JackelynLuna.

5/9-22. JC-6/14. 661. Chronic Depression. Anxiety. I don't know why your here but this is my blog where I share my fucked up head. ED-CW 175. HW 175. GW 110.

[especially]

[chanel-tiger]

[hope4gem]

Please allow yourself time to rest.

[ohitsjackiee]

I'm back, and it's only because I hope you are too..

[ohitsjackiee]

[taralovepoetry]

i remember it even now

suffocating darkness

your hands trapping me

as you dragged out my

innocence and dignity

should i have stopped you?

this is what i wonder

every night because 

you made yourself

a nightly guest 

in my nightmares

[she-looks-so-perff]

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you?

[blackandwh0te-deactivated201911]

[arcusant]

[bnmxfld]

[mootable]

[maeganbobaegan]

What if?

I always had supper ready when he got home?

I never needed help or got tired?

I didn’t survive a lifetime of trauma?

I listened to him even when he told the same old stories?

I stayed in shape after the kids?

I didn’t need time to myself?

I gave him everything he wanted?

I died trying?

[conscious-love]

Someday you’re going to look back on this moment of your life as such a sweet time of grieving. You’ll see that you were in mourning and your heart was broken, but your life was changing.

Elizabeth Gilbert

[theinescapableheartbreak]

Shared via Instagram. Poem by Nayyirah Waheed. From salt.

[conscious-love]

Do not allow him to consume you. If he does not call, go to sleep. If he does not message, put your phone away and have a fantastic day anyway. If he acts distant when you are with him and refuses to tell you what is wrong, don’t wait for him, go home and do something you love. If he tries to insinuate you do not need your friends now that you have him, spend more time with your friends. If he tries to teach you a lesson through the silent treatment, ignore him completely. If he plays with your feelings constantly, walk away from him. If he acts like your body is his entitlement when you are not ready, walk away from him. If he says terrible, unforgivable things and threatens to leave you after every argument, walk away from him. If he forbids you from doing anything you love, walk away from him. If he claims ownership of your accomplishments, walk away from him. If he demeans you or disrespects your being a girl and refuses to stop when you tell him it hurts, walk away from him. I cannot stress this enough, you live for yourself first. He is a secondary character in the story of your life. Do not allow him to turn you into a secondary character in your own book.

Nikita Gill, Advice for Teenage Girls Finding Their Way Through Love

[real-demons]

[precursortothesavior-deactivate]