go forth & have no fear

clarissa / TX

[ohclarissaaa]

You’ve tried everything under the sun, every girl, every drug. It’s never gonna be enough.

[ohclarissaaa]

😪

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“You will have days where you feel better, and you will have days where you want to die. Both are okay. There is no magical cure. You just need to close your eyes, and trust that the waves will pass, and soon you’ll be able to breathe again.”

— Unknown

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[ohclarissaaa]

Yeah, that is not going to help me want to open up or put in effort. As it is, my anxiety has been preventing me from opening up about trauma and issues, and this is why, because I am currently having to go through it and it feels like my chest is so tight and I can’t breathe and the tears are inevitable.

[ohclarissaaa]

It shouldn’t be a big deal but it really is and I am just forever getting discouraged and not knowing what to fully trust or believe at this point. 

[ohclarissaaa]

You.

[ohclarissaaa]

[ohclarissaaa]

Things have gotten so much easier, but have come to realize I am still struggling. But time and effort will help guide me through.

[ohclarissaaa]

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“When feeling overwhelmed by a faraway goal, repeat the following: I have it within me right now to get me to where I want to be later.”

— Karen Salmansohn

[ohclarissaaa]

I really am tired of keeping my emotions in, feeling this tightness in my chest, and stuck with this constant feeling.

[ohclarissaaa]

✨

[ohclarissaaa]

Trauma.

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