[oh-arizohna]

I don’t think I’ve been this continually sad in a while. Healing is hard.

[oh-arizohna]

babe come quick, a new wave of medical problems just dropped

[astrangerlately]

[candelitpeppermintcarnival]

The sky is grey, and the air is wet.

It's darker than usual. It's beautiful.

[world-of-yana]

[oh-arizohna]

my whole childhood I felt so alone and hurt. i did anything I could to get positive attention from the adults in my life but it was never enough. got a full ride to college, it wasn’t enough. graduated early, wasn’t enough. got a masters degree, wasn’t enough. got a good job, wasn’t enough. i stop people pleasing, “where are you? why don’t you come by?”

you hurt me my whole life. i was alone in my room. grasping at any form of love. i don’t know what to do now. is it irreparable..? probably. but who knows.

[abnormall]

i am tired. i am exhausted. from my head to my soul to my bones i am so fucking tired.

[caos-de-pensamientos]

Mood. 

[tarafirma]

[oh-arizohna]

time to be sad about everything all at once this evening

[caos-de-pensamientos]

Mood. 

[rainbowwithoutcolor-deactivated]

[oh-arizohna]

it doesn’t go away

[allthingseurope]

Paris (by Isabelle Bertolini)

[belgiandad]

[queertasm]

[oh-arizohna]

feeling gross