.

empathetic / unempathetic / in between.

optimistic / pessimistic / in between.

traditional / modern / in between.

hard-working / lazy / in between.

cultured / un-cultured / in between.

loyal / disloyal / in between.

faithful / unfaithful / unknown.

BELIEFS

monotheist / polytheist / atheist  / agnostic.

belief in ghosts or spirits: yes / no / don’t know / don’t care.

belief in an afterlife: yes / no / don’t know / don’t care.

belief in reincarnation: yes / no / don’t know / don’t care.

belief in aliens:  yes / no / don’t know / don’t care.

religious: orthodox / liberal / in between / not religious.

philosophical: yes / no.

OPINIONS

pro-euthanasia / anti-euthanasia / doesn’t care or on the fence. 

pro-choice / anti-abortion / doesn’t care or on the fence.

pro-marriage / anti-marriage / doesn’t care or on the fence.

pro-death penalty / anti-death penalty  / doesn’t care or on the fence.

pro-drug legislation / anti-drug legislation / doesn’t care or on the fence.

pro-murder / anti-murder / doesn’t care or on the fence

pro-cannibalism / anti-cannibalism / doesn’t know care or on the fence.

left wing / right ring / middle / doesn’t know or on the fence.

SEXUALITY + ROMANTIC INCLINATION

allosexual / asexual.

alloromantic / aromantic.

sex repulsed  / sex neutral / sex favourable.

romance repulsed / romance neutral / romance favourable.

sexually: adventurous / experienced / naive / inexperienced / curious / uninterested.

potential sexual partners: male / female / agender / other / none / all.

potential romantic partners: male / female / agender / other / none / all.

ABILITIES

combat skills: excellent / good / moderate / poor / none.

literacy skills: excellent / good / moderate / poor / none.

artistic skills: excellent / good / moderate / poor / none.

technical skills: excellent / good / moderate / poor / none.

HABITS

drinking alcohol: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess.

smoking: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess.

other narcotics: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess.

medicinal drugs: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess.

indulgent food: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess.

splurge spending: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess.

gambling: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess.

[ofpeggy]

VALUELOST:

STARTER CALL.

[ofpeggy]

Reblog if your muse suffers from PTSD (severe or more mild, or even C-PTSD).

It is good to make your followers aware, because a muse having PTSD heavily influences the character and how they react and interact.

[ironbxned-archive-deactivated20]

just remember; i wasn’t always like this. just remember; my thoughts weren’t always to kill. just remember; i was human before i was a monster.

just remember; i’m not human any more. (via ofxchaos)

[wordsnquotes]

I’ve never had anyone’s approval, so I’ve learned to live without it.

Pat Conroy, The Great Santini (via thephoenixwrites)

[bvchxnxn-archive-deactivated201]

realistic married sentence pack (p1)

or: random shit that i have said/has been said to me since i got married

❝ Put my laptop down and stop chewing on it! ❞

❝ Hail Satan! ❞

❝ I asked you to do the dishes four hours ago. ❞

❝ So you know how you talk in your sleep? Well last night you had a dream I was a three-headed llama, but despite that you still loved me. ❞

❝ Damnit the cat was in the washer again. ❞

*hears children crying and screaming out in public* ❝ are you sure you want kids? ❞

*hears children crying and screaming out in public* ❝ I can’t wait til we have kids. ❞

❝ You can’t ground our future children. ❞

❝ Of course I can ground our future children! ❞

❝ Normal couples go out, and have couple-friends, and do stuff… ❞

❝ We have never been a normal couple. ❞

❝ Baby, I will *never* feel ‘less manly’ if you ever make more money than I do. In fact, that would be awesome because then I wouldn’t have to work! ❞

❝ If you want me to get you that drink, you gotta actually let me up off the couch… ❞

❝ You call your car babydoll. You call your computer babydoll. You call me babydoll. I literally rank on the same level as your car and your computer. ❞

