the crownless shall again be king.

infp-t. clinical researcher. hyperfixated on crochet and remus lupin. avid battle cats enthusiast. dnd nerd. resin crafter and goat milker.

[ohhedamylexa]

"we think it would be prudent for you to find a well qualified quirk counselor--" the woman's voice is all silk and smoke, despite the frost still clinging to the edge of her hairline, and the singed shoulder of her suit jacket. It's almost impossible to hear her over the baby's cries, even with the door between them firmly closed. Shoto wills himself to breathe and reel back the ice edging outward from his shaking hands. "Her quirk is highly unstable."

It's that word that does it, unstable. It had been used to describe him as a child -- before his father's fists had made control the most important thing on his mind, and each of his siblings before him. He can't leave this kid alone. He can't. Enji might be dead and in the ground but his mistakes still haunt all his children, and apparently some more literally than others.

[greelin]

i’m so serious when i say that i need something to make me feel the way fullmetal alchemist made me feel when consuming it all for the first time. what the fuck did arakawa put in there

[inkskinned]

she asks: what do you want to be?

there was a time, a long time ago, where i thought i had to be successful. or something. i’d be married at 25 (ha!) and published and stunning. i’d have children and a husband (ha!!) and a career and a book in the works.

but now i want to be kind like it is my job. i want to wake up and think only of how i can help others, and how i can help myself. i want to collect memories. i want to be a deposit box of stories; i want to hold other people’s hands and hear them open up to me. i want to make myself particularly good coffee, but i am okay if it might end up being tea. i want to have an open-door policy. i want to give back enough that nobody goes hungry. i want to have a garden, and i want to take pictures of people laughing, and i want to have named all the raccoons within thirty meters of me. 

i want to know more about how crows speak. i want to learn six notes on the guitar, and i want a voice that is good-to-sing-with but not stunning. i want to make other people feel comfy. i want to watch a good movie and read bad fantasy and invent a world where everything is lovely. where we spend sundays really-just-only relaxing. i don’t need everyone to love me. i just want my friends to be safe and warm. and i want to be, once in a while, startlingly funny.

could i just be … happy. nothing fancy. just happy. a life like a round hum. a life like honey.

[roseyourewearingablackdress]

Every Actress I Have Ever Imagined Playing Riza Hawkeye

Scarlett Johansson (it’d be hard for me to see her as another iconic badass woman post-Nat but hot dang do those characters have some similarities

Carey Mulligan

Saiorse Ronan (younger Saiorse would have been my DREAM Winry but she’s starting to edge into Riza territory)

also maybe Florence Pugh (I thought she’d need a couple more years but cue all the commenters telling me they’re the SAME AGE o o p s)

Anna Torv (even though I haven’t watched Fringe)

Rosamund Pike circa Pride and Prejudice

Elizabeth Mitchell circa LOST

Claire Danes circa… earlier Homeland?

Jodie Foster circa Silence of the Lambs

Elizabeth Moss (can you imagine. The PERFECTION)

would 100% support Zendaya even if she doesn’t look exactly like her

For a musical version Caissie Levy or Brittain Ashford would be insanely dope but mostly I just wanna play her so badly guysssss

meanwhile I can’t think of any actors who are currently perfect for Roy (Daniel Henney or Ben Barnes would be fabulous if you aged them down 5-10 years or so) but I can think of at least two ideal genderbends (Michelle Dockery or Laura Donnelly no I don’t care that they’re British)

[roseyourewearingablackdress]

This has been my favorite Journey song since I was 5 and it just so happens to totally vibe with my favorite show

[roseyourewearingablackdress]

I literally cannot listen to this song without thinking of them. The king and queen references. The “passionately kissing with explosions in the background” vibes. The everything

[ohhedamylexa]

au·gu·ry /ˈôɡ(y)ərē/

[ohhedamylexa]

lets try a character blurb y tf not --> be warned gratuitous swearing ahead scream/agree/disagree w/ me on discord @ luke skywalker's left udder#5324

bellatrix druella cygnus black lestrange

actually: bellatrix druella cygna back lestrange, legally and all.

doesn't give one shit what their mother actually named them, reinventing themselves every day.

