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☀️🌙✨ tarot questions ✨🌙☀️
the fool: do you have any nicknames? the magician: have you ever written a poem or song about somebody else? the high priestess: what is your dream date? the empress: do you think you will ever get married? the emperor: what are some names that you like? the hierophant: do you believe in ghosts? the lovers: do you have a crush? the chariot: thoughts on astrology? strength: what is your dream occupation? the hermit: what is your favorite soda pop? wheel of fortune: first three songs that come on shuffle? justice: favorite color of rose? the hanged man: favorite movie soundtrack? death: what are three things you want to do before you die? temperance: can you describe a strange dream you’ve had? the devil: do you enjoy thunderstorms? the tower: favorite colors to wear? the star: have you ever seen a psychic? the moon: have you ever written a love letter? the sun: do you believe in magic? judgement: do you enjoy school? the world: do you like waking up early?
‘Shit My Friends Said’ Sentence Starters
‘ Isn’t it a little early for your sexual deviancy? ‘
‘ How the tables have tabled. ‘
‘ This is me at peak romance, _____. This is all you get. ‘
‘ I’m always ready to lie to your face. ‘
‘ We can’t let a goat bully us out our house! ‘
‘ How is “won’t” a contraction of will not? Shouldn’t it be “willn’t”? ‘
‘ Yeah, the moon is pretty far away. At least ten miles. ‘
‘ It’s not a sex party, it’s a fetish festival. ‘
‘ Wait, is this a kink? ‘
‘ I don’t want to be an adult either, buddy, but if I have to do it so do you! Come out of that fucking cocoon! ‘
‘ I think I represent all types of panic pretty well actually. ‘
‘ Please go to church. ‘
‘ It’s a God, you blasphemous fuck. ‘
‘ _____ is perfectly evolved to eat ass. ‘
‘ Shut the up fuck I hate you. ‘
‘ I can’t kill you, where else am I going to get this entertainment? ‘
‘ I am not being held accountable for your evil. ‘
‘ ____, whatever you do, do not fuck the enemy. ‘
‘ Good. This is a nice amount of injuries. Zero. Let’s aspire to this again. ‘
‘ Stop doing that thing with your face. ‘
‘ I have no idea how that arrow got there. Are we sure it wasn’t always there? ‘
‘ She’s immensely attractive and I’m scared she’d hit me. ‘
‘ Honestly, you only have your self to blame for this disappointment. ‘
‘ Don’t you just have a second child if the first isn’t good enough? That’s what my dad did. ‘
‘ I’m toying with adulthood but I’m not totally there yet. ‘
‘ Breathing. Another male privilege. ‘
‘ Why would you drink this, and why does it look like chocolate? ‘
‘ You sense sobriety from someone who doesn’t want to be sober. ‘
‘ I had a furry phase but it was an accident. ‘
‘ Please don’t call semen impregnation fluid. ‘
‘ We didn’t fail. That suggests we’re finished. ‘
‘ This is why we can’t be together. ‘
‘ You’d make a lovely wife! ‘
‘ It was well intentioned violence. Benevoiolence. ‘
‘ Humiliation can be a useful tool for improvement. ‘
‘ I’m naming my first grey hair after you. ‘
‘ It’s cute, bitch. ‘
‘ Wipe that fucking grin off your face, you sack of shit. ‘
‘ You don’t need to whip it out that often. ‘
‘ I feel weird hitting on you. You’re like a mom. ‘
lucygson:
Lucy placed a hand over her heary, mock offended by his tone, but small smile soon tugged at her lips. She hated when someone interrupted her listening, but at least he had the decency to stop and not ignore her. “Good taste,” she said. “I was asking what movie you think I should go to,” she said, motioning towards the showings board.
"OH , UH .." he said shyly , taking out the other headphone and began mindlessly wrapping them around his fingers , "thank you." a shy smile. xan studied the board along with her for a moment , though the options were almost always the same. "i'm guessing you're sick of ferris , otherwise i doubt you'd be asking for advice ... what about bill and ted?"
SILAS
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Dingle was quaint, that was how Silas had heard it nicely put by those who passed through on their vacations, and road trips. It was particularly the kind of town anyone seemed to set out to visit, rather just a passing stop on a larger itinerary. And Silas could tell you exactly why that was, because there was nothing to do in a town like this. Once you’ve seen Larry staring at you while you pass on the street one too many times, and been to Breeze Block with wine hidden in a cola cup a few nights already that week, there was nothing left that had appeal.
