Many, many months have passed since my last entry, I kinda saw no point to updating it since my life was just a continuous loop of, wake up, sweep snow, try my hardest to catch fish, and make an igloo brick by brick after everything had happened.
I think over this period of time I've become greatly disillusioned, but for a very good reason. My home was destroyed and the only thing that will make me happy is seeing his frown plastered onto my fist. Maybe I'm bitter? Maybe I've become someone worse? Doesn't change how I feel about it.
But anyways... onto the reason why I'm actually writing this in the first place, I saw my friend lettuceK today! For the first time since he threw me under the bus to get a higher position with jaden_man in the pirate core. I wasn't sure how to feel, but lettuce for one seemed changed. He came baring food and spoke to me in a tone I've yet to hear from anyone else it was like he cared. We spoke for a while over general events of the server, how wemmbu was supposed to be dead but was actually faking it. Is that really how shallow he's become? I don't know whether I want him dead, I just want to see him lose it all. His power.
But then lettuce said to me, he apologised for his wrongs he did to me. He said there was an opening in law, a place for me to stay, have commune and a JOB. I took it straight away, at this point my finger tips were at the brink of frostbite so anything to get me in the warmth was worth it. Albeit the only thing keeping me alive all these months was the armor wemmbu gave to me. But now it will be used for something greater! The law.
Little did I expect I was getting into tho, my first day I was met with baablu and fantst. I haven't really spoken to baablu at all, but fantst. I know all too well... Someone I deeply hate more than wemmbu honestly. But then I was told to go to solitary once, and was face to face with my old boss, princezam... he got a lot of us killed back then, he tried his best to save us but at the end of the day caused the destruction and decimation of his own empire, along with all the people living in it, including myself. Once we were free from clownpierce's games, zam just outright disappeared for so long leaving the rest of us who WERE alive, to fend for themselves. Alas the cycle repeats itself for me.
I was a prison guard, I took watch over and boy did I enjoy the control I had, fantst and zam were at the will of MY MERCY. Something that was switched when fantst took over my mountain. I made sure to show him how mad I was, it was kind of like therapy in a way. I would purposefully ask the chefs to give them less food, i would attack them any chance I saw fit. But never death, that was too good for them.
But I got bored after a while. day in day out. nothing really changed, i knew I wouldn't ever be satisfied, but i knew deep in my heart who i really need to give a peace of my mind to.
Then the faithful day arrived... i stood at the entrance of law hq, we were told to stand ready for one of their "biggest catches yet" and to my surprise it was wemmbu.