"i'm so in the closet i built the thing" re: non-binary, gender-expressionism - transmasc identity. a tangled up literal knot of twisted internalized misogyny shoved down their throat from such a young age they chewed and swallowed.

empathetically stunted. straightforward to the point of pain - unable and unwilling to understand subtlety. sarcasm? nope i dont know her.

rodolphus has bi partner energy by default.

most definitely was that child that smushed ants/insects for curiosity as a kid. if the neighbors cat ever went missing, it wasn't them.

definitely a wine of the month club member.

the kind who would defy you just because. stubborn to the point of fault. big fault. bad habit of pushing boundaries too far.

has never really needed to care about people outside of family circles. is not good at it. blood is everything? no connection without it?

huge ego, rampant narcissist as a younger person. would probably hold things over on others just because they were most noble and ancient and absolutely ate that shit up. this has cooled, somewhat.

prison sux ok.

does not will not will never reach the boundaries of wanting to learn and find out and figure out how things tick. including self and brain and thoughts and feelings. could have been a mad scientist in another life - maybe is one in this life.

would not know what a fast food restaurant is.

very wildmagic aesthetic. wand/magic doesn't always listen brain goes buzz burrr buzz buzz sparky spark.

the bad kind of posh where it's difficult to function? how will they feed themselves as a fugitive? they don't know how to do anything? cold beans in a can it is i guess.

highly highly allergic to like 47000 things, thanks inbreeding. probably has the diet of an aristocratic four year old.

has wanted for so long to be the thing their father would have deemed acceptable they now can no longer separate that from their ideas of masculinity. both hates and wants everything

simultaneously feels so unable to be those things, bracketed between a ancient and noble most house that has never seen them as anything other than a brood mare to feed and fatten

the most underhanded gremlin you've ever seen. always been tall and weedy and wiry but scrappy as hell. has no qualms about honor and dignity in an fight.

bites fingernails to the quick.

all situations are a fight, and all fights are brawls to kill.

probably banned from dueling club

ideas about sexuality and gender further complicated and tangled in this endlessly burning, all encompassing physical need to be a parent.

totally the rich goth victorian aesthetic? bram stoker step aside

who needs lipstick when you've got wine stains

would be a doting but completely overbearing, suffocating, toxic parent

will literally do anything for acceptance? has pretty obvious and severe daddy issues.

what's the opposite of a boggart? their thing is bodysnatching sirius black, having literally everything they ever wanted.

andromeda does not exist. they do not mention, they do not think, they do not still seethe and sob about the abandonment on a weekly basis.

was about 92% prepared to flee the country pre-wedding. whether that mentality continued post wedding is tbd.

laur remind me i want to DM you and talk shop re: the lestranges

also alexx with bella's favorite sirius 'i have vivid fantasies of slitting his throat and stealing his body' black

and kayla with the ultimate worst best ex-sister.

[ohhedamylexa]

 #i want to lean into the gritty parts of bellas character while also exploring sexuality and non-traditional gender expression.  #non-binary/genderqueer =/= automatically a mentally ill/insane person  #i'm trying to thread the needle. i'm mostly writing from my personal experience as a non-binary person and plan to liberally use tw tags  #but also if things are squicky please just yell at me.  #i want to do a really interesting character study of a bellatrix that is more than the woman in a mans world character that jk gave us  #let's also be clear i don't want to write psychopath bellatrix.  #i wrote these tags at 4:45 am  #discord added later  #it sometimes hates adding me to friends lists because of username spaces  #so if that happens just yell via tumblr and i'll friend you 

again. bonus tags bc wow.

