lacey.
LOCATION: lollygag van TIME: thursday morning, during their shift AVAILABILITY: closed @ofxjacks
With her cherry-red lips, heart-rimmed glasses pushed behind her ears and skirt hitched up way above uniform regulations, you would have been forgiven for thinking all was right in the world of Lacey. But cut inside of her - and you would have caught glimpse at a fevered beast, ricocheting between anxiety, guilt, rage and sorrow. Only one person was capable of drawing out such a myriad of emotions - Jack. Her twin brother. Today had to be the first time they were alone in…she couldn’t remember. At least half a decade. Wasn’t that supposed to sting?
The morning had dragged by painfully slowly. Without the usual crowd of yummy mummies and bored high school teens, customers were few and far between; leaving an uncomfortable vacuum Lacey didn’t want filled.
So, leaning against the counter, she glanced over at her twin, sighing as she broke the silence. “Feel free to leave.” Other than muted greetings, it was the first time they had spoken. “It’s pretty dead. I think I can handle whatever comes along ‘til mid afternoon.”
The deafening silence.
Jack chewed on the inside of his cheek as he desperately tried to keep his gaze anywhere other than his twin, praying for a customer or two to break the tension and offer a welcomed distraction. As Lacey appeared to do the same, a wave of heartache washed over him. Was this painfully obvious attempt at ignoring each other better than the alternative; what would start off as an argument that would quickly escalate to a screaming match? He honestly wasn't sure. They'd always had such opposite ways of communicating and expressing emotions that they could never seem to hear the other and their conscious effort to avoid scenarios exactly like this had only widened the gap between them.
Her question, which echoed as loudly as a pen drop in an empty room as it shattered the silence, startled him enough to cause him to physically jump. Widened eyes blinked at her for a moment or two in complete surprise. Not only did she offer communication, but she offered to take on his workload ( which was a proposition far more likely to come from him. )
"No thanks, the lunch rush will hit soon enough," he eventually answered with a slight shrug. Immediately after he spoke, though, his gaze darted back to the ground as he hoped she wouldn't take that response as his way of implying that he didn't trust her enough to handle it on her own ( even though that's exactly how he felt, at least a little bit. )