❝ No baby, you are way more important to me than my car and computer! ❞

❝ Who do you think is hotter: Captain America, Thor, or Star-Lord? ❞

❝ That is so unfair! You can’t make me pick between the Captain, Thor, or Star-Lord! I couldn’t possibly pick between one of the Chrises!❞

❝ I would totally bang Kiefer Sutherland. ❞

❝ Really? Of all the celebrities, you would bang Kiefer Sutherland? ❞

❝ Are you writing more gay porn? ❞

❝ What!? No I’m not writing more gay porn… ❞

❝ No you caNOT MAKE THE CAT FLY PUT THEM DOWN!!! ❞

❝ Wait- do you like… what do you call it? Ship those two characters? ❞

❝ Wait, which friend is that? ❞

[ofpeggy]

SNARKYBRITISHBUTLER:

@valuelost

“Miss Carter, I suggest we remove ourselves from the vicinity at once. There seem to be some rather angry-looking gentlemen over there that are headed our way. And I don’t think those are umbrellas they’re carrying.”

     ‘ excellent SUGGESTION, mr. jarvis. and what would you say our chances are of getting to the vehicle before we're required to engage in any sort of PHYSICAL ARGUMENT? ’

[amemo-nos-tranquilamente]

She slept with wolves without fear, for the wolves knew a lion was among them.

Robert M. Drake  (via ellefaninng)

[dylan-my-vodka-deactivated20141]

You don’t have to like me. But you’re going to respect me.

A Day to Remember (via bloodyknucklxs)

[ofpeggy]

Synonyms for "I love you".

"Did you eat enough today?"

"Are you still hungry?"

"How much sleep did you get last night?"

"I'm worried about you."

"Is there anything I can do to help?"

"Do you need me to spend the night?"

"My phone will be right by my pillow."

"Call me, please."

"Your smile is beautiful."

"Don't worry, I'll take care of it for you."

"I've got your back."

"I appreciate what you do for me."

"Don't forget to buckle up."

"Put the phone away while you're driving."

"Call me when you get there."

"Thank you."

[gorramxcaptain-blog]

             ‘  UH, I’M LOST.                                                                 I’M ANGRY.                                                         AND I’M ARMED.  ’

[ofpeggy]

musingxmemes:

          You have suffered enough       And warred with yourself            It’s time that you won.

[ofpeggy]

( continued from HERE )

COLD pervades his body by way of his spine, pressed flush against a metal chair that he’s pretty damn sure is FROZEN to the ground below it. It’s all REAL dramatic– dingy, dark, the whole one lightbulb over a single table and chair combination. He’d woke up, groggy, already cuffed and secured in place, but other than that it seemed he was unharmed.

           For now.

Didn’t think the woman looming, bent over the table so that her face was cast in long shadows, had it in her to hit him.

              BUT——

                           he’d been wrong before.

“Easy for you t’say, me all bound an’ helpless like this.” A rattle of the metal bracelets against the chair indicates that he’s shifted, one boot drags along the floor. “But y’see– I LIKE this sorta thing. I LIVE in the gray area, darlin’. You? I don’t think so.”

she tries not to think of the way they had found him; the PLACE they had found him. the arctic was cold ( a simple problem that a few layers of wool fleece couldn’t solve ) but, upon landing, the chill that pierced the epicentre of peggy’s quintessence was felt by her, and her ALONE. shortness of breath and a staggering sense of vertigo could not be blamed on the thinness of the air, either----

but she would leave those ponderings for another time; a DARKENED ROOM, perhaps, where muffled cries could not be heard and tears could be hidden in the shadows. she would put her pieces back together in private, and hope that no one notices the new cracks when she again turned to the light.

     ‘  i’ve found gray areas to be more TROUBLE         than they’re worth -- and those who         occupy them to reflect such a tendency.  ’

she shifts her stance - closer, now; dipping into his personal space with heavy-set eyes and a pursed lip.

     ‘ and what about YOU? will you be causing         me much trouble this evening, mr. reynolds?  ’

[pamelaicley]

[dailymarvel]

I hope the person I reblogged this from never deletes their blog.