this is me speaking to you

if your brain has too many tabs open at the same time, go on tumblr.

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tulips on parade by manyfires on Flickr.

[ohmybraintabs]

if you were here i would be there

knowing that tumblr is here and helping all of us over thinkers is always good.  my brain goes on and on about things that might not even be happening.  i want to turn it off but its impossible.  all i ever wanted was to grow up be successful and have a great life surrounded by people who wanted to be with me.  lately its been like im invisible and that gets real boring real soon.  i dont have lots of friends and the ones i do have are hard to keep in touch with because being an adult is not the easiest thing.  when we are little all we think of is just growing up and driving cars and going to a job and making money and doing what it is we want to do.  we dont realize how difficult it is to actually grow up and be an adult and have a job and actually keep said job.  having to actually pay bills and go to work on a daily basis is the worst thing in the entire planet.  unless your job consists of doing fun things you only wished to do since you were little.  

[ohmybraintabs]

xroads. one day at the time

There comes a time in life when we get really confused as to what road to take.  Right now this has been happening to me for about 5 months.  Im confused and lost all at the same time.  I have random moments when all i want to do is run as far away from here and start all anew.  But its not easy. I don't think thats my purpose in life, and i really wish i knew what my purpose is in life, so that i could take it by the tail and fulfill it to my best.  I have a stable job, which keeps me in check but it also messes with my brain.  I am in retail.  I don't know if anyone else out there reading this is also in retail as well, but it messes with your brain good.  I am getting ready to dive in holiday mode for the next weeks and it just gets crazier every time.  My one bestie lets call her Jo, moved to the west coast and its been very difficult for me.  We used to hang out all the time and even if we were in the same room, not saying a word, it was completely fine!  Theres nothing wrong with that, and now i know that.  Of course there is FaceTime and Skype but its just not the same.  Retail has been a huge part of my life and that pretty much all I've ever done.  I did start school but i don't know if it will actually work or not.  But i least i gotta try and see what happens.  

[ohmybraintabs]

"It does not matter how slow you go so long as you do not stop."

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