– — tell me i'm okay

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“You can hold her if you want? She loves meeting new people,” Alessia smiled and offered her the baby. “That’s pretty good logic, actually. The work is hard with babies.”

she moved and held the baby ‘ wow, she’s beautiful. ’

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naomi scott best friend role wanted!! also just any muse you’re feeling <3

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“You honestly don’t know who your true friends are until you have a baby. Literally no one wants to hang out with me. I promise I’m still fun. I just have to do tiny human safe activities now.”

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a smile spread over her face and she moved closer ‘ can i shake her little hand? ’ she asked. ‘ but that sucks...that your friends do that, if anything i befriend people with babies - it’s like people with cats, i just wanna play with cuties but not actually do the work. ’

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Riley started to get concerned leading the girl over to the couch before sitting down. “Of course…is everything okay,” she asked feeling a lump form in her throat.

she moved and sat down, tugging a leg under her as she looked down at her hands, unsure how to even begin. ‘ so -- things have been really hard lately, the photos of me went around college, i dropped out, dante is like always mean to me, i have no friends, my mom’s...they can’t even spare time for a skypec call, i got -- carried away with escapism. ’ she muttered, rubbing her cheek. ‘ your -- beard - a lot of stuff has just been....weighing heavily on my heart. ’ she said quietly. 

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rileyxgriffin:

Riley’s dad was away on business and her brothers were all at work, so for once she had the house to herself. She had thrown on a pair of lounge pants and her favorite cami and made her way to the living room, planning to watch a movie when she heard a knock on the door. Riley padded to the door, surprised to see her girlfriend standing there. “Hey beautiful, I didn’t know you were coming by,” she said leaning in and giving Josie a small kiss on the cheek before pulling her inside.

‘ hey -- ’ she smiled, moving closer and kissing her lips gently as she moved into the womans home and rubbed her nose nervously ‘ i came here to talk -- specifically about some stuff. if that’d be okay. ’ she said gently to the taller of the pair.

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sydneyxharper:“Get better from what?” Sydney asked, arching an eyebrow. “Wait, are you sick? What’s going on?”

‘ just better as a person, since i left school and loads of stuff, i’m just not the best me, you know? so i’m going to take time out of like, springlake and get back to me. ’

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“You should. You’re way too young for that shit anyways, Josie. And even if you weren’t, nothing good is gonna come from it. Just look at what happened with Wesley’s sister.” Dante pointed out, feeling a little relieved that it wasn’t his fault. “Are you sure it’s just school, though? Because it didn’t use to be like this. I mean, you and me, you and think crazy drinking stuff that you’re doing..” he knitted his brow together thoughtfully. “What about that girl that you’re seeing? Are you sure she isn’t forcing you into stuff?”

she watched him soften as he was absolved of blame, her dark eyes staring at her fingers. ‘ no, no, she’s great. ’ she said with a shrug. ‘ just trying out a lifestyle and maybe it’s not for me. ’ she nodded, chewing her nail now as she looked back to her brother. she truly loved dante and craved to have a closer relationship since in her mind, he was all she had - but for as long as she was miserable, he couldn’t be apart of the real josefina, just for right now. ‘ thanks for checking up on me. ’ 

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danteramircz:

“Yea, I gathered as much. You’ve made that pretty clear.” Dante retorted, knitting his brows into a deep frown. “You’re mad at me and I’m doing everything wrong. That much you’ve also made obvious. I just don’t get it, okay? What is the problem and what do you want from me?”

troubled by his response to her trying to open up an confessing how unhappy she was and how it was what did she want from him - she made the decision not to involve him. there was bad at talking and then there was just being cold. the short girl shook her head ‘ nothing, i’m sorry - schools been crazy. ’ she said. ‘ and i took it out on you, i’m sorry. i just got carried away drinking and stuff, i’ll pull back on that. ’

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there was a slight weight off her shoulders after telling sofie about her troubles, it as was such a suffocating feeling, it did feel like air was letting in letting someone else know what was going on. but now was the hardest person to tell since she had absolved not to tell dante. she waited until riley was home alone and knocked on her door, placing her hands into the pockets of her hoodie and nervously kicked the ground as she waited on her girlfriend to open up.