[ohhedamylexa]

name: lestrange, bellatrix cygna nee black  wand: walnut, 12.75, unyeilding identification:  ᚴᚬᛏ ᚴᛁᛚᛚᛅᛦ  ᛒᛚᛖᛊᛏᚱᚨᛜᛖ i am: jittering cajoling laughter, a queen among mothers, aggressively maternal, the first to draw the blood of a scavenged victim, a bite far worse than a bark, the wit of the opportunistic, the cunning of the adaptable, the dominion of the strong. i am crocuta crocuta.  i want: burnt cedar, ozone, dark bitter liquor, pennies, kerosene, white sage i fear: a cage, its bars curled high above the bent spine of the child within. they’re crying. hanks of near-black hair clenched in their hands, drape over their coltish bleeding knees, and curl around toes bled blue from cold. a knobby spine shakes with their ragged, uneven breath. the faintest footsteps echo through the air. their face turns toward an unseen shadow, devoid of any discernable feature.

[ohhedamylexa]

 #dev  #i spent two hours trying to figure out if the azkaban prisoner runes actually had meaning  #they dont  #but there had to be some way of identifying prisoners?  #especially like death eaters over other 'less henious' criminals??  #so in my head there are tiers?  #this tier is 'god killer'  #patronus:spotted hyena  #its so fitting i cant  #amortentia annoys me tbh people don't have /one person/ in my mind  #so you'd probably get a fuck ton of smells and be like wtf how  #and then later have to place it to the person? bc its about possibilities???  #but yet again dumb  thing that could have been cool but is so one note in canon.  #i never understood jk boggarts being one like defined thing?  #shouldnt the boggart be this nebulous amalgamation of all the things you deeply fear?  #oh sorry im more frightened of spiders than i am of dying in a war or falling into a volcano  #bella's real boggart is climate change  #surprise shes an ecoterrorist  #dear god inez stop rambling 

to include my tags bc i totally forgot I wrote these previously LOL

[wehavespikes]

[ohhedamylexa]

Name: Inez Age: 28 Timezone: EST (Gmt-5) Favourite tropes and/or canons: best friends who don't ever talk about things. idiots who can conversate with entirely eyebrows, friends to enemies to friends to lovers, sunny idiots + grumpy bastards. swearwolves. metamorphmagi. squib supremacy. What do you want to see in a cyberpunk setting?: crazy body mods, super punk magical tattooists, gratuitous use of synthesizers. Most used emojis: 😂,😒, and 👀

[henycavil]

CLARKE GRIFFIN & COMMANDER LEXA

THE 100 (2014—2020 ) Bodyguard of Lies

[ohhedamylexa]

lets try a character blurb y tf not --> be warned gratuitous swearing ahead scream/agree/disagree w/ me on discord @ luke skywalker's left udder#5324

bellatrix druella cygnus black lestrange

actually: bellatrix druella cygna back lestrange, legally and all.

doesn't give one shit what their mother actually named them, reinventing themselves every day.

"i'm so in the closet i built the thing" re: non-binary, gender-expressionism - transmasc identity. a tangled up literal knot of twisted internalized misogyny shoved down their throat from such a young age they chewed and swallowed.

empathetically stunted. straightforward to the point of pain - unable and unwilling to understand subtlety. sarcasm? nope i dont know her.

rodolphus has bi partner energy by default.

most definitely was that child that smushed ants/insects for curiosity as a kid. if the neighbors cat ever went missing, it wasn't them.

definitely a wine of the month club member.

the kind who would defy you just because. stubborn to the point of fault. big fault. bad habit of pushing boundaries too far.

has never really needed to care about people outside of family circles. is not good at it. blood is everything? no connection without it?

huge ego, rampant narcissist as a younger person. would probably hold things over on others just because they were most noble and ancient and absolutely ate that shit up. this has cooled, somewhat.

prison sux ok.

