How I Want to be Remembered
When the time comes and my time to exist has ended, I want people to remember the various shades and sides of what makes me, 'me'. The chaos that is both lightness and darkness is packaged into what once existed.
I'd like people to associate me with Froot Loops, sour gummies, glitter pens, stickers coated in holographic broken glass, and vivid hair colors you see on Japanese blogs. But, along with that lightness, there were days when I didn't believe in myself. Days when I was my number one enemy, and days when I couldn't share grace and kindness with myself. All that light you see upfront, darkness is its buddy when I'm alone with my thoughts. I also want to be associated with a 'soft glow.' A glow so tender, you feel safe being in its presence. A glow that brings you to a tender rest during an afternoon nap, or maybe a lit birthday candle illuminating your face while you think of your wishes. I hope I was that person to you (friends, family, acquaintances). I also wish to be remembered as someone passionate about all things 'creativity'. The state of being creative is like coloring a coloring book page and bringing concepts into existence. I loved being in a state of creativity; it's a state where I feel alive.
