aiden rose

under construction 10/2/12

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where in the fuck do i even begin, um. 

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I'm baaaaaaaaaaaack.

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For the lights of this city They only look good when I'm speeding Gonna leave 'em all behind me Cause this time I'm gone Long gone This time I'm letting go of it all So long Cause this time I'm gone

[carminestreet]

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Pearl Jam - Parting Ways (2009) 

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Constantly I wonder if that's why you're here. But then I keep telling myself that so many other things add up on the negative spectrum, that simply can't be possible.

And then I sit here and think about the things I do want, and things I NEED in order to function.

And it always results in my mood turning to absolute shit.

Because I feel like I'm too hard on people sometimes, but I always give the benefit of the doubt. And when you do that for too long, it gets old. I'm sorry to say that eventually we all grow tired of it. It's not exactly fair, but that's how life goes.

I don't know what this post is.

I have no idea what I'm doing anymore.

Have I made that clear?

Maybe I should just disappear for awhile again.

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sometimes i think things would be simpler if i really tried to work on our relationship again.

but then i catch myself and realize that is impossible.

i'm so incredibly confused anymore.

fuck.

[dazedandwild]

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OOC: current internet connection sucks hairy balls.

so. bare with me. i'm really trying to work on things. fucking weather ruined shit and i'm homeless rn, so. yeah. 

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[dreamingdenim]

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this is all maximized by the idea that, like, i really.. 

just fucking want a justin playby to write with

BECAUSE REASONS

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hey so someone convince layne that moving to rp.me will be good for him please because i don't think he's going to do it and i'm going to be alone

wait no

my vagina is going to be alone

so you see, layne, it's very important that you move with me

yes

yes it is

OKAY NOW YOU GUYS GO YOUR TURN TO CONVINCE HIM WITH SOMETHING OTHER THAN A SEXUAL THREAT

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i don't think i've bonded with someone the way i'm bonding with sophie right now in like years 

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Sophie is a champ.

oh my fucking god

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I should probably stop living in your clothes, huh? But I really can’t seem to let myself do that. Not now. Not yet. Things are so far from okay, but I just hope to god that eventually they are again.

Hung out with Josh today. It was rad. I really need to get out more. But I can’t seem to do that either, I’m too busy doing shit for work.. and consuming way too much ice cream on a nightly basis while trying to stay on the down low in my apartment.

What’s a girl to do? I’m basically friendless. 

Except for ice cream. We’re really tight.

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I’ll give you some of my clothes to wear, don’t worry. We’re hot.

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Yay! Less laundry to do, thanks bro. Means the world.