does not will not will never reach the boundaries of wanting to learn and find out and figure out how things tick. including self and brain and thoughts and feelings. could have been a mad scientist in another life - maybe is one in this life.

would not know what a fast food restaurant is.

very wildmagic aesthetic. wand/magic doesn't always listen brain goes buzz burrr buzz buzz sparky spark.

the bad kind of posh where it's difficult to function? how will they feed themselves as a fugitive? they don't know how to do anything? cold beans in a can it is i guess.

highly highly allergic to like 47000 things, thanks inbreeding. probably has the diet of an aristocratic four year old.

has wanted for so long to be the thing their father would have deemed acceptable they now can no longer separate that from their ideas of masculinity. both hates and wants everything

simultaneously feels so unable to be those things, bracketed between a ancient and noble most house that has never seen them as anything other than a brood mare to feed and fatten

the most underhanded gremlin you've ever seen. always been tall and weedy and wiry but scrappy as hell. has no qualms about honor and dignity in an fight.

bites fingernails to the quick.

all situations are a fight, and all fights are brawls to kill.

probably banned from dueling club

ideas about sexuality and gender further complicated and tangled in this endlessly burning, all encompassing physical need to be a parent.

totally the rich goth victorian aesthetic? bram stoker step aside

who needs lipstick when you've got wine stains

would be a doting but completely overbearing, suffocating, toxic parent

will literally do anything for acceptance? has pretty obvious and severe daddy issues.

what's the opposite of a boggart? their thing is bodysnatching sirius black, having literally everything they ever wanted.

andromeda does not exist. they do not mention, they do not think, they do not still seethe and sob about the abandonment on a weekly basis.

was about 92% prepared to flee the country pre-wedding. whether that mentality continued post wedding is tbd.

laur remind me i want to DM you and talk shop re: the lestranges

also alexx with bella's favorite sirius 'i have vivid fantasies of slitting his throat and stealing his body' black

and kayla with the ultimate worst best ex-sister.

[ohhedamylexa]

name: lestrange, bellatrix cygna nee black  wand: walnut, 12.75, unyeilding identification:  ᚴᚬᛏ ᚴᛁᛚᛚᛅᛦ  ᛒᛚᛖᛊᛏᚱᚨᛜᛖ i am: jittering cajoling laughter, a queen among mothers, aggressively maternal, the first to draw the blood of a scavenged victim, a bite far worse than a bark, the wit of the opportunistic, the cunning of the adaptable, the dominion of the strong. i am crocuta crocuta.  i want: burnt cedar, ozone, dark bitter liquor, pennies, kerosene, white sage i fear: a cage, its bars curled high above the bent spine of the child within. they’re crying. hanks of near-black hair clenched in their hands, drape over their coltish bleeding knees, and curl around toes bled blue from cold. a knobby spine shakes with their ragged, uneven breath. the faintest footsteps echo through the air. their face turns toward an unseen shadow, devoid of any discernable feature.

[ohhedamylexa]

[ohhedamylexa]

NAME ╱ ink 

AGE, TIMEZONE, PRONOUNS ╱ 27 - cst (est after july 10), they/she

HOGWARTS HOUSE ╱ hufflepuff

FAVORITE TROPES ╱ enemies-to-friends-to-enemies-to-lovers, polycules, swearwolves, the atoner, inappropriately close comrades and many many many others.

FAVORITE FACES ╱ segovia amil, ira chernova, bryden jenkins,  dalianah arekion, sabina karlsson, rowena xi kang, all the women tbh. 

LEAST FAVORITE EMOJI ╱ eggplant. 

ANYTHING ELSE? ╱ would there be a possibility of an eyesight-friendly skin? i’m old and blind.  also tagging because I’m still not in the tag correctly...                 ; - ;  @1987rp​

GIF OR MEME ╱  

(rpat is to twilight as I am to jk rowling) sorry not sorry. 

[ohhedamylexa]

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