I write to you because I have heard you are well-versed in the tumultuous passions that can pass between two women when they are entwined in close friendship.
I have staying with me at mine own estate quite the prettiest woman I have ever laid eyes upon, whom I have the honour to say considers me a dear friend, and I her. However, in the course of our friendship she has, from time to time, been prone to exclamations and declarations of affection that I confess I find difficult to comprehend. Her meanings seem to me arcane and obscure, and I must thus entreat you to make clear to me what it is my friend means by her strange statements.
She is often prone to declaring that she loves me. This I understand well, for she is a precious companion to me as well. Yet when I say this, she oft flies into anger or despair, proclaiming that she loves me not as friend, but as a husband loves a wife. Can she perhaps mean that she enjoys living at my estate, much as wife and husband live together? I find I can imagine no other explanation.
Beyond this, she says other strange things. She has exclaimed from time to time that she yearns for me, or hungers, or that she desires to go to bed with me, even though in the last case she does not seem at all tired when she says this. This hunger, I admit, I had worried perhaps indicated that she may be an oupire, but in time I have discarded this foolish superstition. Other times still she has said that her love for me is carnal in nature, which I presume must have some poetic meaning with which I am unfamiliar.
If you can aid in my understanding, I would find it considerable relief. Please hasten in your reply, for even now as I write this she licks at my collarbone, which I confess to be a custom entirely new to me, if not unpleasant.
Yours in friendship always,
Lady Ann of Beez
In all honesty, your female companion seems to remind me of myself. Many of the things she has done to you are things I often do to my darling Laura. And her reaction seems to be the same as yours. I don't understand it.
If I were in your position, the prettiest girl I've ever met declaring that she loves me would obviously be a sign to partake in a great romance with her.
Picture this: if you were a man, but she still a woman, would you still be confused about her affection towards you? I should hope not. Although she may enjoy cohabitation with you, I believe she truly means that she is attracted to you in a way that surpasses what friendship can adequately describe.
As for her other words, I also yearn for my dear Laura as well. And as for her desiring to go to bed for you...I believe she is referring to what newlyweds often do on their wedding night. A more blunt explanation I am much too afraid to give in a letter.
May I ask, what do you have against oupires? Would it offend you if your lover friend was one?
Also, if you have a dictionary handy, I highly recommend searching for the entry for the word carnal. I hope it should clear things up.
To be honest, I am rather shocked that you haven't grasped what your dearest friend means. I think comparing your relationship to that of married life is a rather impossible-to-miss signal.
My advice is to talk to her about her intentions towards you, and possibly reciprocate some of her affection. Wrap your arm around her waist and give her a quick kiss on the cheek every now and then, perhaps? I must admit that I have never thought of........licking collarbones, but Laura might enjoy it. I shall try doing it to her tonight.
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