It’s possibly why he frequently found himself visiting his friends when they were supposed to be working, or perhaps that was just because Silas was usually quick to grow bored of his own company.
“Not after Ernie today.” The bell ringing familiarity as he enters the store, and easily makes his way up to the counter. “Figured it’d be as dull in here today as it is out there. Thought you could use the company.”
。・ * ✧ ❛ WELL YOU THOUGHT correctly , ❜ xan replied , not bothering to hide their excitement . they thought of answering with something more sarcastic and snarky , but something about silas almost never let them . besides , silas was right .. things were a bit dull today . ❛ i’m flattered someone came to visit me instead of ernie for once , ❜ he chuckled softly , picking up his work to show his friend . ❛ wanna help me draw this one ? ❜
。・ * ✧ ECHO RECORD CO. , having such a large collection of records , not so surprisingly , had many without proper sleeves . xan , during lulls in his shifts , often took it upon himself to move them to blank sleeves to prevent scratching and to protect from all the extra dust from where the miscellaneous pile was stacked in the corner . but xan couldn't leave them blank , boring and unmarked -- not when his boredom was still just as unresolved , and not with his tendency to doodle upon every surface anyways . the countertop and cash registers got a break from the relentlessness of xan's mindless sharpie scribbles on days like this .. the scribbling shifting from the already marked - up counter to a fresh paper sleeve and from absentminded , cartoonish depictions of cowboys and lizards to much more thought - out images of whatever best fit the genre and album , matched with careful handwriting .
the words JESSIE'S GIRL - RICK SPRINGFIELD / $8 now graced the new cover of the small 45 as xan sat and pondered what images to add alongside the lettering . the bell signaling a new customer pulled him out of his deep thoughts .. making him sit up and accidentally drop the pen on the ground . ❛ hey , welcome to echo .. if you’re lookin’ for ernie , he’s not in right now . ❜
LOUIS
Louis
A thin white trail of smoke leaked from the hood of an old Toyota Hiace. Always have a bottle of water in the car. Words he heard a thousand times but only regretted today.
Knowing there was nothing to be done but wait Louis sat on the curb of a street he barely recognized. Pulling out his phone he began to search through his contacts, maybe they’re still nearby. Louis dialed. “Hey, sorry to ask but are you still around? I could really use a hand.”
。・ * ✧ ❛ LOUIS ! WHAT’S GOOD ? ❜ xan answered , tone shifting dramatically as he listened to his friend speak . ❛ oh .. uhhhh , where are you , bro ? i’m on foot .. er .. skateboard today but i can -- ❜ he cut himself off , spotting a familiar figure across the . street and waving dramatically with his whole arm . ❛ hey , hey .. uhh .. wave back if that’s you ! ❜
SCARLETT
it’s quiet; only a few people skittering between the rows of records. the music, consistently blasting off of the walls to create an intimate sort of setting, soundly vibrating through the space. she’s sure someone’s put on their own little remix; the differentiating sounds a funny collaboration between something funky and pop, but with the store practically empty, it doesn’t matter much. Her fingers skim along the edge of casings, hovering every once in a while to determine its place. she’s barely aware of a silhouette stalking towards her until she turns around, her hair sweeping slightly along with the movement. “oh uh, welcome at echo records. how can i help you?”
。・ * ✧ ❛ I’M NOT a customer , scarlett .. no need to be so formal , ❜ he joked with a smile . ❛ but you can help me with something , i hope .. d’you know where ernie put all the pens ? the good ones .. unless you moved them ? ❜ xan had a tendency to use them to doodle on the walls , but this time he needed them to help mark boxes while doing inventory . ❛ and while i’m at it .. do you know who put this music on ? ❜
LUCY
Although there wasn’t exactly a vast selection, Lucy always spent a long time deliberating over which film she was going to see. She had been standing staring at the board for a good few minutes now, arms crossed over her chest. She frequented Trio at least three times a week, if she had the time off work. Regardless of the time of day she always felt better after watching something on the big screen.
“Pick a number between one and three and I’ll go see that one,” she decided, looking at the person that had just walked past.