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[sharaxbae]

Leo tried his hardest not to roll his eyes. “That guy? Yeah, I’m just a guy who likes to keep his job.” He then set a glass of water in front of her. “Maybe if you try hard enough, you can convince yourself it’s vodka.”

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‘ you’re going to lose your job for selling to dsomeone with a believable id who’s enrolled in college so clearly isn’t a kid? i think not. i thnk you’re just on a power kick. dude, i’m just buying a beer. ’

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Text📱Wes/Josie

Wesley: A promise is a promise, right? I've been trying to quit going back on those lately.

Wesley: Yea, that part is my fault. I'll own it. Fair enough.

Wesley: That's not true. Don't wanna consider me a friend, that's fine. But I'm not nice for brownie points and I'm a little hurt you think so lowly of me... I don't get brownie points for keeping secrets from him, you know.

Wesley: Just... try to talk to someone, okay? If something's going on... he's worried about you, Jose. Is he good at getting that point across? Probably not. But he /is/ worried.

josie: i'm talking to someone, i'm getting help.

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Text📱Wes/Josie

Wesley: Keeping secrets from your brother for you ??? Don't play dense, babe. Not cute.

Wesley: Well the break down is over now. Whatever is going on between the two of you still can't be my fault. Or was probably something said in the midst of things that needs to be hashed out. Don't blame me because you and your brother both have a temper that rival each other.

Wesley: Right, apologies. I retract my offer of attempting to be there for a friend. If you change your mind you know where to find me.

josie: didn't know you didn't go to him, he said i was partying a lot and i thought you told him, sorry.

josie: i don't blame you for my problems with dante. i blame you for beginning his break down.

josie: you're not my friend. you're nice to me because you love dante, you give a shit for brownie points.

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Text📱Wes/Josie

Wesley: What, I didn't...

Wesley: Look, Dante is a grown man. If he wants to run away from things that's on him. I don't puppeteer him.

Wesley: And you know, I know you threw me under the bus littlest Ramirez. You should be grateful I still want to be nice to you.

Wesley: Fine, don't let me help you. But consider this: if whatever you're going through is that bad, it'll only get worse if you keep bottling it up.

josie: what did i throw you under the bus for ??

josie: you know you caused his break down, if he left i'd have no-one and now we barely even speak and when we do he treats me like garbage.

josie: it's already at it's worse, not telling you isn't going to do shit.

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Text📱Wes/Josie

Wesley: I'm sure he doesn't mean to do that, Jose. He's just... not good with his words, you know? Or handling serious situations in general.

Wesley: What was going on though? What did he make worse? Maybe /I/ can help.

Josie: i don't want your help. you're the one who made him want to leave.

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danteramircz

“Bullshit, because I didn’t start off that way. I tried to be patient and understanding and shit, but you just give me attitude, no matter what I do. It’s never good enough.” Dante grumbled. “Well, if you don’t talk to me then how am I supposed to even try it? I just wanna know what’s wrong and help you fix it. Don’t know how much more obvious you want me to make it.”

a lump formed in her throat as she neared telling her brother, to relieve herself of a burden heavy on her chest. ‘ i want to -- ’ but she quickly stopped herself, not believing dante would understand her or how she felt. she cleared her throat. ‘ i’m just -- very unhappy. ’

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“Leaving? And where would you be going then?” Sydney frowned. “No offense, Ramirez, but you sound like you’re full of shit right now and I don’t believe for a second that you’ve just been busy. Talk to me, please! We’re friends, whatever you’ve been up to, you know I’m not gonna rat you out, right?”

‘ things have been rough. ’ she said ‘ but it’s going to get better and i’m going to get better then i’ll be back and to normal. ’ she assured her.