Fear does not shut you down, it wakes you up

HIATUS // SELECTIVE, INDIE RP

[theopjameskt]

[adsagsona]

i want everyone to know that you’re mine (hmm maybe wolfie verse?)

“I need you” Sentence Starters

righteousideofhelll:

“Everyone?” Caz asked as he turned so that he could look at the wolf at his back. Ever since he had become a wolf himself he had not parted from Tobias’ side. He had taken up sick leave to make sure that he could stay with his alpha for as long as it took for him to become used to his senses. He didn’t know if he would ever be able to return to the hospital but he hoped so… he had loved his job and hoped he would be forced to quit it.

“What did you have in mind?” He asked softly as he nuzzled at the other’s neck, breathing in the scent which always managed to calm him down. “I am not… against it, but I don’t need a huge display. I know that I am yours and that you are mine.” His smile was soft but he let out a slow growl before planting a kiss to Tobias’ lips. 

“You are mine, aren’t you, my alpha?” He teased as he caressed Tobias’ cheek.

@ofreverentia

[ofreverentia]

*taps mic* Is this on? Hmm.. To whoever it may concern: To avoid spamming this blog with ooc stuff and struggling not to reblog posts (because Y.uzuru H.anyu!!!) , I made a personal where I will be spamming. Also I have been writing off tumblr, to get some creativity flowing I guess. I am still on D.iscord to chat tho. (also my weekend and feels have been attacked and destroyed… B.ts dropped a new album, Y.oon D.oojoon started his mandatory military service THE SAME DAY. Tour footage I don’t get to see because I didn’t get tickets back in like July so extra bitter. Got new set of retainers and struggled with pain.. It has been a long weekend) anyway…. Shit load of stuff happening these past weeks. I am out. *mic drop*

[ofreverentia]

*taps mic* Is this on? Hmm.. To whoever it may concern: To avoid spamming this blog with ooc stuff and struggling not to reblog posts (because Y.uzuru H.anyu!!!) , I made a personal where I will be spamming. Also I have been writing off tumblr, to get some creativity flowing I guess. I am still on D.iscord to chat tho. (also my weekend and feels have been attacked and destroyed... B.ts dropped a new album, Y.oon D.oojoon started his mandatory military service THE SAME DAY. Tour footage I don't get to see because I didn't get tickets back in like July so extra bitter. Got new set of retainers and struggled with pain.. It has been a long weekend) anyway.... Shit load of stuff happening these past weeks. I am out. *mic drop*

[freshmoviequotes]

Zoe (2018) 

[lyricxplug]

My whole life I’ve felt like a burden, I think too much and I hate it.

Silence, Marshmello ft. Khalid (via lyricxplug)

[yalooksocool]

you know when you’re kissing someone in bed and both of you are sleepy so the kiss is soft, and your lips are only just about touching. every now and then you stop to catch your breath or to take the person in but your lips are still touching and you’re holding eachother so tightly because you’re so desperate in that moment for this person to stay exactly where they are, exactly how they are

yeah, those are the kind of kisses i live for

[anderdidnotdeservethis]

How It Ends | Theo James as Will Younger

[feel-the-lyrics]

I think too much, and I hate it

KHALID - Silence (via feel-the-lyrics)

[adsagsona]

Arthur made himself comfortable and sifted through the offer of movies before settling on one that didn’t seem to difficult to follow. “Oh, I have mercy… you’d never leave the bed if I had my way.” Arthur grinned at the response, putting an arm around her as she made herself comfortable. He smiled and nodded. “It’s been a while since you’ve seen your family, hm? I haven’t seen my brother in a while either. But we leave early so you can catch some sleep on the flight over with a little luck.”

[ofreverentia]

Faye only rolled her eyes at that remark though she knew if Arthur really wanted to do that they wouldn’t leave the bed for a while. But tonight was not the perfect timing to start anything like that.„ I haven’t seen my brother since he came out to my parents or was partially forced to come out and they rejected him. I speak to him and we video call too but I did’t get to see him in person since then. Last time I was back home there was around Christmas, two months later hell broke lose. ” She sighed at the memory, still feeling guilty for not having been there in person to support her brother. He was everything to her and somehow she felt she betrayed him when he most needed someone to be there.„ I am not so excited about seeing my parents as I know what the topics discussed are going to be. Prepare for the question marriage and kids, they don’t believe in a woman making career for herself unless it is the position of a housewife. ”

[adsagsona]

Caz listened to Tobias but he still didn’t have much of an idea what PTSD was all about. Just at the start of his education, he could see that the soldier had much more experience in this than he had and he kept silent. He just nodded once in a while at the explanation and bit his lower lip. 