。・ * ✧ XAN HAD JUST clocked out , made clear by the music blaring from his headphones , the skateboard held close to his side and the pace at which he headed for the door . he caught sight of lucy and almost continued to walk past , until he thought he saw her say something -- so , despite his better judgement , stopped to talk . ❛ what ? ❜ xan asked , his tone probably harsher than he’d intended , as he pulled out just one earbud and held it up as if to explain . ❛ couldn’t hear you over the cranberries .. you need something ? ❜
REYNA
hands clasped together as if their unity would somehow grant reyna her wish, she pouted. “i swear you don’t even have to join.” the begging raised her voice a slight octave. “just come with me to the skate park. i need a cheerleader.” she scoffed in jest. rey was not one to be afraid of failing, but she was a social creature and having someone next to her when she learned a new skill was appealing.
。・ * ✧ ❛ UMMMMMM , ❜ xan hummed as he pondered her plea . they wanted to give in , since they’d probably head over there at some point today anyways , but on the other hand , xan typically preferred to be alone when skating and , on a third hand , wasn’t great at saying no to people . ❛ right now ? ❜ is what he’d settled on . ❛ i got work in , like , an hour or something .. ❜ his voice quiet and trailing off .
CHARLEY
“You know, sometimes I think dating a magician would be so cool, because he can just make money appear from right under my nose or whatever. But then I remember the one time I did go on a date with a magician and then I got stuck with the bill while he did one of those disappearing acts.”
“Anyways, what were we talking about? I’m sorry, that date is still so fresh in my mind…”
。・ * ✧ IT WASN’T OFTEN xan could be spotted hanging out with charley , though when he did , it was a guarantee he would only respond negatively to whatever she had to say , whether or not he really meant it . ❛ a magician ? ❜ he asked , tone laced with a mixture of shock and disgust . ❛ really ? a magician ? ❜ he repeated after taking a drink from the cup of coffee he’d let sit for a little too long .. though if anyone were to point that out , he’d simply insist he preferred it this way . ❛ not like .. a musician ? that’s supposed to be bad enough , but magic ? that shit is corny and fake . i honestly don’t even remember what i was saying anymore , dude . ❜
CLARK
for someone as notoriously lazy as he is, clark certainly does not make proper use of his work breaks.
today, he is on a special streak of idiocy, fueled by two strawberry milkshakes and a joint he’d hastily smoked in the back alley. rosie’s is especially dead — it’s usually pretty barren after the lunch rush, but today the diner is inhabited only by their regular, gary (who literally never leaves his sad, sad perch at the counter), and a few assorted stragglers who clearly just want him to have more dishes to deal with when he gets back to work. fucking cruel.
however, the most essential factor here is that rosie is out running an errand. and when the rosie is away, the idiot comes out to play.
so of course, as anyone logically would, clark deems this the perfect time to hop up on the empty stage tucked in the back corner, and add another number to what he has lovingly dubbed the rat spectacular. and this is unarguably his finest show to date: a completely acapella croon of “what’s new pussycat,” delivered to (a now sleeping) gary, and the scattered group of patrons who either look bewildered or actively upset. he gives it his all, of course — off-tune vocals, intricate and sensual dance moves, and the unhinged energy of a man who only got four hours of sleep and is running purely on sugar and weed.
after he finishes his performance, he dips into a hearty bow, before stepping off stage to greet his throes of admirers (that being, the singular person who is closest to the stage).
“y’know, i think i got a future in show biz,” he says, sporting an especially shitty grin and a face slightly dampened by the extreme fervor of his dance moves. “never even took a dance class, if you can believe it. i know my moves are top tier shit.”
。・ * ✧ XAN’S FRIENDSHIP WITH CLARK was , for the most part , a secret . by xan’s logic , that secret was kept safe , since anyone who would care about the secret is likely aware of how infrequently xan visited the diner . by anyone else’s logic , this was risky and his cover would probably be easily blown if spotted here . if that thought ever crossed xan’s mind , they never let it stay for long or stop them from their small visits with clark . ❛ don’t you have a present in one ? ❜ xan replied , having walked in the diner just in time to catch the last half of today’s impromptu performance and waiting off to the side . ❛ guess you’re just a natural , ❜ they said , going along with it . ❛ but in other news .. you got a cassette player ? ❜
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hellooo ! i'm veronica / roni ( she/her ) , i'm twenty and im from california ( pst ) ! my hobbies are making dumb earrings .. having jam sessions w myself .. pretending i know how to skate & this week .. watching rick & morty and tiktoks . i’m gonna start my second year of community college in a few weeks and i’m excited but also scared but also sad ?? idk but .. enough abt me , here’s xan !
Mid90s (2018) Directed by Jonah Hill