“Thank you… that means a lot.” He whispered when he got a confirmation of Tobias’ trust. Even though they didn’t know each other well, it did mean a lot to him. Tobias was not the only link to Ryan, but the closest one and he appreciated the soldier coming to see him. He was ready with dinner when the table had been set and brought the food over.

“Oh ehm… I don’t know if it would be something you like, but there is an appartment for sale two stories down. It’s about the same as this one.” Caz told Tobias as he gestured him to sit down so that he could plate up the food. He sighed softly as he looked at Tobias. “Another three months? Immediately? Are you sure that you’re up to that?”

[ofreverentia]

Tobias thanked for the food and took a seat in front of Caz. Talking about his medical state or the military became quite natural to him. He never hid away from people making them aware that war was not something you can easily walk away from. In retrospect he truly had it better than some of his other comrades. His amount of injuries were less, though some were risky before but at this point only scars or a few bruises remained on his skin. Even from the last tour where others didn’t make it back he was fortunate in actually walking out of the situation. Most of the bandages he had on are all gone now, only a few remained covered by his clothes. Nobody would see physically want he went through. His doctors were more eager to clear him than to hold him back from going.

„ Would that be alright with you? I could go and look at it. I am not exactly picky about the apartments. As long there is a small kitchen, bathroom and bedroom I don’t care about the rest. You learn to come by with less luxury if you spend most of your day in tents and dirt in a desert. ” He took the first bite of the food, giving a compliment as it did taste really good and he realized how hungry he had actually been. „ Yes, that would be the minimum depending on the doctors attest. It is a shorter tour than usual, my deployments usually are around seven months. I am not sure if Ryan told you what my specialty is in the military but I am a sniper and they are always needed. Not only that and I am not trying to brag but I am quite good in hands-on combat and a good number of weaponry. As my superiors like to say ‘ you are the heart of the operation, your presence and abilities are highly required for success ‘. No pressure, right? ” Tobias let out a small chuckle at that, even with how bad things went last time, the lines still stayed the same, making him wonder if he was really that good. If he was, than why were his friends not here? Why was his best friend gone?

[the-real-xmonster]

Friendly reminder that following the implementation of the new Scale of Value system with +/-5 Grade of Execution, the ISU has reset their statistics. All records prior to the 2018-2019 skating season are now considered historical.

In other words, when you quote Yuzuru’s highest personal best scores of 112.72 (short program), 223.20 (free skate), and 330.43 (combined total score), you are free to tag on the statement that those records are technically, systematically unbreakable.

[adsagsona]

Caz stayed on the couch while Tobias checked the supplies. He picked up his cellphone so that he could make a note on what he should buy of groceries. He smiled when he got an actual piece of paper in return when Tobias got back. “All old fashioned.” Caz joked when he looked up at the wolf. He sighed at the question and stood, a hand on Tobias’ chest. “In truth, I always want you near me… but I know that’s impossible. So you do what you need to to keep us safe and I’ll do my bit. An hour, tops, I promise.”

[ofreverentia]

Tobias didn’t take offense in he words, he was definitely more old fashioned for his age, also he only got a phone in case of emergency, only two or three people knew about his number. Something he could toss away in case he thought he was in danger, not needing to worry. He preferred books and writing notes, lists on actual piece of paper instead of relying on technology. After all he was making do with his own things in the middle of the woods. Shaking his head to get these kind of thoughts away he smiled at Caz, though his eyes did have a cast of sadness in them. „ I know. I would want to be with you as well, protect you to my best abilities but we should be fine for that little time, right? ” He leaned in and pressed a gentle kiss to the others forehead.„ Okay, I will be here and wait for you. ”

[ksonglines-blog]

There’s nothing to regret, I did my best.

See U later, Black Pink (via ksonglines)

[ofreverentia]

☣ OOC ☣ Yes, I am still alive (rejoice or suffer in silence). Life is still kicking me in the ass, my muse is still fickle and I am not sure what the future brings. You can find me or chat with me on D.iscord. I definitely react there. :)

[ofreverentia]

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[ofreverentia]

(Positive Give Away) You’re an amazing Mun and a wonderful Muse. Remember that some people are happy to know you because you are making their Tumblr experience better. I'm happy to follow you. You’re precious. Have a nice day

Not sure how long this was in my inbox without me seeing but... Thank you babe!